i shouldn't be blogging now. crap. anyway, my 2008 resolution was broken on the 2nd day of 2008 so why bother.
band today was like WOW! sight-read 16 chorales. it's easier than my piano scores as it's only one line, that's why i sort of got almost everything right until the end when i was out of breath. played adagio. my stamina isn't good so i get breathless if i have to keep on playing for the whole piece. starchaser was ok. had sectionals for 20mins. made a little progress.
had exco meeting like every band practice since school reopens. it's so crappy and someone started to bang on the gong everytime the meeting starts and ends so that it's official. weird. our ear drums are in danger.
told my unhappiness to someone. feels a little better but the feeling is still inside me. someone told me that my mood is random. hmmz. someone say that i'm patient, but i don't so. maybe it's the different perception that people see me or maybe it's the perception that i want people to see me? i don't really know too.
studystudystudy. AJC HERE I COME!(:
