it's been one week since i last blogged.

too busy to blog or just being lazy.

this week was at least better than last week but still about the same. i wasn't feeling as emo as i did on monday. our got a best decorated stall award for the JJ fair. it was just a piece of certificate, nothing much. the awards are really lame. spent chinese in the canteen. did a little amaths then since i got nothing to do. while waiting for mr ng to come, i look at the class next door which is having chemistry. so just treat it as a little revision and it's really funny seeing them learn. played with magnets during physics. fun. the magnets + iron filling = wow!

biology practical was quite fun. we have been burning stuff for the past few practicals. nice but the safety goggles suck. teacher told us some stuff to take note of during our english oral. nice. our class would be quite lifeless everytime XXX took us for amaths remedial. it's like so weird but sometimes, it's still better. could manage to still keep awake during remedial. i slept a little for the previous one.

chapel wasn't the usual but just listening to them taking about the same stuff for the fourth year is really getting boring. the person sing well though and we received a free CD which i have yet to watch. chinese was spent in the canteen for yet another day. the teachers got strict today as there are more classes in the canteen and they keep on monitoring what we are doing. did a few year of the chinese work and went on to help lz split the scores. didn't manage to finish though. while we are there, we saw some stuff which after tell the appropriate people, no one took action.

had english oral after school. while waiting, did finish ss evaluation and 4 questions of chemistry worksheet before i get sick of the topic. super confusing. after doing all that, basically just left few minutes before we are called out to wait. and after what seems like eternity we got to see the paper and then it's the exam. it was quite alright i should say, though the conversation is a bit weird. band was blahblahblah.

today's white space was crap. the talk was super boring. the speaker tried to extend the talk longer but could only do so for 10minutes. was half listening, while looking at ws trying to solve the 2x2 rubrics cube. geog was in the IT room. always need to write long essays which i hate unless the points are given. had chinese test which teacher didn't even tell us, but even if teacher tell us, there's nothing we can study for. so it's alright. CF was slack. teacher start to clear the cardboard off our JJ fair stuff and they start to distribute everything that is there and we each got a poncho. lolx. they found packets of balloons and start to blow them and burst them too.

will not be blogging anytime soon...

spent good friday yesterday rotting and wasting my life away. didn't really do much stuff, save for 2 chapters of chinese workbook exercise and the heymaths assignment which i don't know how to do a lot and just anyhow put the answer. of nearly 5 questions i anyhow put, only one got correct and it's the one which we have to put the numbers ourself and not multiple choice. wow. it's shows that i'm lousy at predicting answers.

there's mainband practice plus alumni band practice. my thumbs are breaking.
played a new piece. the ending is nice. but the beginning is like, i-don't-know.
practiced scootin' on hardrock. at least i now know how to play the first page quite alright and a little of the second, third and fourth. still need to learn till page 6!!!

had to wait 11minutes for a train cause i missed the previous one. it's equals to the time i take to reach my stop. wth. luckily there's shirley to accompany, or i'll be bored dead. talk about schools and jc stuff. know a bit more about jc stuff.

finally finish my english summary which was supposed to be my holiday assignment. wonder what will happen to me after i hand it up.


Olevels is only less than 7months. prelim1 is only about 2months.
my computer usage really has to stop. crap. from the beginning of the year till now.
it really isn't working!!!

one of school just past. or should i say four days.

school's still school. and it's really bad to have holidays. teacher will just dump more homework at us. oh crap.

i'm just wasting my life away here. crap.

i think all the change might eventually be a blessing in disguise. but isn't 3months a change too fast?

everytime i have set my thought on something, something else will come in the way and interfere with it. like all the polytechnic stuff that the school gives us.


i really don't know. everything's like so messed up.

first day of school after the march holidays isn't really nice.

i can't fall asleep last night and woke up 20minutes late. do just rush and rush. the train is so packed after 7am.

school just feel so different. i think it's just me. i feel different too. timetable changed. but most of today's periods are the same except for the change from bio to physics. teacher discussed a little about our SPA. realised that i still have a little hope of passing. ate my tuna bread for recess.

since a mispronounciation happened, everything is turning upside down. enemies became friends and friends wasn't really friends anymore. but it's too early to come to conclusion yet.

at least my dad say that i'm normal or at least my usual hyper-self.

i still can't quit my addiction to facebook. crap.





life must go on no matter what challenges or obstacles are faced

the march holiday isn't really very nice. with all the rain. it's more for sleeping than work. plus it's cold cold COLD!

monday was slack. basically just rotted at home. did a bit of work. nothing much.
tuesday was slack in the morning. played facebook for about 3hours. i cannot believe it. facebook is addictive. went for band in the afternoon. played the song that we are combining with choir. it isn't really nice, but what can we do. i finally did my ss essay but only one. one paragraph is like 10-12 lines and there's like 3 paragraph of that and 2 more shorter ones. can just die.
wednesday. physics SPA was disastrous. i totally forgotten to bring a calculator when one is desperately need. luckily a find soul has an extra and lent me. thanks. everything when smoothly till after the exam when we are comparing results. mine was like 10 times less then others. how nice.
had band again in the afternoon. had sectionals. taught the sec1s a little. got that super difficult score or should i say the score with super high notes. everytime i play that song, i will feel like fainting. crap.
thursday. i jumped out of bed thinking that i was late, but found out that i'm not. thankfully. chemistry SPA was better than physics SPA. like definitely. had maths lesson after that. i just slack for one hour. it finally didn't rain for once in the morning. but once i reach home, it started to rain and didn't stop ever since till the night.
went to rp for stp. listened to a talk which is finally useful but couldn't get everything copied down as my writing is slower than the speaker could speak. had presentation after that. it's interesting to see how other people present and the experiment that they are going to carry out.


tomorrow isn't going to be better i guess. it's still study study and more study. but i have don't no studying. darm.

today's jj fair. i call it a carnival.

made to report very early and the thing only start like 45mins later. wth.
after the whole thing started, our stall is quite pathetic with only the drinks. the donuts have not arrived yet. so we were like rushing the donuts to come. and when it finally came, we were so busy with all the sales.

i didn't really do must. just stand there. occassionally helping them with the donuts. basically, time just past very fast. ate a little here and there. before long, it's time to go for band. got some scores which is like, 'hell'. so many high notes. struggled through the piece, which is six pages long. i forgot what's the title but it's some weird name. after that was 'seventh night of july'. this is easy compared to the previous one but it's the first time i'm seeing the piece, so screwed up a bit here and there.

after band. went back to the food stall. most of the donuts are sold out while the drinks still left a lot. walked between the food stall and game stall. didn't really do much at the game stall. just hide somewhere and most of the time, people find me instead of me scaring them. crap.

the later part of the day was practically boring. most of the stalls are sold out, leaving only the game stall, which i don't like to play. stayed at the game stall and waited till everything finished. i didn't really helped to clean up too. i just walked around, looking at everything. feeling so sick of everything.

we took about 15mins just to take class photo and we escape area cleaning.







this whole day was a waste of time.

the last few days of school was i-don't-know-how-to-describe. lots of things happened. everyone is busy about the jj fair coming up on saturday. lots of holiday assignment. their way of torturing us. how nice.

now i really know why people say time management is very important. with lots of things to do all at the same time, it's really difficult to get everything done without proper planning. i doubt my countdown and timetable will be of any use since i don't follow them. but at least after four years, i finally wrote a timetable and plan to study, even if i actually didn't.

helping out with the setting up of our stalls is really nice. seeing everyone come together to make this thing a success is something that i don't thing i have seen it before. the maze is really cool, even though the room is quite stuffy with everywhere seeled up.

happy holidays!