THIS IS MY LIFE STORY

blah

2010-01-03T22:20:00.000+08:00

maybe i was wrong about it.

maybe...

just maybe...

blah

2010-01-01T21:49:00.000+08:00

i didn't expect the year to end in this way. but what i can do? at least i spent today differently from any past years, so i so be happy.

i finally realised that dreams will always be dreams and it will never be reality.

"i can lie to the whole world, but i cannot lie to myself."
i didn't realise that i will also have to use this phrase on myself.

what a year this was.

blah

2009-11-22T23:25:00.001+08:00

by the command of wsn, i shall post something here.

seriously been too lazy to blog.

so all i have to say is that...

I AM A HAPPY GIRL(:
and i'm loving this happy feeling!

blah

2009-05-20T11:07:00.002+08:00

yesterday's combine concert was alright.

didn't really do much the whole time, was just sitting around slacking, and waiting for our turn which is the last.

i wasn't really very nervous even though there are a lot of people. i was much more nervous during syf when there's much less audience. what's wrong with me?

played the 3 pieces that we almost played for syf including our syf choice piece. teachers said we ended the concert well. that's good. at least the blue wolf isn't really that tiring as compared to celebrations other that the running notes. all running notes are killer.

presented a big card to mr ho and took band photo. waited for the bus and reached school at 11pm. dad drove me home in 25 minutes. cool.

just a little disappointed

blah

2009-05-20T11:03:00.000+08:00

clarinets at syf 2009!

blah

2009-05-16T21:35:00.003+08:00

today's college day!

played the march in, college anthem and the march out. sat there for 2 hours. the principal's speech is totally boring. at least the guest-of-honour's speech is nicer to listen and he's a former band member. so cool. the prize presentation was totally boring to the max. the performance was at least better.

lunch-ed with rini jieling hilary shannon at curry wok. it's some place near coronation plaza. the prize isn't really very cheap, but eating like that occasionally is alright. rush back for combines, clarinets and flutes were late. than had sectionals till 3pm and i left for piano lesson.

after spending days asking people to do surveys, finally do finish part of what i'm required to do for gpp. there's still the wr part which is more troublesome. at least now i have the template, so it's easier to do.

the next 2 weeks will not be as tiring. but there's still common tests coming up after the june holidays. that means that my june holidays will be spent studying. not the way i want to spend it, but i have no choice.

this is jc life.

blah

2009-05-06T19:30:00.004+08:00

after months of practise, it's finally syf day!

it rained heavily in the morning, so just nice can ask my dad to send me to school. tired.

bus-ed there and waited for 30minutes before getting into the tuning room. totally different from the tuning room at SCH. than waited at the back stage for a while. before entering. was a bit nervous. but just try not to think about it. since i'm sitting at the corner but not so outisde, so feel safer and not so scared.

while playing celebrations, my heart was beating so hard i could almost hear it. but when it's all over, i was so relieved. listened to ij, jj and cj, before leaving. stayed behind to collect tickets to watch the 2nd half of the syf. ate lunch and queued. but after 30minutes of queueing, could only get 5tickets.

they allow j1 to go in and some j2. so got to go in and watch tj, acj, rj and pj before waiting for the results.

got a gold!

we were happy.

but i think cj is happier than us, cause they got gwh. they were screaming like mad when they know the results. until the announcer have to ask them to calm down many times. there were some disappointment but we were definitely not disappointed.

the band video shown yesterday was very nice and encouraging.

will try to post pictures soon.

celebrations!

blah

2009-05-03T17:03:00.002+08:00

labour day was spent catching up on homework. did chemical bonding until i was so bored about it. drawing dot-cross diagrams of compounds is driving me crazy.

did maths after that.

found out that i have lots of mistakes in the mock lecture test. i'll be doomed on monday.

there's still gp clinic after maths lecture. i want my half day. or at least 4hours before band starts. now i only have 3hours left. but minus-ing travelling time to and from school. i think i'm only left with 1hour.

tutoring on sat was good. but it's very warm. the band room couldn't be used. so had to practiced outside. practiced near the fountain. than changed to canteen as it was cooler. our tutor has knee injury but he still come. he's very nice. learnt quite a lot from him.

but staying in school till 6pm on sat is totally not what i used to do.

jc has totally changed my school life. a lot.

syf on wed. i have to admit, i'm a little scared.

blah

2009-04-28T19:23:00.002+08:00

it's been weeks since i blogged. didn't really feel lik blogging.

there's really nothing much.

school has dominated my life. or should i say, band has dominated my life.

getting a half day on monday. this time it's in the afternoon. but there's still band. syf rehearsal at rp. syf on wed. crap. but i should be happy that it's on a day when i only have econs and chinese. so i won't have to miss much lessons.

lessons are getting more difficult. more tutorials to do. so little time to do. pw is crap but we are making some progress.

i must learn to love gp and econs.

blah

2009-04-19T22:15:00.002+08:00

had clique dinner at amk hub kopitiam.

reached early and booked table for them. they made me wait for 30minutes. end up, there's 2 extra people. not that i mind them but should have inform earlier.

i talked crap with elias, asking him some really random questions when i already know the answer. laughed a bit. but somehow, not really very happy either.

cam-whored after that for 30minutes. oh crap. was really tired, but somehow, managed to smile.

blah

2009-04-16T19:09:00.003+08:00

class photo taken after council election day.

it was a day of total slacking. listen to council elects make speeches and everything.

blah

2009-04-10T21:01:00.002+08:00

Good Friday!

Class Outing to Mr Low's house!

met at AMK hub to buy snacks and cake. so fun. bus-ed to his house. we take up the whole of the back of the bus with our big 'thank you' board blocking the way to the back of the bus. his house is big. have been seeing lots of big houses since i came to nj.

played Wii. it my first time seeing it and playing with it. so fun and so tiring too. have to shake and shake. we make hell lots of noise. ate lots of chips. someone found out that today's mr low's birthday from his personalised calendar. so sort of gave him a surprise by asking him to take us for a tour around his house, while some stayed to light the candles.

he was figuring how to cake the small cake for 20 people. he made use of GP to cut the cake. the cake looks very weird after the cutting. but it's still nice.

2 of his ex-students came,who are in j2 now.

they got sick of playing Wii and went to watch '10 things i hate about you'. didn't watch cause it's too noisy to hear the words clearly, and i'm don't really like to watch this kind of shows.

had canadian pizza for lunch.

it was during lunch that a forfeit was made for our game. yk was holding a packet of cheese. cy was holding a cup and wanted yk to help him pour a drink. yk sorta didn't know and pour the cheese into the cup. than they started adding coke and chilli powder into the cup. super gross. played black jack and loser was made to drink. drank about 3times. gross, with all the cheese taste, but after about half the cup is drank, it doesn't taste that bad, just a weird-tasting coke. i was supposed to drink finish the gross thing at one point with all the cheese sediments, but they changed the rule, so didn't and yk was made to drink it. it was totally gross.

it was raining, so couldn't go home. stayed to played Wii again. this time playing some sports games that was supposedly able to make you fit. then there's one focus game which you have to sit like meditating and wait for the candle to burn finish. so everyone tried. it was super funny, wtih everyone trying to disturb the person. i managed to sit through the whole 3minutes. cool.

played the rabbid game again. super tiring. the slack game is not even slack. got to play the para-para thing with the control. cool.

finally went home at 4.45pm when the rain stop. bus-ed to amk and i bus-ed home.

it was totally a very GOOD FRIDAY!!!

the most enjoyable day together with OG outing since the start of jc life.

but there's still the pile of homework waiting to be completed. this is the year that i have been getting scolded for not doing homework. it never happen in sec4.

finally finished PI draft2, after 2nights of thinking. and i exceeded the word limit.

this is just the beginning...

blah

2009-04-05T19:40:00.002+08:00

monday
dad sent me to school and it only takes 30minutes! cool.

spent break with jiawen. yay! bio prac is getting more out of hand for me. i can't seem to do everything correctly. always can't finish the worksheet. i'll die during bio spa. forgotten to bring maths lecture notes. lucky teacher uses the notes to teach and show it on the visualiser. so didn't have to share. have been forgetting to bring things.

pw was nice. we started discussing on our project.

band was sectionals in the bandroom for once. spent the last 45mins clearing up the bandroom. was told a good and bad news. good news: don't have to play for morning assembly for the next 2weeks. that means i can wake up later. bad news: will be going to nie for practices and practices will end later.

tuesday
mum sent me to school as i woke up late. so cool.

did titration for chem prac.

failed econs essay. it's exactly the same mark i got when i first wrote ss essay in sec3. wow.

got stuck in the dilemma. to go for band or bio olympiad training. went for bio olympiad training and than went for band 2hours late. was feeling very bad. band ended at 7pm, but had to stay back to clear up the band room and shift everything to the centre.

wednesday
got to wake up a little later. had to carry instrument everywhere. got to stand with the class during morning assembly for the first time this year but i didn't know how to sing the school song. it feels so weird.

it's april fools' day. the school started the day by tricking us. 'there's zero announcements today, just joking. there's actually 21 announcements' i got freaked out. but actually, there's only 12. what a way to start the day.

spent pe doing chem prac. that's the good thing of not having to do pe. got more time to finish up work. had another 2hours in the library doing gp. chinese was crap. thought we could waste teacher's time so we didn't have to write compo, but there's still 1hour. so we were made to write. managed to write 2paragraphs.

went for cip after that. bus-ed there with the class. the feeling is so different. it feels like a class outing of a different kind. reached beyond social services at whampoa drive. the place is in not a good state. no wonder they need volunteer to clean up the place and that's us. helped to clean the window. i didn't know why i actually want to do it, but the splashing of water outside is fun. left at 4pm.

took the bus from the wrong side. ended up at douby ghaut. sort of realised it was wrong, but when jiamei and liyu board the bus, i thought it was correct and didn't bother anymore. it was only 20minutes later that i feel something is wrong and we are no where near our destination. but jiamei kept assuring that we were in the correct bus. but i persisted and kept asking, finally realised that we are at douby ghaut. lucky we asked the driver in time, or we would have ended up at redhill.

didn't know why i decided to take 174 from douby ghaut to boonlay when the journey will be very long and mrt would be faster. so alighted at somerset. walked to the mrt and train-ed to boonlay. it was raining heavily at ntu. so got drenched and reached there 30minutes late i guess.

band ended at 9pm. reached home at 10pm.

what an eventful day.

thursday
got to wake up 1hour later. reached school at 8am, so tried to finish the chinese compo at the canteen. it just feels so good.

had chem test. couldn't finish the paper. crap.

spent 2hours of break in the library, with 1hour of it writing chinese compo and did a little of bio tutorial.

forgotten to bring maths notes again.

went for bio olympiad training, which was quite fun actually. made a detour to buy medicine. so reached home quite late.

friday
gp for the first period isn't something i look forward to. that 1.5hours is just so difficult to pass. but the break after that is what i'm looking forward to. cause there's jiawen's company, and this time in my bio classrm and not her chem class which is next door.

bio lecture was good. it's the first time any teacher actually finished lecturing and still have time to spare. but chem lecture was rushing through. i'm on the verge of sleeping.

slept during chinese lecture, periodically being woken up by jiawen. super tired. ate lunch during pe and home i go. there's no pw lecture today. the earliest day i'm home this week.

saturday
met the section at boonlay and bus-ed to nie for band. sectionals was spent with lynna at that stuffy no air-con room again. was released at 3.30pm. slept on the train back home. tired.

sunday
was made to wake up at 7am to go shopping. crazy.
this is some weird family outing to plaza singapura carrefour. to buy offer items.

bought what we were asked to buy and went for piano lesson.

nearly finished inequalitis tutorial, leaving just the assignment questions not done. it also one of the chapter that i know how to do most of the questions. and the GC is cool. great accomplishment.

finally know how to plot a modulus graph. was still figuring it out yesterday night.

blah

2009-03-29T17:35:00.002+08:00

i love fridays.

cause jiawen is having classes next to mine, so i have company during my break too.
i'm also excited about chem and bio lecture. i don't know why.

pw was tutorial instead of lecture today. discussed more ideas. i finally have an idea on what to write for PI.

have to bring instrument home. heavy but compared to others, it's considered not so.

saturday was band at NIE band room. met the section at boonlay and bus-ed there. we were the first to arrive and had to sit outside and feed the mosquitoes. had lunch at 11.30am. went to eat at a less expensive restuarant at the opposite building. it was quite cheap for western food, but i'm not full after eating it. sectionals in a room that has no aircon. everyone is complaining of the heat, but outside is even warmer, so we just stayed inside. it's also stuffy. combined again.

was only released at 4pm. rushed out of the room with mel and rini. we ran and managed to catch the bus. cancelled my piano lesson. train-ed home with mel. slept on the train, but managed to wake up just on time. wow.

signed up for singtel student plan but don't think i will get to use any of the phone. it doesn't really matters, after so long without a phone, i'm used to it already. being uncontactable, missing out on important information, not able to contact someone.

on the way to piano lesson today, my sis kept telling me to seek help for my gp. i definitely will. don't want to get a U next year.

finished some homework. there's more to go.

band practices are increasing. this is terrible.

i shall look forward to class outing on 10april and clique outing on 19april. (:

blah

2009-03-26T20:54:00.003+08:00

today was some freaking half day that we have.
it's so totally not a half day at all. firstly, it's in the morning. other than being able to wake up a bit later, everything else is the same.

had to reach at 9am for sectionals but i somehow managed to reach at 8.45am even though i wake up late. practiced till 10am, than went for chem lesson till 11am.

the whole day is just like my timetable, without the maths lecture and the morning assembly.

i slept for 45mins during my 3hours break before maths tutorial.
got back first maths assignment. C+.

it's the 3rd subject that i have done badly, together with econs test and gp test which i both failed.

went back phs, intending to collect my testimonial but couldn't after some lame excuses they give. can't they just get ready it and wait for us to collect it?

so listened to the band for a while before i leave.

i'm still surviving. i hope so.

blah

2009-03-22T14:30:00.002+08:00

last day of holidays. it wasn't really a holiday.

got to wake up late for once yesterday, at 9.30am. the only saturday so far that i don't have band.

slacked quite a lot. but also managed to finish some homework. actually only gp compre and chem tutorial. studied bio. can't seem to remember anything other than the carbonydrates parts. the cells part is totally very difficult to understand because of the way the notes are arranged.

how i long for a textbook.

finished chinese compre except for the summary part which i don't know how to do. don't feel like studying.

there's still econs essay. makes me remember about ss essay, which i so totally hate, except for some chapters.

pw officially starts tomorrow.
that's the beginning of my 4pm days everyday, not including band practices.

this is jc life.

blah

2009-03-20T17:04:00.002+08:00

it's almost the end of the holidays. this is jc life.

had band on mon. band camp from wed to fri, with only thu to fri staying over.

studied on tues. finished some homework, but there's still more to go. packed my notes into files. the bio notes are so thick that it cannot be hole-punched.

wed
had band practice for the whole day till 4pm with 1hour lunch break in between. played celebrations. it can really that my breath away, literally. got into our groups for music quiz. quite fun. had some leadership talk, than it's home sweet home.

packed stuff for overnight stay.

thu
had to reach at 8.30am. had band prac in the morning. played celebrations again. had lunch at 2pm. today's lunch was better than yesterday's.

station games was fun and gross for some. our first station almost make us all puke out our lunch. we had to make a dish out of bread, flour, water, gummy bears, polo sweet, marshmallow, cucumber, tomato. they tricked us that it's for the other team, when we are supposed to eat what we made. we realised it half way but it's too late. the 7-legged race was nice but very confusing.

we had to do forfeit as we got the lowest points, by passing an underwear with a fork in our mouth. it's so gross. but we made the other group do it with only their mouth.

watched 'the choir'. it's in either french or german. a nice movie. dinner was pizza. nice.

exco games was cool. it's like a night hunt, but we have to solve a murder with the clues which was super confusing. after 2 station, our group only left with 5people. 2 went home, 2 was too scared to join. some station was a bit scary, but i generally wasn't that frightened. while walking to stations, i on all the lights on the way to ease our fear. spent 1hour plus piecing up the story and listening to all the different stories. cool.

washed up and tried to sleep at around 12.30 to 1am. slept on tables with our sleeping bags. my butt became numb and it's cold and it's super uncomfortable. everytime when i wake up and want to fall asleep, i will get this uneasy feeling.

fri
woke up feeling very tired. washed up, cleared our room. help out with breakfast as i don't need to do PT. it's nice.

had sectionals. was super tired. tried playing with my eyes close for sometimes. combines was terrible. i haven't learnt how to play overture no.2 yet. i always end up playing the 2nd part instead of the 3rd part unknowingly. zzz. almost fell asleep a few times. played celebrations, till i got so tired of the fast part, that i anyhow play the runny notes. my lips bleed, a little. i don't know how. just suddenly found a little blood on my reed. so weird.

got an apple as our prize for coming in last.

slept on the bus home.

i don't feel like studying after the band camp. but there's still so much homework, and i'm tired.

with syf only about 5weeks away, practices are getting more intensed. i don't like the sound of it.

blah

2009-03-15T22:07:00.002+08:00

had 4endurance outing. i only went for the class dinner though.

it was super last minute, but fortunately, i can go. rushed somehow work, before meeting jessL at bishan mrt, than off to bugis. while waiting for the others to arrive, talked a lot of school stuff. recaped some topics. trying very hard to remember all the biology stuff. we talked for about 30minutes later than realised that they are still at yishun. wasn't really pissed. just continued talking for another 30minutes before they finally arrived.

there was only about 15 of us, mostly guys. it's good to be around with familiar faces!

jaywalked across a street to the steamboat shop. it's the first time i'm eating steamboat outside. it's totally different. ate, talked a little. was mostly eating. around 8pm, half of the people left. the rest of us started telling lame jokes, totally lame. i ate papaya till i was bloated. finally left at 9pm. mrt-ed home, sleeping on the way. managed to wake up in time to get down.

i miss 4ENDURANCE a lot!!!

blah

2009-03-14T19:27:00.002+08:00

band today.

wasn't feeling really well at the beginning, so didn't play much but i went to the toilet and hide for a while.

i got transfered to 3rd clarinet cause there's a shortage of people. i don't actually mind cause the scores are easier.

the 3rd clarinet celebration score is so nice. so many rests. but i don't like the overture no.2. the fingering isn't nice, and i have to relearn a lot of it, unlike celebrations, which is about the same as 2nd, just lesser notes.

changed instrument. it's easier to play. yay!

the band camp is funded by the school. how nice.

blah

2009-03-14T18:56:00.003+08:00

term1 just ended.

the holiday has started, but there's so much to do and so many activities. band on mon, wed-fri.
econs essay, gp compre, chinese compo and compre, chem tutorial, maths tutorial, bio tutorial.
need to study for chinese and chem test.

i still need to pack my file to prevent it from exploding.

so many things to do, so little time.

i'm 5% dead already.

blah

2009-03-12T19:07:00.002+08:00

took mrt to school in the morning, cause i saw bernice crossing the road while i'm on the bus. managed to catch up to her at the mrt. not used to taking mrt that's so crowded. waited very long for the bus. so i'm not taking mrt to school anymore.

spent my 3hour break in the library with jiawen. collect a lot of notes from her.

chinese was boring.

went back phs to see my juniors. then found out that the o level cert is ready for collection, so collect it as well. i got back my 10bucks.

i didn't plan to go back, but somehow feel like going back while i'm on the bus and nearing amk. took reeds and polishing cloth.

blah

2009-03-09T21:01:00.002+08:00

it is a very bad thing to start the day with chemistry. actually, the teacher isn't really that bad.

suddenly don't understand what the teacher is talking about. it feels like information overload. maybe it's because 3days didn't come to school, i'm a bit lost. suddenly all the notes just come. can just die.

at least i have good friends to help me keep my notes and let me copy the notes. was a little lost during maths lecture, but got the hang of it soon after.

it rained, and i have lessons in the container classroom, which is not shelthered. ran in the rain. have to run back to the main block because teacher couldn't get there. cold. i really wonder what i'm learning in GP tutorials. gc was crap.

had food comm meeting to discuss the food for the meals so that we can write our proposal. we actually crapped for 1hour. wow.

had sectionals till 6.30pm. i was stoning from 6 to 6.30pm. waited for the bus for so long. about 20mintues. zzz. it was super cold on the bus, cold until my hand went numb. it was just super cold all the way home.

did a simple proposal.

there's bio test tmr, econs test on wed and gp test on fri. this isn't good.

blah

2009-03-08T15:08:00.000+08:00

monday
there was black out during maths lecture, but somehow, the visualiser was not affected. so teacher could still carry on teaching as he was using the visualiser. it seems like watching a movie.

the china people came. there's 2 of them in my class. luckily it didn't rain again while we were in the container classroom having gp. there was voting for the class exco. obviously i didn't get the role. i shall try harder to get into cca exco.

had sectionals in the afternoon. i was made to play 1st clar. didn't like it but no choice. the notes are freaking high and a lot of running notes. 2nd and 3rd also have a lot of running notes but lesser and lower range. that's why i chose to play 2nd.

had section dinner. only 5people went out of 7. ate macs at serene centre. everyone ordered fillet-o-fish. took bus to orchard and mrt-ed home.

tuesday
chem practical was crap. found out during bio lecture that i was one of the 3 person chosen to go to imcb from wed to fri. it's so unexpected. it was when i decided that i don't want to go, i was chosen. i didn't want to miss lessons at first. bio lecture as usual was full of crap in the beginning. chem lecture is always better, but i always feel like falling asleep during chem, cause i'm tired and the teacher's voice is very soothing. econs was blahblahblah.

the good thing about going to imcb is that i don't have to hand up my chem practical on wed. just hope that the teacher don't kill me.

wednesday
got to wake up 1.5hrs later than usual. mrt-ed to bouna vista. took the shuttle bus to proteos building. waited at the entrance. it made me remember of last year. after 30minutes or so of waiting, finally got our entry pass and attended a safety briefing.

went back to the lab for an introduction to the workshop by a guy called ron. there's another guy called ronnie.

practiced using the micropipette than up to the zebrafish facility to collect our zebrafish embryo.

lunch-ed at the foodcourt at matrix building. i love the jelly there.

played some games while waiting for everyone to come back as we didn't have the password to the computer. quite fun, but we have to keep our volume down to prevent complains.

separated the embryos into petri dishes. i was made to do everything as my partner scared that she will destroy the embryos. had to poke the chorion (the shell of the embryo) under the microscope. i killed a few while doing so. add lithium chloride. incubate. wash. incubate.

the fun part was going to the zebrafish facility to separate the male and the female fish. took a long time at it cause there was some that looks neither male nor female when they are actually one of it.

relased at 5pm. tired.

thursday
got to report there later. so ate macs in the morning and reached there at 8.30am. did some homework. only 1 maths question and started using the computer.

got to remove the chorion of the embryo, it's jsut basically an outer layer surrounding the fish. i killed some in the process. went to watch the fish mate. they are taking very long. slacked from 11am onwards, occasionally looking in the microscope.

left at 4.30pm.

did some homework at night. studied a little.

friday
reached there at 8.30am again. did maths tutorial.

i'm broke after spending a lot of money yesterday on food. have just enough left for lunch. look at the fish. used the computer till it's time to take photos. lunch-ed and back for more computer. it's totally boring except for some time when i went to look under the microscope.

had presentation, which was interesting as we all presented on different things. i presented only a slide.

went back to the lab to kill the fish with bleach. so cruel. we put the fish under the microscope and add bleach to watch it die. we are so inhuman. i just watched while others kill it.

got our photos and a certificate! talked a while with the instructors. than left at 4pm. isn't really that early as compared to last year.

tried doing chemistry tutorial on gases. i don't know how to do even after reading the notes. this is bad.

saturday
went for band. found out that they thought new topics for chem bio maths. chem and bio is difficult. i'm so going to die.

there's band camp during the march holidays for 3days. i was put in the food committee to help with the ordering of the food. they make j1s do the job. this is so bad.

sunday
found a good caterer from my sis but have to wait for her friend to reply.

watched west side story during piano lesson.

blah

2009-03-01T15:33:00.006+08:00

photos were taken after the road run yesterday. half of OG24 with some of our OGLs.

went out for lunch with the OG at bukit timah food centre.

didn't want to take 171, so accompanied marcus wikian sk william to the bus stop to take 852. the bus stop is so far. on the way, missed all our buses. the bus panel that state the arriving times of buses is totally not accurate. william accompanied me till my bus came so i don't have to wait alone. cause he can take almost all the bus there to go back to boarding school.

after he alighted, i end up sleeping. so freaking tired. ran + walked 3.6km in the morning. there was so many uphill paths and right shoe lace came out even before the race started. zzz.

i miss OG24.

09SH14 is quite alright. started to know more people already.

pictures

2009-02-26T19:23:00.007+08:00

as requested by wengsun to post pictures, i will gladly do so.

the top three pictures are taken in school during/after the station games.

taken in one of the external hunt station in woodlands blk 609.

the fountain in clarke quay. we were suppsed to run through the fountains.

after everyone was drenched by the fountain water.

those was pictures of orientation 2009 - e(nj)oy - viva la vida (life the live).

blah

2009-02-24T19:19:00.003+08:00

saturday was OG24 outing. only about half the OG went, but it was still very very fun.

there was jessica, avery, yuxin, sharmaine, dew, lucas, william, songko, yuanzhi, shouyu, marcus, mervyn, kaixun, jaslin, eugene.

played bowling. i totally suck at it. after the first hit, almost every ball went into the 'long kang'. jess was pro somehow, got 2 strikes in a row. i got the lowest score, obviously. played arcade. went to kfc at heartland mall to wait for those late comers.

started playing those intellectual games. only got the hang of it after a while.

eugene's house is big, and i know how to get there. learnt how to play 'bridge'. ate dinner which has sushi and curry chicken plus snacks here and there. played all kinds of games. a pig game that uses the basis of heart attack with the poker cards. the intellectual game again. know almost all the tricks to them. lastly, played 'slap jack'. there wasn't really a winner or loser, cause we just kept playing and playing.

left at 10.30pm. got a lift from jess's dad together with yuxin lucas and marcus to amk. mrt-ed to yishun and yuxin's mum sent me home. so i reached home in 30minutes. cool.

totally miss OG24. all the lame and crappy jokes. those intellectual games

it took me about 2weeks to know my OG members, their names and their faces. it will take me maybe more than 2weeks to know my classmates.

this is life. full of new things.

slowly adapting.

blah

2009-02-20T21:10:00.002+08:00

band orientation on wednesday was fun but my section is short of people. we are like sort of confirm playing 'celebrations' for syf. it's so much worst than 'with heart and voice'. always get lost halfway, so i just stone there.

thursday was the last day that we attend lectures as an OG. got our personalised time table and got to see a few of my class mates. there are only 4boys out of 27 people. my econs class only have 10 people. cool.

was suppose to have teabreak after school. but somehow there's problem with the planning and we end up in school squeezing around a table and crapping. the whole is not OG for a planned house outing to sentosa on sat but we are going for another that we planned on sat, to our ogl's house. crapped for 2hours till 4pm. i don't even know why i'm wasting my time like that

today was supposed the last day that i can don't come for morning assembly, but i still went.

had to use the new time table. the school's layout, as in the different storeys, are so confusing. the 4th storey at one block is the 3rd level of another block. teacher spent bio tutorial talking about things not related to bio at all. thought that she will start lessons, but didn't.

ate lunch with a few guys from OG24. crapped. it's always so fun being with OG24. always a lot of lame jokes.

was supposed to have pe from 2 to 3pm, but all the teachers are not available, so we get to go home at 2.30pm. we spent 30minutes waiting for another teacher to tell us we can go. zzz. there's 2pe lessons per week as compared to once per week in sec sch. zzz. this is so not going to be fun.

OG24 outing at eugene Ke's house.

eugene is my OGL, there's a jessica and grace in my OG.

i wonder how 09SH14 is like.

i'm in solaris, like yellow for another 2years. how coincidental can it get.

blah

2009-02-17T20:51:00.002+08:00

monday is quite a slacky day with only 3hours of lectures in total and also 3hours of break.

sat with my OG during the break and just listen to them tell jokes and all sorts of funny things.

tuesday has 4hours of lectures and 4hours of break. i actually slept for 20minutes during the first break. biology was alright but a lot of things to know. lunch-ed. sat with OG members that don't take physics and listen to lame jokes and stuff. found company during the 1hour break before chinese. found someone that also have C5 for english. i'm comforted by that.

found that my class during chinese lecture when they flash the namelist to fill in our chinese grade. know of a few people that are in the same class as me but i don't think any of my OG people will be in the same class as me.

when we are starting to get to know our OG members, we have to be split up.

i feel that i'm in some random class.

blah

2009-02-13T22:09:00.004+08:00

school is ok but i have to start waking up at 5am everyday. started playing the national anthem and college song today. the good thing is, i escaped spot check and went straight to Lt5.

chemistry was alright. had 2.5hours break before biology. most of our OG people don't have anymore lessons after chem. played games together with whatever is left of the OG. fun and very funny. played a game that's a little like concentration, but more challenging. we end up laughing at the same person everytime they are called. our ogl joined us too.

biology was nice, but the teacher speaks with a funny accent and pronounced words weridly. but there's lots of things to copy. that's bio.

ate lunch and went for chinese. there's only 5people from OG24 taking chinese. so pathetic. the teacher click the slides so fast. can only copy 2complete slides out of 12. mug a while in the library than it's photo taking. and there's some compulsory performance that we have to watch. it's tang quartet. quite nice. and luckily it's only 1hour.

reached home within one hour!

blah

2009-02-10T18:07:00.002+08:00

slept my weekends away. super tired.

monday was the start of lectures. econs lecture is difficult to understand. i'm the only person in my OG that takes H1 econs. almost everyone in my OG takes H2. than it was 2.5hours of break. stayed in library and read the econs notes. trying very hard to understand what it's trying to say. ate early lunch than there's maths lecture. make us wait 2.5hours just for a 30minutes introductory lecture. 1hour break, than it's gp. i'm so going to die in gp.

went out for dinner at night. a lot of food to eat but i'm super tired.

had gp diagnostic test. i don't know how to do the last part so just anyhow write. 1.5hours break. slacked at the raintree. it's just an open area with bench. bio lecture. bio is going to be tough. the notes along is killing enough. lunched. chem is alright but the teacher is a little fast. there's homework already and notes to study.

it isn't nice, but i must work hard.

tomorrow will be a long day.

blah

2009-02-07T12:32:00.002+08:00

3days at nj for orientation.

i'm in OG24.
i'm a titan.
i'm in terra house.

felt a bit out of place at the start but it became a bit alright after a while. just go together with those people who appealed too.

day3 (day1 for me), had aesthetic talk, video, mass dance, station games and cca carnival
station games was alright, except for those wet games. our OG cheer is like so crap. i only like the water melon game which we have to break it open ourselves and eat it clean. than to get bonus mark, had to use our shirt and clean the table and floor. our ogl and some guys took off their shirts and start cleaning the table and floor. it's like so omg.

only got to eat lunch at 2pm. had cca carnival in the afternoon. was just walking around and listening to performances. went for band. ended at 7pm. so cool. but i missed the bus and had to wait very long.

day4 (day2) was external hunt.
reported at woodlands station at 8am. our route is darm irritating. we walked pass the mrt like 4 times to get to our respective stations. on the way, people was playing mind games which i don't get any. those fuzzy wuzzy likes this but not that thing and the leaves is falling falling falling falling, has it fallen? and a lot more. i don't get any of it. i was walking around with a freaking headache. only completed 4 out of 5 stations in the woodlands zone. the woodlands cheer was super lame. did it at the mrt station and people was looking.

train-ed all the way to clarke quay. managed to get a seat and slept all the way. we were late by 1hour. lunch-ed at central at yoshinoya as it was the most affordable place to eat.

ogl lead us to our station as it will take us forever to get there at the rate we walk. 1st station at clarke quay is at ord bridge. a guy and a girl have to transport a cup filled with water with their teeth to a bottle in front and fill it up. passerbys were looking at us with those weird expression. we didn't fill the whole bottle with water so had to do a cheer. we used the woodlands cheer but change the words to clarke quay. super lame. 2nd and 3rd station was at the same place. funny. played entangled and there's suppose to have only 1 circle. we somehow break up into 2circles. than had to walk through fountains with water and everyone was like wet. they did it on purpose.

cross a lot of roads to get to the bus stop with the bus that can get us to school. the whole bus was filled with mostly nj people. reported back to school at the field. the field is so cool. it's make of fake grass, so there will be no mud.

we are the lie down group. when they call our OG we will just lie down on the floor. a bit lame but some how they know we are there.

day5 (day3)
showdown. it was supposed to make us very wet, like soaked from head to toe, but only my shrit was wet. changed, ate, copied time table, slacked.

mass dance, house session, dinner. dinner was late, so we played games in the mean time.

dance party at night in the hall. it's like does disco thing. tiring but quite fun.

everything ended at 9.30pm. reached home at 11pm. super tired.

e(nj)oy!
viva la vida (life the live)
orientation 2009

blah

2009-02-03T21:22:00.004+08:00

as requested by someone.

THANKS ALOT 'dew2' FOR YOUR WONDERFUL ADVICE!!! and my interview is mostly 'because my sis say that', 'my sis ask me to do that' and 'my sis this, my sis that'. haha.

today wasn't really school. spent hours in njc to collect a letter and to accompany my new friend. only 4 from the band got in. and kah liang also got in too. i thought he got in through dsa.

got the letter. walked out from the main gate to take 156 to ny. gave the letter and got it signed. than it's 156 again back to nj. had to walk to the main gate. return the signed portion and than walked out from main gate and bus-ed home. spent the whole day doing just this. but it's all worth it.

from tomorrow onwards, i have to wake up super early every morning. but it's worth it.

congrats to amd and rbc for getting into nyjc. hope you all like it there.

blah

2009-02-02T21:21:00.003+08:00

yes, i got the call.
i also got the subject combination that i wanted. but maybe no more H3 for me.

the 2months wasn't wasted. but must thank the teachers i/c for helping me all the way and the conductor. also my section. very supportive.

but i still have to attend the lectures tomorrow.

1 is indeed my lucky number. the cny thing for the zodiac is a bit true.

2009-02-02T16:21:00.002+08:00

met jiahui on the bus and went to school together. at least i have accompaniment.

my appeal have hope. was called down for an interview and saw that only 10 people will be interviewed. even though it's only for a short while but the 1.5hours spent travelling between colleges will be worth it if i get a place.

i want yingjun to get a place too.

orientation wasn't nice. at least for the subject combination briefing that i heard. heard that the college tour was boring and i managed to escape from it. haha.

i love my new sports shoe.

blah

2009-01-30T16:39:00.002+08:00

for once moe is efficient. but it was still a long wait to know the results.

think they start sending the message at 6am as most people got it around 6plus.

just very thankful that i didn't get into sa or innova. my last 2 choices.

but still, what i get isn't really what i want.

blah

2009-01-30T15:46:00.003+08:00

it's cny week.

cny eve was spent at home helping my parents prepare for the reunion dinner. this is actually the first time i actually helped cause school hasn't start. wrapped wanton and make yong tau foo. spent the afternoon waiting for my relatives to come. they only come at 5pm. ate dinner. steamboat. nice. blaoted and high. i was the noisiest together with my 2nd uncle. both the monkeys are so noisy.

big uncle brought his own mini-cooker with his organic vegetables, soup, rice, chopsticks an spoon and the extension wire. he basically brought everything just minus the table and chair. so kua zhang lah. the brand on the veg was 'earthbound', so my 2nd uncle say that it's from space. lolx.

everyone left at 10pm. cleared up, and off to chinatown with my parents. walked one round and went home empty handed. the stuff are expensive and those that we usually buy aren't sold there. zzz. at least we did a good deed by returning a person's ez-link to the police.

cny 1st day was spent at home.

everything was different from previous year. watched tv from morning till lunch time. had steamboat again but the food wasn't as much as last year's. super full. than it was slacking the rest of the day. not really very eventful.

cny 2nd day was spent visiting my grandparents house. boring. only eat and eat. everywhere we go is just trying to find any new food that we haven't eat before. nothing very special.

wednesday wasn't good. woke up not really feeling very well but i don't know what sickness i'm suffering. it got better in the afternoon. well enough for me to go for band. at first i thought of not going, but somehow cannot don't go.

went out just as my dad came home. didn't give him my key as i wanted to. end up he's locked outside the house. had combine practice for 3hours. luckily it ended at 7.30pm and not 8pm. managed to reach home by 9pm.

started practicing piano after 2weeks. practiced for 3hours. posting result is out on friday. my mum keep on asking me what school i chose. didn't tell her. shall let the posting result be the answer.

the posting result is out. the sms was sent at 6.26am instead of 8am. no wonder i heard an sms received at 6plus but i didn't know what was it. keep waiting for the sms while i'm still half-awake and it never come. then dad came and told me i got into njc and showed me the message. he forgottedn the 'y'. i didn't believe him though as i know it's impossible. at least it's expected.

went for piano lesson. than off to enquiry about my concession pass. i have to pay adult fare from february till they extend the concession. wth. pissed. lunch-ed. than make my way to njc to submit the appeal form. the box containing submitted forms is 3/4 full and it's only 1pm.

there's audtion tomorrow. the success of the appeal depends 50% on the success of my audition. just hope that i don't screw up or my 2months of effort will be wasted.

as a comforter, there are quite a few people i know going to the same school as me. so it should be alright. i hope.

monday is the start of a 2years battle.

blah

2009-01-23T22:00:00.002+08:00

this will be the first year that i'm not celebrating chinese new year in school. cause school haven't even started for us.

so in one weeks time i'll know where i'll be going. 30jan will be a busy day.

blah

2009-01-22T19:32:00.002+08:00

last day of work. finally.

i shared my bio knowledge with jiahui. but i realised that i have forgotten a lot of things already. it all started with us having muscle ache and i went on to talk about lactic acid and stuff.

today's lunch was nice. something that i have never eaten before. satay beehoon. it's at least better than chicken rice and macdonalds.

got paid for the four days of work. the amount wasn't what i expected but still, it's at least better than nothing.

chatted with her about a lot of things. mostly about jc stuff. the subject combination, cca and what school we want to go.

just as i predicted that we will miss the bus, we really did miss the bus. wow.

treated myself and sis to sushi. nice.

about 1 week till school starts.
wonder what's ahead for me.

blah

2009-01-20T21:49:00.000+08:00

some things are better of not knowing.

blah

2009-01-18T17:10:00.001+08:00

when i thought all was fine, it wasn't.

blah

2009-01-14T22:50:00.002+08:00

went for band in the afternoon. there's a lot of people today. mostly is to appeal in. played all the syf songs. by the time it ends, i was having gastric pain. ended at 7.30pm but with all the talking and everything, it dragged further. the side gate was close, so waited for my section and walk out together. band only starts at 4.30pm next wed, means it will end at 8.30pm. zzz.

reached home only at 9.30pm. i brisked walk two bus stop to be faster than the bus even though it takes another 5minutes for the bus to arrive.

dinner was shit but at least the gastric pain has stopped.

the rest of the week will be busy for me.
working on thu and fri. band on sat. going out on sun.

holidays is ending soon. not sure if it's good or bad.

blah

2009-01-13T20:57:00.002+08:00

it was dooms day yesterday. i couldn't really sleep the whole night the previous day. tried to relax on the way to school by walking slowly and not rush like i always do. nyjc people gathered around the school gate to 'promote' their open house.

they were also stationed outside the hall. wth. waited for more than 30minutes before they started the evaluation of the results. it was during the waiting that the same feeling that i felt when the news announced the release date. managed to calm myself and once the evaluation started, i got more excited. the top students were all predicted already, no surprises.

when i got the results, it was a repeat of what happened when i got psle results. but i managed to calm myself down and not think so much.

i just so much want to go home. ran for the train but missed the bus. so i walked all the way from the mrt station back home. it's about 30minutes walk but i don't care and i was even faster than the bus. met my sis on the way. she missed the bus too.

no more ice cream treat from sis.

got my sis to choose the schools in the morning. after crossing off the schools that i cannot or are too lousy or for whatever reasons, i'm left with 5 schools out of 18. if i'm lucky, i might get the 2nd, or else it's the 3rd.

no point thinking about the results. but everytime i look at the 'five' on it, i feel like killing myself.

it's over for now. another two weeks before know where we will be heading next.

blah

2009-01-11T16:51:00.002+08:00

i'm very troubled over some things.

tomorrow isn't really a good day. or maybe it will be.

we'll see.

blah

2009-01-07T18:26:00.004+08:00

woke up twice today. once was at 3am when the alarm rang. my bro is nuts waking up at this hour. than remind him to set the alarm for me to wake up at 7am and i'm back to sleep. was getting comfortable in bed and the alarm rang. it's still quite dark outside but indeed it's 7am already. in november and december last year, the sun rose early and 7am is already so bright.

good that there's a decent enough breakfast or i'll be starving till 2pm before i can get to eat. went for band at nj. met guiyu on the bus. surprisingly, she didn't ask where i was going. had sectionals. it's so windy. good and bad. the scores kept flying and the file kept dropping off from the stand.

played a new piece 'with heart and voice'. i still prefer 'blue wolf'. but still need to practise all the runny notes. so practice dragged till 1.30pm. waited for the bus for quite long and it's so crowded with the nygh people. when the bus reached amk, it's full of amkss people. zzz. but surprisingly, when it passed phs, there's like no student at the bus stop. wow.

got my atm card. but i waited for 30minutes to get it. than the person ask me to think of a 6-digit pin and i just look back at the person like i don't know what she's talking about. what was i thinking. headed back home.

it was only when i reached home did i realise i didn't bring out my key. just nice my parents wait for me to come home before going out. lucky me. but anyway, my sis came back soon after, so it's still alright.

the polys have been sending me a lot of flyers. just read them and then throw away. even the navy send me flyer for joint saf-poly scholarship but too bad, need to take engineering course which i'm not interested.

and it's like confirmed that our results will be out on 12jan. scared and excited at the same time. but i'm more scared.

hope everyone will get their desired results.

blah

2009-01-06T13:31:00.002+08:00

it's 2009. the new school year has started for most people but i still have another month of holiday.

it's getting boring. been doing almost the same thing everyday and also worrying about the results. the feeling just don't feel good.

helped dad with the painting of the walls. at least it keeps me busy for a few hours and away from all the noise in the house.

now my favourite hideout is now the library. borrowing random books or else it just seem so weird.

there's band practise tomorrow. means i have to wake up at 7am. zzz.

blah

2008-12-31T21:54:00.002+08:00

it's new year's eve.

so fast, a year has gone and it's a new year.

shall not make any new year resolution for 2009 as i think i might not be able to fulfill it. still remember the new year resolution i made for 2008. i end up breaking it on the first day of school 2jan. shall not wish or hope for much. just want the o level results to be alright. 2more weeks and the results will be out.

have been spending this holiday watching dramas online. i did read a few books though and visited the library quite a few times. something that i never did until the few weeks before o level to study and never once borrowed a book to read till after the o levels.

january will be full of things. i will have a so-called 'job' cause i'm paid. nice. will be going for band practices at nj. o level results will be out. will start thinking of the school to go based on the results. i will go and collect my edusave scholarship - a wish that i fulfilled in 2008. will be eagerly waiting for the posting results. chinese new year. shopping for school.

and in february, a whole new chapter of my life will begin.

WISHING EVERYONE A HAPPY NEW YEAR AND A GOOD YEAR AHEAD!

blah

2008-12-28T22:04:00.002+08:00

tuesday
watched 'twilight'. the movie is quite nice but some parts cannot hear clearly what they are saying due to their accent and there's no subtitles. after that, walk around northpoint a bit. quite a afternoon.

wednesday
it's christmas eve. and it's a rainy rainy day.

woke up early to wrap the present for the gift exchange but i'm lazy, so get my sis to do it.

went for piano lesson. happy. teacher cooked lunch. almost everything is european. sausage from denmark, pizza from germany and pasta. the pizza is small like the size of biscuit. nice. ate till i'm super full. nice christmas lunch. recieved a rat soft toy as christmas present.

head for wengsun's house after that. took the lrt to sengkang, than train-ed to potong pasir. there's only so few people there. someone brought dvd and we watched 'transporter'. super action-packed. played pass the parcel. everytime when it reached me, i won't get the forfeit. cool. had dinner. i'm still so full from lunch, so didn't really eat much.

only 11 people come and everyone left at 8pm. i stayed a bit later and end up taking back lots of things. brought back lots of chocolates and sweets.

thursday
christmas day.

didn't really celebrate. it's just like any other day. stayed home and rot.

friday
sis treat me and bro to swenson's sundae. nice. finally, after one month of pestering. took her to explore the still renovating northpoint. than she go off for her thing and us back home.

today
i'm having a cantonese frenzy today. kept talking in canto. but only know how to speak a little, so kept saying those words that i know.

there's one more month of holiday. but january isn't going to be good. with the results out, it will be more worries.

shall enjoy this december!

blah

2008-12-21T23:11:00.002+08:00

i'm ~~unusually~~ high today.

after one month or so after going for piano lessons after Os, i have been super high during lessons. actually, i''m high almost for all the practices. i think it's just being with my sis that makes me high. the christmas lunch is still on as teacher's flight is postponed.

going to have a job in january. nothing fancy, but i'm looking forward to it.

went my uncle's house today. fed with lots of food and i bought a lot of drinks. i didn't pay for it though. i was just freaking annoying the whole day due to my 'high-ness'. asking my aunt all sorts of questions while she's cooking and a lot of crap.

i'm amazed at the type of organic food that is available. it's just so freaky.

played mahjong and almost on the verge of losing when aunt came in and help an i end up winning.

there's lots of activities this week and there's about 1 more month of holiday.

blah

2008-12-18T21:41:00.003+08:00

went swimming at yishun swimming complex with bernice. i was early, so waited at the nearby void deck.

it's like ages since i last swam. but was still fun. it's also the first time i rent a locker there. we tried to insert the coins but couldn't. finally realised that we have to open it and put our things before inserting the coins. zzz.

stayed at the 1m pool. swim to one side. chat. swim back. chat. did that for 1.5h. put sunblock at all places except my back, so it turned 'black'. sort of. at least it's not burnt.

walked to northpoint and explored the new building. it has an enlarged basement selling lots of food. ate dinner at the new japanese foodcourt. was so full after that. didn't know a plate of vegetables can make you so full.

today was fun.

blah

2008-12-17T21:12:00.002+08:00

half of my holiday is gone.

the ear piece i bought last year is spoilt. at first was only the left side. after u accidentally pull of the left side, the right side become spoilt too. need to get a new one that's long enough. got it at amk hub. i'm lazy to go all the way there to get it.

been watching drama online. other than that, there's really nothing i can do online.

going swimming with bernice tomrorow. hope the weather's good and we'll have fun.
going to swenson's on friday with sis. at least for now. she's treating me sundae.

class gathering on christmas eve. this year's christmas will be different. but ever since we didn't go orchard on the eve, every year's christmas was different.

5more weeks till school.

blah

2008-12-10T21:01:00.002+08:00

went for nj band practice. met a new senior. the conductor isn't around, so it's a little slack today. but there's still combine. still haven't learn finish the choice piece and i found out the name, it's 'blue wolf'.

it's the last practice of the year.

my holiday is boring. but i think i will miss this next year when school starts.

blah

2008-12-08T21:46:00.002+08:00

today's a rainy day. it rained for the whole day till it's cold enough even without the fan.

been totally slacking at home.

but shall still enjoy slacking. this is the only holiday so far that has no homework!

blah

2008-12-03T21:51:00.002+08:00

went for nj band practices. i'm the only one that's so interested in the band but who cares.

only 20people came on monday. had a long sectionals of 2hours, but it somehow didn't feel long. managed to switch from 1st to 2nd. yay, lesser freaking high note. practiced overture no.2. waited another 1hour for the conductor to come and he started talking about the choice piece and blahblahblah. so end up have only 1hour of combine practice and he stop punctually at 1pm. but spend 30minutes asking if anyone is going overseas and blahblahblah.

at least my section mates are nice.

reached there earlier today. alighted one stop early and had to walk all the way to the next bus stop. luckily i was early so i didn't mind. more people came today. played the choice piece today. i think it's called blue ridge. stuck at all the running notes which is like basically almost the whole piece. zzz. ended on time. that's the good thing of having a clock in the band room.

7more weeks till school reopens.

blah

2008-11-29T20:50:00.002+08:00

this was kind of cool. at least not spent at home rotting.

went for njc band tune-in. walked a lot. missed a stop and had to walk one big round to the main gate. super inconvenient. i was one of the first few sec4s to arrived. waited awhile than a section get-to-know-you kind of thing to find out our name and stuff. there's 2 sec3s in our section. cool.

played 'japanese grafitti IV', 'irish rapsody' and their syf choice piece, a japanese song, don't know the english title.' it's like much worst than 'danse diabolique'. than it's games. the games are cool. a section against another section. the final one was in the bandroom, played miming. fun.

had to walk one big round again to reach the bus stop. only had lunch at 3.30pm. than dinner was at 6pm. zzz.

going for their band practice on mon and wed. another 2days of the week down with activity.
this makes it less bored at home.

8more weeks to school.

blah

2008-11-28T20:57:00.003+08:00

went to nus university cultural centre to watch a musical. had to report in school to be transported there. i came late, so went with carol's class to the place. the rest are still sitting outside, so i was lucky to find everyone else.

it's started at 3.30 and ended at 5.30 with a 15minutes interval. the musical was alright, but i was more interested in the lighting. i still prefer high school musical. after everything, was waiting around, and the people, they call themselve 'befrienders', came and talked to us. everyone ask the same question, irritated, so looked away and didn't bother. so jess had to entertain them.

reached school about 6.15pm.

the last school activity i'm attending. cool.

blah

2008-11-26T15:29:00.002+08:00

went to band today to pass carol textbook, than stayed for band. had sectionals. learnt the syf set piece, overture no.1. managed to learn quite a bit. found out that the set pieces for sec school and jcs are the same but jc might play overture no.2, the more difficult piece. had lecture by mr tan after that. haizzz.

got a gift from carol from taiwan. cute.

spent half the afternoon sleeping.

it's boring at home.

blah

2008-11-23T15:37:00.002+08:00

one week of the holidays have gone.

love it and loathe it.

it's boring at home.

people are going away on holiday.

i'm lazy to work.

i'm still waiting for that 500bucks letter.

blah

2008-11-19T20:42:00.002+08:00

GRAD NITE!
reached school at 6plus. it only start at 7.30pm. late by 1hour. everything is alright i guess. but the food isn't nice at all. but somehow, i still ate finish everything. that's what hungry people do. plus i paid 25bucks for it. don't want to see my money go to waste like that.

the emcee was good, i should say. he made the night lively. it ended only at 10.45pm. took photos until 11.10pm. managed to catch the last bus home.

FAREWELL FUNCTION
missed the bus, so end up reaching late, but they just started. it so cool. they arranged the table into a heart shape and lit candles in the middle. super nice!!! having it in the parade square was alright actually, not very warm. it's actually quite breezy.

even the food is nicer that the grad nite's one. played musical chairs. left the game halfway. gave juniors gifts but still have a lot of leftovers. olivia thought the envelope i gave her was a tissue paper cause it's white and it's dark. goodness.

took photos, section photos. train-ed home with xueting olivia qiannee shumei.

open the present my juniors gave. super nice. the messages are nice. THANKS!!!

CLASS CHALET
train-ed with jessica from bishan to pasir ris. than walked all the way from pasir ris mrt to the chalet. bought ice cream along the way.

they started the fire at 6.30pm and started cooking an hour later. meanwhile, was crapping with wengsun jessica rebecca yingjun amanda in the room. we revived the taman negara days. cool. ate than jessica left. the five of us played heart attack until we can almost get a heart attack. everyone was laughing like hell.

bathed when the rest went out to borrow bike. they came back at midnight to celebrate birthdays. slept awhile. than went to play cards and everyone was so blur from the lack of sleep. end up sleeping at 6am. woke at 8.15am and went for breakfast with wengsun xinpei zhiheng daniel. at macs.

played cards, watch tv commercials on channel u that was repeating and repeating, until someone got bored of it and off the tv. some people left at noon. ate a piece of cake for lunch. than slept while the rest wasn't around. when we woke up, those that was in the chalet was resting. those that were out was watching people play mahjong. played cards again. than went to the beach and played with the beach ball with daniel darren wengsun. fun.

had dinner at subway with wengsun. it's my first time eating there. at least it's nice. shared the meal. but it's still very expensive. went back and watched tv while almost everyone went out for dinner. was super high from 8 till 10pm. must be the lemon tea.

everything after midnight was history.

slept past lunched.

slept past breakfast today. only woke up at 1pm.

still need some more sleep.

it's just the beginning of the holidays and it's starting to get boring. another 9more weeks till school. wanted the holidays to come not long ago, and now i want school to start.

it's so ironic.

blah

2008-11-13T20:26:00.003+08:00

IT'S FINALLY OVER!!!

changed plan for farewell gifts. anyway, it's easier for me too.

went shopping after that. walked in the supermarket for 30minutes. bought farewell gifts. didn't have time to buy ice cream. wanted to treat myself to it after the exams are over but somehow decided not to. went home and my sis say can make the gifts for the class. so i did.

spent the afternoon wrapping. finally, my mum can stop asking me to study already. tell her i finish exam, she's so happy. weird.

need to buy more stuff tomorrow. there isn't enough.

this holiday is going to a be a long one. the longest one in 4years. 10weeks.

let's enjoy this holiday while it last!

blah

2008-11-10T21:09:00.003+08:00

the past week was mostly slacking. but when i really did do work and need a break, got scolded. watch madagascar last night also get scolded. end up still watch with us. zzz.

physics mcq was alright i guess. other than that really very stupid careless mistake that i make even after checking. nevermind. it's over. shall just study for chemistry and biology. but my plan of studying today failed. end up sleeping instead. never got a chance to nap after so many weeks. nice.

past few days was bored. so took out some letters and gifts that people give. read the letter that tingyu gave 2years ago. really thought about what was written. 2years ago, didn't really think much about what was written. but 2years later today, after i have experienced was she experienced 2years ago, did i realised how much the letter mean.

it made me think if i had been a good senior, a good sl. i'm not sure.

high school musical 3: senior year will only be showing until this wednesday. have to wait for disney channel to show. anyway, can save some money.

i can't wait for the weekend to be here!!!

blah

2008-11-05T19:44:00.004+08:00

i'm starting to slack already. this isn't good.
at least there's still chemistry and biology paper one for me to do. wonder how i'm going to revise physics. don't want to end up reading the textbook.

went for band today. went there for a different purpose. but at least it kills time. don't want to stay at home and use the computer all day. it's bored. played danse diabolique. managed to play bits and pieces of the song. left out those freaking high notes. at one point, had to close the file and play. luckily i can look at the file, or else i'll be stoning there. at least the band didn't collapse without looking at the file. played some other songs.

finally, got the thing that i came here for. the photo. got it printed and bought some other stuff. it's expensive. that's what happens when you have 11juniors. and it's only half of what i'm going to give them.

there's still birthday gifts.
going broke soon.

just one more freaking week and it's over. zzz.

than there's events from 14 till 18 nov. cool.

blah

2008-11-03T18:02:00.002+08:00

one more week left. 3more days. 3more papers.

next week after the exams are over, there's lots of activity lined up for me already. cool.

there's grad night, band farewell function, class chalet!!!

blah

2008-10-26T15:38:00.002+08:00

it's been so long. finally updating.

one week download. 3weeks to go. 7 more papers to go. why must 7days drag for 3weeks?
make our suffering longer.

don't feel like studying. but still have to. at least till ss is over. which is like another week. zzz.

HAPPY BIRHTDAY CAROL!!!

the week

2008-10-12T21:56:00.002+08:00

the week wasn't really very great. basically just study study and study.

went to woodlands library on alternate days. it just so happen that both of us can make it on alternate days. or at least she skip school to accompany me to study. anyway, she's doing nothing in school.

so even with the jacket on, it's still freezing cold. at least not that much. and she complaining why there's so many of our school people there. so i replied that we don't need to go to school. so studied. study 4hours, lunch 1hour, study 4hours. go back home, maybe study a little while more. depends. tried to sleep in a little later on other days. but still end up waking early.

going out to study prevents me from sleeping. i don't know why. just don't feel good sleeping outside, like wasting time.

there's like always so many things to print. finished printing half a stack of paper and the ink. now starting on a new ream of paper and new ink. there's always like something to print. zzz

going a little crazy after all this studying. everyone's going crazy with all this crazy studying.

hate it.

7days to O levels.

i'm so looking to the end of O levels. class chalet!!!

blah

2008-10-06T22:58:00.003+08:00

studying at woodlands library was good. except for the fact that i nearly turned into ice. it was super cold especially in the morning. fingers went numb and nose kept running. dropped my bottle accidentally and now it's leaking at the top if i turn the bottle around. all because someone came and sat next to us and moved my bag forgetting that my bottle is there. zzz.

met some 4h people and ex-phs people.

did a physics paper which i got like 50% of the mcq wrong. lunched at 1plus at macs. was shivering all the way. homeostasis at work. cool. chat awhile. than it's back up for chemistry. taught her organic chemistry and read through the whole book. elias came. than read through the whole of physics tb. it wasn't that cold after lunch. nice.

dinnered at 7pm at foodcourt. talked a lot. nice.

there's like 10pages of seq questions to complete. that's like WOW!!!

blah

2008-10-05T20:51:00.002+08:00

woke up at 8am even though i slept at 12. so unlike of me.

did amaths papers the whole morning and afternoon. at least now the number of questions that i don't know has reduced. there's still one whole stack of amaths papers waiting for me. sis going to tutor me amaths on wed. save me a trip to school and the trouble of finding people to go together for consultation.

going to woodlands library to study with bernice. never been so excited to study. at least can keep in touch with old friends. plan to study till night. cool.

graduation

2008-10-03T16:29:00.002+08:00

the last day of school before the 2weeks study break.

i somehow don't feel anything but once at the parade square, the atmosphere is there. people exchanged farewell gifts and blahblahblah. got quite a number of gifts.

the supposedly last day for 4endurance and we are still the same. as slow as always ever since we learnt inertia. haha. once in class, it was 'finding people' and 'giving gifts' time. everyone's table is flooded with notes, sweets, gifts, cookie, letters and more. i love xp's cup. super nice.

when it's time to go to the chapel for the graduation service, we are as always, the last. so we got a special seat at the back. not really the very back, but behind everyone. the beginning was alright. sang the school song for the final time. we somehow sung very loud. wow. everything was alright, until the speech part where one person from each class come and thank people and show their video. it somehow got very bored after a while. we somehow over ran. the awards presentation. there was an award where our class claim everything except one. so we just keep on clapping throughout. so after that, it was like suddenly very quiet.

mschionh and msgoh gave us gifts. super nice. had refreshments and then it's back to class. everyone started taking photos with every other person.

got back report book. nice but still needs improvement.

the nicest has to be the class photo we took in the parade square even though it's sunny.
there were like 7cameras, so had to wait till almost all the cameras are taken. so stayed there for like 10minutes. we managed to take one with tcw and one with msgoh. nice. even msgoh was complaining about the number of pictures we have to take due to the number of cameras there.

only started reading all the messages and eat the cookie after i got home. nice. grad nite and band farewell function will be another time was picture taking and present giving sessions.

2weeks to O levels.
5weeks to end of O levels.

PERSEVERE!!!

blah

2008-10-02T21:47:00.003+08:00

the last day of formal lessons. yet the number of people who turn up today is very pathetic. only 19 people came today. wow.

some people gave out outdated i-weekly. went to take one, but the person gave me two. took anyway. started reading it in class and ws also wanted to read. so gave her mine and took out the other one. so didn't have to fight over a magazine. so read and laugh over some lame things in the magazine. i'm so high this morning. crap all the way with ws and jessica during whitespace.

it was during maths that we got flooded with more papers. amaths papers. than somehow got a bio mcq paper and than a physics paper and more amaths papers. so it adds up to my unfinished pile of papers that includes the 3 revision booklets.

continued waiting 'the gods must be crazy' movie during english. i actually only find it funny today even though yesterday's part was also quite funny. the show is actually quite lame. some laughter in the midst of all this stress helps to loosen things up.

got back all the SPA files. i totally forgotten that i bought a black file for the bio one. i even thought mr chandra was that nice to buy for us a file until ws reminded me. how stupid can i be? today is also the first time i didn't really care about where my papers were kept. just dumped everything under the table till it was time to go home and i just dumped everything into my file. all the packing of papers is driving me crazy. my file just became thicker within a month. zzz.

imagine the pile of notes and papers in 2months time. WOW!

tomorrow's the last day of formal school. after that, i'll be study study study and more study for O levels. than it will be back to school for exam exam exam and more exam.
till the 13 of november!!!

blah

2008-10-01T17:06:00.002+08:00

the past 2days in school is blah.

not really productive.

teachers keep flooding us with papers. especially emaths and amaths. been doing maths most of the time. blah. the world doesn't only revolve around maths.

ss test was crap. took photo in the library. the new library is nice, but somehow smaller than the old one. it might be the first time and the last time i'm stepping into that place. wow.

2more days to graduation.
20more days to Olevels.

blah

2008-09-26T20:46:00.002+08:00

1 more week to graduation service.
3 more weeks to o levels.

we should be lucky that we have 2weeks break to study before o levels. some school don't even have it. sad.

after all my studying, i haven't touched chemistry and geography this week. only did a lot of maths, biology, physics and ss. going to do a little english or at least finish the grammar builder that was bought. don't want to waste money.

so it's 4more days of school next week.
4years of school life is just gone like that.

blah

2008-09-24T16:34:00.002+08:00

final day of checking papers.

the whole morning was spent slacking. had 1hour recess. cool.

biology wasn't good but it was expected. physics was super nice.

so my L1R5 is the same as prelim1. cool.

shall continue to study to avoid disappointment next january.

blah

2008-09-23T20:50:00.002+08:00

another day of checking papers.

amaths was good. geog wasn't nice. chemistry was nice. so it's all balanced.

last 2periods was spent in the hall preparing for ss test, but somehow, always get distracted.

ss test after school was crap. we did and teacher went through the answer straight away. i wrote all crap anyway. thought teacher would mark but she has no time. speed wrote for like 1hour. hand totally ached.

this few days has been ss, ss and more ss. than there's ss consultation every week after graduation service for 4weeks. need to complete 8SEQs and 4SBQs.

if other subjects were like that it'll be so 'cool'.

off to study amaths.

blah

2008-09-22T19:38:00.002+08:00

first day after prelim2.

checking papers all the way. but before we can get to do that, especially for the english papers, we had to listen for like 90minutes, go for recess and than we can see our papers. plus it was super cold in the hall especially when the fan was on at the beginning as the aircon wasn't on. after about 45mins of enduring the coldness, jason went to off the fan and wasn't scolded. cool. cause the fan was making too much noise.

english was alright. ss was alright too.
love emaths.

so to kickstart our revision or continue our revision, there's ss seq test tomorrow. how nice.

somehow, everyone is spoiling my revision plan, including myself. i can't stay awake often especially in the afternoon. end up taking naps. or i just start to daydream and waste my time away. this isn't nice.

getting back amaths, geography and chemistry. than i can start to calculate L1R5 already.
actually, why do i even care, prelim2 isn't needed for entry to jc anymore.

the section-tee that my juniors are still designing is so nice. the end-product will surely be very nice!(:

28days to o levels

prelims

2008-09-18T10:52:00.003+08:00

prelim2 is finally over.

but that means that Olevels is coming. about 1month left.

need to start to study again already. actually, should be continue to study.

2weeks to graduation
4weeks to O levels

prelims

2008-09-12T16:11:00.002+08:00

the prelims is almost over. with only 4more papers to go. most of the major papers are over except physics.

emaths and amaths was alright. except for amaths paper2 which i forgotten to do a question and i didn't realised until ws asked me that if i know how to do that question. slowly think about it, actually i know how to do. so it's 3marks gone.

biology. didn't know how to do some questions. was like rushing the essay question. just hope that it's legible. geography was ok but also write until like don't know what. it's like speed writing.

so it rained and rained in the morning. woke up 10minutes and it poured so heavily, but only for about 20minutes. zzz. reached school about 9.30am. about 15minutes later, it rained. zzz. so it was cold in the hall. chemistry was nice.

ms seh returned to singapore and came to school today. still looks as good as always, only with a shorter hair and redder cheeks. hope that she will come back when we get our results next year.

i'm like slacking already. zzz

3 weeks to graduation
5 weeks to O level

prelims

2008-09-08T21:49:00.003+08:00

today wasn't good.

ss was super sucky or just say i didn't study the seq. the sbq is predicted will be decontextualised. at least pg is nice to give us the notes to do but no one thought much about it. i just totally wrote crap for the seq. keep telling myself that after a finish writing the essay, i don't need to care about it anymore. at least for now.

did the paper with a super uneasy feeling. something that i never felt while doing other exams.

that feeling was brought to the maths paper. plus with a super laggy calculator, everything is just destined. blah. didn't feel like doing the paper but still finished it in about 1hour 7mins. spent about 30++mins to do the number pattern question when it's actually so straight forward. -.- i just somehow never see the thing that the question ask me to see. felt so stupid after that. should be lucky that there's not much calculation expect for the 1st question which is press calculator to get the answer.

managed to study about 2chapters of biology.

don't feel like studying anymore, so decided to blog. haven't study geography yet. hah. can go and kill myself lah.

this prelim2 is like an encore of prelim1 but at a different timing. but it's not exactly the same.
time is running out

blah

2008-09-06T20:30:00.003+08:00

my juniors are so sweet. they created a section blog. this is so so so cool!

prelim2 isn't going to be good. just hope for the best. zzz. i need to lock myself in the room and not come out. i will just find ways to make myself not study by being a nuisance in the house.

after my sis packed the cardboard, i got my own space to keep all my books and files. and they took after the whole space that was given to me. files and notes equally as high as the textbooks!!

took out sec3&4 emaths textbook. they are like brand new! i wonder how i ever kept them at that state. wow!

finished emaths chemistry physics tys.
there's still bio tys, amaths tys and bio,chem,physics revision papers.

4weeks till graduation.
6weeks till Olevels.

juniors

2008-08-31T20:54:00.003+08:00

JUNIORS:

THANKS FOR MISSING ME. I WILL TRY TO COME BACK WHEN I HAVE TIME.
IN THE MEAN TIME, CONTINUE TO PRACTICE HARD.

maybe you all can try a harder reed to practice your air, so when you use make a smaller-sized reed, you all can play louder.

don't forget about your studies too.

I STILL MISS YOU ALL! CAN'T STOP WORRYING HOW YOU ALL HAVE BEEN DOING.
but with the sec3s, you all should be alright and doing just fine.

LOVE CLARINET SECTION 2008

blah

2008-08-28T22:43:00.002+08:00

this shall be last post till after prelims i guess....

celebrated early teacher's day.

the day was basically very slack other thn the amaths homework and the bio test that we got back. at least it's better than the previous one even with the same score. the total mark is different.

the biotech fair at ngee ann poly was professional. at least better than the rp one in terms of everything. the layout as well as the presentation but waited super long for our turn. will know the results tomorrow. so have to go back there again tomorrow afternoon. so no holiday after all.

got the urge to find out how's band been doing and how's my section doing. even though i told myself that it's none of my business already but still, i'm just not fang xin enough to not care how they are doing. so finally asked.

a few are not happy with their sl and one may be quitting. haizzz. sad. should be thankful that they even care about you to scold you. at least they never let you all rot and die. just hope that the section can be bonded again.

farewell function in after o levels! YAY! i found out the real reason why. it's so lame but it's still good.

shall just only care about prelims o levels study.

shall not care about any other things till 3nov 1530.

clarinet section juniors ~ cooperate with your seniors, don't bully them (i'm not saying you all did) and don't complain so much.
clarinet section seniors ~ don't give up on your juniors
CLARINET SECTION ~ JIAYOU FOR SYF 2009! YOU ALL CAN DO IT!

blah

2008-08-26T20:54:00.002+08:00

graduating in about 5weeks time. how nice. that means 7 more weeks to o levels. not really very nice.

school this days are just not normal schools days anymore. we don't get homework. maybe a little. but the homework is different from what we usually get. all the past year papers, specimen papers and more papers.

school don't change people. i finally found that out. maybe it just make us more knowledgable. other than that, everything's the same. 4years ago, i hope for a change. now 4years later, everything is still the same. the same fate over again. 2years later, it might still be the same.

maybe the present is all that i should focus on right now.

prelims here i come!

blah

2008-08-17T17:28:00.001+08:00

lazy to update. need to study for prelims.

till next time.

blah

2008-08-12T23:07:00.002+08:00

a day full of test. actually, there's only 2 test. ss test was cancelled as the whole class except 4 are taking their english O level oral and will leave at 1.30. so that's good news. chemistry test was relatively easy. biology test was crap. had to copy the question ask the paper wasn't printed yet. zzz. i couldn't finish the last question even though i know how to do. wrote too much for the 1st question.

was practically slacking during maths. talked about ndp, olympics and the dreaded o level chinese results. got back the results during recess, was satisfied with it. missed geog as our recess. teacher didn't collect the english homework that she asked us to do. zzz. make me waste my time.

the olympics is distracting me from studying. i just keep on turn the channels and watch. so i began watching sports i never watched before like fencing, weightlighting, diving. but still cannot watch so much. prelims in 2weeks.

english o level oral tomorrow. piano practical exam on thursday. zzz. some week this it.

i will make sure i watch the 2012 olympic games to my hearts contend. by then, i'll be at university, i hope and having summer holiday.

the week

2008-08-10T17:15:00.001+08:00

monday

got back our report book. nice. just hope that i maintain or improve this results and my O's should be not problem.

geog test wasn't nice. couldn't finish writing. zzz. principal came in during geog to comment on our class's results. it was considered good. cool. our class people eat teabags. lolx. english is blah.

had to do datalogger experiment after school. cool. physics, did on electromagnetic induction. chemistry was rate of reaction. cool. the mini-computer is touch screen. but it's difficult to use. so freaking small.

this is the first time in 4years that i was actually happy to let my dad sign my report book.(:

tuesday

had free period during maths. the relief teacher came in, take attendance, see we are quite quiet, and left the classroom without coming back. cool. bio test was cool. at least for the 1st page. was told that the 2nd page was from a level book! but it's still do-able. ss test was crap. got extra 5minutes due to the end-of-the-day announcement which irritated many of us.

bio datalogger is postponed to wednesday.

wednesday

chapel was funny. or at least i made it funny. talked about 'jealousy'.

got our bio revision papers.

15papers of bio + 20papers of chem + XXpapers of physics = endless amount of work. not forgetting, there's still at least 4 tys not completed.

physics was funny as always. all the lame things. teacher told us a joke which was lame. at least i found it lame.

bio datalogger was cool. finished quite fast, but we saved at the wrong place. luckily we found out in time, or we will not get our printed graph.

thursday

whitespace was crap. maybe not so. talked about cancer.

english lecture for 3periods. actually it's not really a lecture. got some tips on oral than had to do activities. quite alright. physics test was crap. didn't know how to do a lot. chinese was fun. or at least yj made it fun by having a laughing feat that is contagious.

had maths lecture during CF. those that got A's can go to the gallery and do our own stuff, but most of my class people just sat there. did the paper while listening to the lecture. if tcw could do this in class, my trigonometry wouldn't have been so horrible.

but all the lecture lacks something, that is the chairs and tables.

slept late. at least after preparing food for tomorrow's party, i'm not so tired. i forced myself to stay up and complete some work. also to wait for my parents to come back so that i can set the alarm for tomorrow. that's the power of a handphone.

friday

national day eve.

nothing extraordinary. the worst national day celebration i ever attended. there's exams going on that's why the celebration is so crappy. went to the hall to listen to the talk. the video's are so cool. at least better than the person talking. class party after that. nice.

connect singapore! just stood there and talked and waste our time away. zzz. the chocolate that i put in my bag melted like don't know what. poor thing. off to the fridge it go and the shape turned out weird.

studied a little.

spent 4hours watching the opening ceremony of the olympics. it was actually crap. ended pass midnight. zzz.

saturday
national day! seems like any other saturday. nothing extraordinary happened. watched the parade on tv. my parents find it very boring. i only like the SAF military band and the black knights. love the heart. they zoomed the heart on tv. so cool. the fireworks was also nice.

watching it on tv and watching it live is really a different feeling.

sunday
was high when i went for piano lesson today. i was always high when i go for piano lessons. even though teacher told me a very bad news, but i still appear normal.

my sis lost her umbrella on the way home. she don't even remember where she lost it. so now i have to give her mine. at least it lightens the load in my bag.

watched olympics. diving and weightlighting. cool. but a bit boring.

holiday tomorrow. but tests awaits me the next day.

there's ss test every tuesday. physics test every thursday. biology test should be every wednesday. and every other subject will be giving test sooner or later. zzz. how nice.

blah

2008-08-01T23:09:00.002+08:00

thursday
whitespace was crap.
maths was blah. super warm.
english almost have homework everyday. at least it's good. need to practice on my writing.

didn't bring physics tys. teacher let us do the june olevel paper instead. i just keep on getting those questions that i did before wrong again and again.
chinese was peace at least. i changed class round. was able to do sudoku in peace. complete physics and a little geog.
cf is just so crap. did reflection for racial harmony day. zzz

australian maths competition is not for humans to do. super difficult.

friday
pe today was cool. didn't have to run rounds. but volleyball isn't nice too. played a while and started aiming hoops. got in 2 balls.
maths was blah as usual.
biology test wasn't good. i didn't know how to do most of the first page and the last question. at least i know how to do the 10mark question and wrote like no one's business.

physics was cool. i did sudoku in class. oops. laughing at some lame things that me and ws say about cn is fun. at least it cheers us up.

assembly was zzz.

after pg ask those that didn't get A for ss to bring food, our class is like having party everyday.

need to go to ngee ann poly to submit the science project report as today's the deadline and the school is lazy to mail it to them. at least this time round, i went there based on what i know and not what people say or i will have a walk super long and feel so 'lost'. i did feel lost at some moment. but after today, i'm not ever going to apply to go to a poly. the campus is like super big and it's at some corner. jc one is still better.

only ate lunch at 4pm. and my dad was like tell me to eat dinner at 10pm. zzz. slept. did a little work.

tomorrow should be quite cool i supposed.

blah

2008-07-30T17:59:00.002+08:00

for the first time on monday, i didn't finish the amaths paper that i was supposed to do.

proving trigonometry just isn't nice!

chinese period just sucks so much. my class became a gambling den. with all that noise, it's really very difficult to do sudoku, not say study. going to move to a quieter class from thursday onwards. just cannot stand it. with prelim2 so near, yet they are still wasting their time away. it's just so sad.

saw the syf piece that they might me playing. the song is alright. it's basically the same few notes repeating over and over again. if one set is right, everything should be alright. it's just a matter of practising. they must be having a hard time. it's even more notes than our 'escape into the light' piece with the same number of pages. if they play it well, a silver and above is guaranteed.

JIAYOU PEOPLE!

there won't be maths remedial unless we want consultation and ss remedial is only for a selected few. english remedial too. so, now i'm only left with science remedial on monday. nice.

during ss, pg came and collect money for photocopying of notes, and said to me and ws, 'potential 7 A1s'. darm it. everyone is having high expectations of me, us and our class. it's just for us to prove to them that it's reachable. somehow. i don't know. at least there's hope for my english to get an A.

physics lesson today is so fun or at least i made it fun, with ck increasing the fun. it's basically crap with both of us playing a stupid 'game' of seeing who's more 'hyperactive'. so lame. at least some people in the class laughed.

managed to get 2 tickets for the ndp preview, thanks to xueting. but i need 1 more in order for me to see my 'idol', as my sis call it. only a limited number of people has it, so it's really difficult to find one.

i finally thought of what to give my juniors as farewell gift already. but it would take lots of work and if farewell function is anytime soon, than i will have to give them after O's. as i won't have time to make it anytime soon. hopefully they won't mind.

blah

2008-07-27T17:45:00.002+08:00

i still don't know what to by for my juniors for farewell function. plus there's like so many of them. about 12 or something.

just hope that they postpone the farewell function till after olevel or most of us won't go. it's like right in the middle of prelim2. plus we have to do better to redeem ourselves from the horrendous prelim1 results.

this is so crappy.

feel like rotting.

everyone is becoming a study freak. studying is becoming so meaningless. we study for the sake of studying. cause there's exams and it determine our future.

random

2008-07-26T18:21:00.002+08:00

my parents was surprised a know a little cantonese as they are not and asked me where a learnt it. so i say internet. it's through watching hongkong drama that i learnt. i didn't say the last part. my dad didn't believe and tell my mum that i learnt it in school. lolx. i didn't bother to correct them.

like the school will even bother to teach us dialect.

my earpiece is sot. i thought it's spoilt and can only hear on the right side. didn't know it suddenly revived and the left side can hear sometimes. but it's not as good as new. need a new one. but i'm lazy to go to amkhub to get one.

today

2008-07-26T17:41:00.003+08:00

there's this maths and science competition at yjc and was ~~forced~~ asked by tcw to go. met lj jw aaron at yishun mrt, then to macs for breakfast. had to wake up at 6.30am. zzz. met bernice on the way to macs. nice. while eating, jw was BB-ing away as usual. he'll die if he doesn't say that word.

took 812 there. 2 bus left as we walked to the interchange. zzz. we almost miss our stop. the school is old. registered and took photo. saw yongshan, justina, wanzhen and many more ex-phs seniors. cool. our guide also ex-phs students bought us all drinks. i don't know where they get the money from. took the written quiz in the hall. their hall is smaller than others. throughout the quiz, there's this indian temple nearby and they are playing all this weird music. it's really a bad place for exams.

see some exhibits after that, which was kinda boring. see a chemistry magic show which was cool. but the emcee is super weird. all jc's staircase are super weird. not continuous like our school's. totally all around the place.

made it to the final round, like surprisingly. the auditorium was super cold. was shivering throughout the whole thing. we are the only team that talk so much nonsense until the audience started laughing as they can here what we are saying as the mic was on. so crappy. all this while, tcw was busy reading his newspaper while we are busy doing this quiz.

the last part of the final round was so much different from the vjc one. there's hands-on work, like using the microscope for biology which we totally didn't know how to use and anyhow wrote crap. chemistry was much easier, mixing around chemicals to identify them. luckily we remembered what thh taught us. maths was super crap. first time see such questions. had to use the numbers 0, 2, 6, 7 and form an equation for the numbers given ad each number can only be used once. basically used the same equation for everything and just switching the numbers around. interesting. physics was totally sucky. had to set up an electrical circuit to find the identity of the given things. the wires was totally different from the school's one and the ammeter is digital, not the normal one. totally sucky. i thought it's used to show the graph for the ac current. zzz.

realised how come we got a chance to the final round as about half of the people are from sec3. they even tested things that we never learn in the written quiz. the maths part was super difficult.

the results was totally unexpected as we did badly for the microscope and the circuit thing. got first. so unexpected. we only thought of second. before they announced the results, we were thinking about all the things that tcw might not do. luckily tcw clapped for us, or we will use our trophy and hit him as he was the only person reading newspaper throughout the whole thing. like so bad. got a giraffe soft toy too. cute. tcw did what we thought he wouldn't do, like treating us lunch. it's totally last minute, so had to keep my lunch at home for dinner. he made us write our speech for monday and wouldn't do it for us. he say, 'we can practice for our oral as our olevel english oral is coming.' zzz. what a lame excuse.

tcw treat us lunch at swensen's. nice. found out some interesting things about tcw and talked a lot of random crap. how nice. saw an ex-phs student working there.

wonder how did the POP go.

there's still lots of work to be done. lots of studying to be done.

this year is becoming more and more meaningful for me. the only year in four years that i got so many opportunities.

blah.

2008-07-25T15:55:00.003+08:00

there wasn't remedial except for monday. cool.

english lesson is cool, other than the never ending mock test. teacher show us video to teach us. cool. and do all sorts of things to help us get A. at least i promised teacher that i want an A with that 'upsize' arrow.

a lot of work to be done. prelim2 in 3weeks and our prelim1 results suck as a cohort. there will be miracle when the o level results come out next year i suppose.

lessons now are just going through past years paper. boring. plus we have lots of papers to do and i have my tys to complete. about 5 tys and i barely started.

heard that POP was screwed. too bad i won't be performing for that.

had to write our own testimonial. cool. my sis help me with it by providing me with hers to see how it's like. my testimonial is basically all crap, crap and more crap.

teacher send us email, expecting us to use it everyday. that's the bad thing about technology.

zzz

2008-07-21T21:19:00.002+08:00

slack. study. slack. study.

piano exam one day after o level english oral. thankfully not on the same day. after that, no more lessons till after o level. can get to sleep more on weekends. nice.

science remedial change from wed to mon. anyway, it's until next week before it stop for the national day holiday or whatever.

teacher except me to get A for physics when i only want a B. zzz. so teacher is terribly disappointed. i'll try but i've decided not to take physics in a level already. a few more A's won't kill anyway.

shall apply for dsa again. with the current results, i should be able to make it. hopefully.

hsm

2008-07-18T22:27:00.002+08:00

this is so random.

high school musical 3 is not showing on disney channel but in cinemas instead.

it's airing during O levels period. so crap. cannot watch.

the week

2008-07-18T22:26:00.001+08:00

this week is practically the week when we get back our prelim1 papers.
other than getting back papers, it was mostly slacking. PG didn't come on tue and wed, so ss was slack, but she end up giving us 2 worksheets to do on wed which i copied one of them. only biology was lesson which was funny with clara ask questions which can make everyone laugh and make mr chandra in a good mood.
last 2periods of wed was spent in the canteen doing physics mcq. even after the bell rang and school was dismissed, everyone was still sitting there doing the paper. joash said that our class is addicted to studying, than darren said that our class is not addicted to studying but addicted to sitting down. lol. after 10 to 15minutes later that some people started leaving. some class i have. pretty cool.
went for band on wed. they have to learn 5 songs for POP in less 8days. wow. passed my instrument to carol and i used hers as she find it difficult to play hers. plus i'm not using mine anymore.
watched a movie on thursday early in the morning. feel like sleeping, plus the movie is predictable. the good people will always win and get everything that they want, while the bad will lose. that's a movie. and found out halfway through the movie why they are showing us - cause they are talking about the power of god and stuff.
cf was made to do some crpp maths/english test which they call it a survey. zzz. due to the movie, school only ended at 2.30pm. so crap.
friday. the end of all our suffering other than physics which the teacher still didn't appear today. got back all the papers except physics. cool. some of the results shocked me, while others was predictable. there's still prelim2 and Os. just hope that i can maintain this standard or do better. maybe a 6points is possibe. who knows but i doubt it's possible.
stayed back for sectionals so that my juniors won't die during POP. at least they made improvements.

i got a super pro class. for almost every subject, there will be people getting 90marks or above. it's not just one, but a few, with emaths 11 people getting more than 90. wow. it's really difficult to compete. we should be contended if we are able to get 10points of less for L1R5.

but marks aren't everything. it's just part of the accomplishment.

weekend

2008-07-13T14:49:00.002+08:00

physics paper2 wasn't even a 'killer' paper to me. it wasn't that easy either. at least easier than e.choo's paper.

went for band after that. they are having sectionals. teach my juniors high school cadet. there's like so many new sec1s and most of them are in percussion. my leg got scratched by a drum while i was putting back my instrument on the shelf. zzz.

was thinking of what i should get for my juniors for farewell gift and olivia said everyone one packet of tissue paper. lolx. ~~i shall buy her that since she suggested it.~~ i'm not that bad. but 12 juniors is really a lot. can really be broke. that's the bad thing of happening a big section but i shall not complain as i have nice juniors. (:

prelim1 is over. now for prelim2 and olevel.

since i don't get to use the computer and using it everyday is really very boring. so end up studying. finish all the uncompleted things that was supposed to be finished by prelim1 but have not.

planning to finish almost 3/4 of all the tys and past years paper by prelim2.

i think i will feel super bored after olevels.

i hate being chased by a loanshark and being one either. it just SUCKS!
i shall reconsider if i'm asked to be one next time.

-

2008-07-11T17:25:00.004+08:00

I'M LIKE SO DEAD

THOUGHT EVERYTHING WAS ALRIGHT AND I COULD LEAVE PEACEFULLY, THROW AWAY EVERYTHING AND FORGET EVERYTHING.

DIDN'T KNOW THIS WOULD HAPPEN.

IT'S NOT EVEN MY FAULT. SINCE DAY ONE IT WAS ALREADY WRONG AND NOW I HAVE TO CLEAR UP THE MESS.

at least there's still something for comfort.

today

2008-07-11T13:23:00.003+08:00

today's a bad day.

it started out good but just before the paper starts, everything started going bad. don't know how people always know my things when i never say anything. this isn't the first time already. spoil my mood. just nice found out that i have thrown away all the things that i need to complete the arise shine tickets thing.

no mood to do exam, so didn't use left hand to shade like what i did yesterday. just want to quickly finish the paper and leave the place. somemore today the table shift until so back, super dark. plus they go and off the light on the gallery. irritating.

i hate this feeling

today

2008-07-10T14:20:00.002+08:00

today waste time going to school. go to school only for 1hour for biology paper1. the paper was alright. almost half of the paper the questions i did before. from tys. so cool.

carol gave me my birthday present. so nice. thanks so much.

but than the arise shine tickets thing is driving me crazy. thought everything is settled. now got missing 2tickets and i don't know is whose. feel like disappearing.

tomorrow is also going to school for 1hour. so crap.

blah

2008-07-09T13:58:00.002+08:00

amaths paper2 was cool. the first few questions is about the same as the specimen paper in the tys. chemistry was ok. some parts are easy, some parts are difficult. so just anyhow write.

watched tv at night. after watching for 7days, plus it's the last time i'm watching already than my dad say i exam still watch tv. weird. he know i'm having exams already, even asked me what paper i having the next day last week. super weird.

biology paper2. nice. but i did the wrong question for the essay question that we can choose. did half way than realised the other is easier to do but only left 7minutes so just continue with the question i'm doing. had phototaking after that.

3more papers to go. biology paper1, chemistry paper1, physics paper2.

blah

2008-07-06T22:35:00.002+08:00

so i didn't study chemistry but continued with amaths. did partial fractions and polynomials. did halfway and my right hand got aching. so used left hand and write. the numbers and letters are ugly. so i kept practising. end up didn't do much questions.

i want to be able to write with my left hand too.

today

2008-07-06T18:10:00.002+08:00

studied amaths. just anyhow flip the tys and did some questions. will be doing chemistry later. i hope. still haven't finish biology.

thanks to all for the birthday wishes.

fireworks

2008-07-05T21:28:00.007+08:00