it was dooms day yesterday. i couldn't really sleep the whole night the previous day. tried to relax on the way to school by walking slowly and not rush like i always do. nyjc people gathered around the school gate to 'promote' their open house.

they were also stationed outside the hall. wth. waited for more than 30minutes before they started the evaluation of the results. it was during the waiting that the same feeling that i felt when the news announced the release date. managed to calm myself and once the evaluation started, i got more excited. the top students were all predicted already, no surprises.

when i got the results, it was a repeat of what happened when i got psle results. but i managed to calm myself down and not think so much.

i just so much want to go home. ran for the train but missed the bus. so i walked all the way from the mrt station back home. it's about 30minutes walk but i don't care and i was even faster than the bus. met my sis on the way. she missed the bus too.

no more ice cream treat from sis.



got my sis to choose the schools in the morning. after crossing off the schools that i cannot or are too lousy or for whatever reasons, i'm left with 5 schools out of 18. if i'm lucky, i might get the 2nd, or else it's the 3rd.




no point thinking about the results. but everytime i look at the 'five' on it, i feel like killing myself.







it's over for now. another two weeks before know where we will be heading next.