for the first time on monday, i didn't finish the amaths paper that i was supposed to do.


proving trigonometry just isn't nice!



chinese period just sucks so much. my class became a gambling den. with all that noise, it's really very difficult to do sudoku, not say study. going to move to a quieter class from thursday onwards. just cannot stand it. with prelim2 so near, yet they are still wasting their time away. it's just so sad.

saw the syf piece that they might me playing. the song is alright. it's basically the same few notes repeating over and over again. if one set is right, everything should be alright. it's just a matter of practising. they must be having a hard time. it's even more notes than our 'escape into the light' piece with the same number of pages. if they play it well, a silver and above is guaranteed.


JIAYOU PEOPLE!



there won't be maths remedial unless we want consultation and ss remedial is only for a selected few. english remedial too. so, now i'm only left with science remedial on monday. nice.


during ss, pg came and collect money for photocopying of notes, and said to me and ws, 'potential 7 A1s'. darm it. everyone is having high expectations of me, us and our class. it's just for us to prove to them that it's reachable. somehow. i don't know. at least there's hope for my english to get an A.
managed to get 2 tickets for the ndp preview, thanks to xueting. but i need 1 more in order for me to see my 'idol', as my sis call it. only a limited number of people has it, so it's really difficult to find one.


i finally thought of what to give my juniors as farewell gift already. but it would take lots of work and if farewell function is anytime soon, than i will have to give them after O's. as i won't have time to make it anytime soon. hopefully they won't mind.

i still don't know what to by for my juniors for farewell function. plus there's like so many of them. about 12 or something.



just hope that they postpone the farewell function till after olevel or most of us won't go. it's like right in the middle of prelim2. plus we have to do better to redeem ourselves from the horrendous prelim1 results.



this is so crappy.






feel like rotting.



everyone is becoming a study freak. studying is becoming so meaningless. we study for the sake of studying. cause there's exams and it determine our future.

my parents was surprised a know a little cantonese as they are not and asked me where a learnt it. so i say internet. it's through watching hongkong drama that i learnt. i didn't say the last part. my dad didn't believe and tell my mum that i learnt it in school. lolx. i didn't bother to correct them.


like the school will even bother to teach us dialect.


my earpiece is sot. i thought it's spoilt and can only hear on the right side. didn't know it suddenly revived and the left side can hear sometimes. but it's not as good as new. need a new one. but i'm lazy to go to amkhub to get one.

there's this maths and science competition at yjc and was forced asked by tcw to go. met lj jw aaron at yishun mrt, then to macs for breakfast. had to wake up at 6.30am. zzz. met bernice on the way to macs. nice. while eating, jw was BB-ing away as usual. he'll die if he doesn't say that word.

took 812 there. 2 bus left as we walked to the interchange. zzz. we almost miss our stop. the school is old. registered and took photo. saw yongshan, justina, wanzhen and many more ex-phs seniors. cool. our guide also ex-phs students bought us all drinks. i don't know where they get the money from. took the written quiz in the hall. their hall is smaller than others. throughout the quiz, there's this indian temple nearby and they are playing all this weird music. it's really a bad place for exams.

see some exhibits after that, which was kinda boring. see a chemistry magic show which was cool. but the emcee is super weird. all jc's staircase are super weird. not continuous like our school's. totally all around the place.

made it to the final round, like surprisingly. the auditorium was super cold. was shivering throughout the whole thing. we are the only team that talk so much nonsense until the audience started laughing as they can here what we are saying as the mic was on. so crappy. all this while, tcw was busy reading his newspaper while we are busy doing this quiz.

the last part of the final round was so much different from the vjc one. there's hands-on work, like using the microscope for biology which we totally didn't know how to use and anyhow wrote crap. chemistry was much easier, mixing around chemicals to identify them. luckily we remembered what thh taught us. maths was super crap. first time see such questions. had to use the numbers 0, 2, 6, 7 and form an equation for the numbers given ad each number can only be used once. basically used the same equation for everything and just switching the numbers around. interesting. physics was totally sucky. had to set up an electrical circuit to find the identity of the given things. the wires was totally different from the school's one and the ammeter is digital, not the normal one. totally sucky. i thought it's used to show the graph for the ac current. zzz.

realised how come we got a chance to the final round as about half of the people are from sec3. they even tested things that we never learn in the written quiz. the maths part was super difficult.

the results was totally unexpected as we did badly for the microscope and the circuit thing. got first. so unexpected. we only thought of second. before they announced the results, we were thinking about all the things that tcw might not do. luckily tcw clapped for us, or we will use our trophy and hit him as he was the only person reading newspaper throughout the whole thing. like so bad. got a giraffe soft toy too. cute. tcw did what we thought he wouldn't do, like treating us lunch. it's totally last minute, so had to keep my lunch at home for dinner. he made us write our speech for monday and wouldn't do it for us. he say, 'we can practice for our oral as our olevel english oral is coming.' zzz. what a lame excuse.

tcw treat us lunch at swensen's. nice. found out some interesting things about tcw and talked a lot of random crap. how nice. saw an ex-phs student working there.



wonder how did the POP go.



there's still lots of work to be done. lots of studying to be done.




this year is becoming more and more meaningful for me. the only year in four years that i got so many opportunities.

there wasn't remedial except for monday. cool.


english lesson is cool, other than the never ending mock test. teacher show us video to teach us. cool. and do all sorts of things to help us get A. at least i promised teacher that i want an A with that 'upsize' arrow.

a lot of work to be done. prelim2 in 3weeks and our prelim1 results suck as a cohort. there will be miracle when the o level results come out next year i suppose.

lessons now are just going through past years paper. boring. plus we have lots of papers to do and i have my tys to complete. about 5 tys and i barely started.


heard that POP was screwed. too bad i won't be performing for that.


had to write our own testimonial. cool. my sis help me with it by providing me with hers to see how it's like. my testimonial is basically all crap, crap and more crap.



teacher send us email, expecting us to use it everyday. that's the bad thing about technology.

slack. study. slack. study.


piano exam one day after o level english oral. thankfully not on the same day. after that, no more lessons till after o level. can get to sleep more on weekends. nice.


science remedial change from wed to mon. anyway, it's until next week before it stop for the national day holiday or whatever.

teacher except me to get A for physics when i only want a B. zzz. so teacher is terribly disappointed. i'll try but i've decided not to take physics in a level already. a few more A's won't kill anyway.


shall apply for dsa again. with the current results, i should be able to make it. hopefully.

this is so random.



high school musical 3 is not showing on disney channel but in cinemas instead.

it's airing during O levels period. so crap. cannot watch.

this week is practically the week when we get back our prelim1 papers.
other than getting back papers, it was mostly slacking. PG didn't come on tue and wed, so ss was slack, but she end up giving us 2 worksheets to do on wed which i copied one of them. only biology was lesson which was funny with clara ask questions which can make everyone laugh and make mr chandra in a good mood.
last 2periods of wed was spent in the canteen doing physics mcq. even after the bell rang and school was dismissed, everyone was still sitting there doing the paper. joash said that our class is addicted to studying, than darren said that our class is not addicted to studying but addicted to sitting down. lol. after 10 to 15minutes later that some people started leaving. some class i have. pretty cool.
went for band on wed. they have to learn 5 songs for POP in less 8days. wow. passed my instrument to carol and i used hers as she find it difficult to play hers. plus i'm not using mine anymore.
watched a movie on thursday early in the morning. feel like sleeping, plus the movie is predictable. the good people will always win and get everything that they want, while the bad will lose. that's a movie. and found out halfway through the movie why they are showing us - cause they are talking about the power of god and stuff.
cf was made to do some crpp maths/english test which they call it a survey. zzz. due to the movie, school only ended at 2.30pm. so crap.
friday. the end of all our suffering other than physics which the teacher still didn't appear today. got back all the papers except physics. cool. some of the results shocked me, while others was predictable. there's still prelim2 and Os. just hope that i can maintain this standard or do better. maybe a 6points is possibe. who knows but i doubt it's possible.
stayed back for sectionals so that my juniors won't die during POP. at least they made improvements.


i got a super pro class. for almost every subject, there will be people getting 90marks or above. it's not just one, but a few, with emaths 11 people getting more than 90. wow. it's really difficult to compete. we should be contended if we are able to get 10points of less for L1R5.

but marks aren't everything. it's just part of the accomplishment.

physics paper2 wasn't even a 'killer' paper to me. it wasn't that easy either. at least easier than e.choo's paper.

went for band after that. they are having sectionals. teach my juniors high school cadet. there's like so many new sec1s and most of them are in percussion. my leg got scratched by a drum while i was putting back my instrument on the shelf. zzz.

was thinking of what i should get for my juniors for farewell gift and olivia said everyone one packet of tissue paper. lolx. i shall buy her that since she suggested it. i'm not that bad. but 12 juniors is really a lot. can really be broke. that's the bad thing of happening a big section but i shall not complain as i have nice juniors. (:



prelim1 is over. now for prelim2 and olevel.


since i don't get to use the computer and using it everyday is really very boring. so end up studying. finish all the uncompleted things that was supposed to be finished by prelim1 but have not.


planning to finish almost 3/4 of all the tys and past years paper by prelim2.






i think i will feel super bored after olevels.








i hate being chased by a loanshark and being one either. it just SUCKS!
i shall reconsider if i'm asked to be one next time.

I'M LIKE SO DEAD



THOUGHT EVERYTHING WAS ALRIGHT AND I COULD LEAVE PEACEFULLY, THROW AWAY EVERYTHING AND FORGET EVERYTHING.





DIDN'T KNOW THIS WOULD HAPPEN.






IT'S NOT EVEN MY FAULT. SINCE DAY ONE IT WAS ALREADY WRONG AND NOW I HAVE TO CLEAR UP THE MESS.
















at least there's still something for comfort.

today's a bad day.


it started out good but just before the paper starts, everything started going bad. don't know how people always know my things when i never say anything. this isn't the first time already. spoil my mood. just nice found out that i have thrown away all the things that i need to complete the arise shine tickets thing.

no mood to do exam, so didn't use left hand to shade like what i did yesterday. just want to quickly finish the paper and leave the place. somemore today the table shift until so back, super dark. plus they go and off the light on the gallery. irritating.






i hate this feeling

today waste time going to school. go to school only for 1hour for biology paper1. the paper was alright. almost half of the paper the questions i did before. from tys. so cool.


carol gave me my birthday present. so nice. thanks so much.



but than the arise shine tickets thing is driving me crazy. thought everything is settled. now got missing 2tickets and i don't know is whose. feel like disappearing.



tomorrow is also going to school for 1hour. so crap.

amaths paper2 was cool. the first few questions is about the same as the specimen paper in the tys. chemistry was ok. some parts are easy, some parts are difficult. so just anyhow write.

watched tv at night. after watching for 7days, plus it's the last time i'm watching already than my dad say i exam still watch tv. weird. he know i'm having exams already, even asked me what paper i having the next day last week. super weird.

biology paper2. nice. but i did the wrong question for the essay question that we can choose. did half way than realised the other is easier to do but only left 7minutes so just continue with the question i'm doing. had phototaking after that.

3more papers to go. biology paper1, chemistry paper1, physics paper2.

so i didn't study chemistry but continued with amaths. did partial fractions and polynomials. did halfway and my right hand got aching. so used left hand and write. the numbers and letters are ugly. so i kept practising. end up didn't do much questions.


i want to be able to write with my left hand too.

studied amaths. just anyhow flip the tys and did some questions. will be doing chemistry later. i hope. still haven't finish biology.



thanks to all for the birthday wishes.

I'M 16!

NC16 HERE I COME!
(as if i have the time to watch movie)

my mum cook lots of things. eat breakfast-cum-lunch. just finish eating breakfast, then there's the birthday cake. super nice. slack a while before started studying biology. revised 4chapters.

carol called me after band to wish me 'happy birthday'. so nice. she borrowed hweeyee's hp so i end up having 2 birthday wishes over the phone. so cool. first time in 16 years.

did tys halfway than there's fireworks. so cool. fireworks on my birthday. actually there's always been fireworks near my house every year this time to celebrate america's independence day. and every year, it's on a weekend, while my birthday is on a weekday. so this time i'm lucky. after it happening for years to come, i still don't know where the fireworks come from. so don't need to go marina bay also can see fireworks!


thanks to everyone for the well wishes!

one week of exams is over. another week to go. the triple science week.

ss was crap. everything was crap. will definitely do very badly. just hope that i pass, so that i can get my B3 for combined humanities. luckily emaths paper1 cheered me up as it was super easy. emaths paper2 was much better.

amaths paper1 was cool even though i didn't do a 7mark question. physics paper1 was done partly with my left hand as my right hand was aching. found out that my left hand shade nicer than my right hand, so i end up rubing those i shade with my right hand and shade with my left hand. i weird lah.

went to school later today. but couldn't get to sleep later as my sis's alarm clock kept snoozing. geog was alright. except for the damn dam question. everyone basically wrote crap, didn't know i wrote the correct thing. just keep on crapping for the 6marks and 7marks questions. just lucky that i studied the questions that came out.

cleared the hall and had youth day celebration which wasn't nice except for the dance and the duet song by yiyuan and choonkeat. the good thing is that, there's free ice cream. cool.

been slacking since afternoon till now.


will be spending my birthday studying either bio or chem. don't feel like studying physics. there's still amaths paper2 which might be very difficult.


good luck to all for prelims and those in ndp. (: