finally, after 2weeks, i came to revive my blog. it was just hibernating while i prepare for my mid-yr and was supposed to hibernate till after the mid-yr but since i needed to use the computer to access notes, why not just blog a few sentence.
the past weeks hasn't gone well for me. i was
criticised again and again for being a bad leader.
maybe i really am. i can't just pretend that it's about someone else and i just didn't hear it when it's been said directly at me. why do i always feel that i don't belong? maybe there's just something real wrong with me. when i was in primary school, i had the same thinking. but after just a few months in secondary school, i started to miss them. will this happen yet again? my closest friends all left me to survive on my own. shall not think so much.
there's still time...
