this few days have been especially bad for me. wonder why everyday always start or end so bad. moodswing as most people might call it. out of all this bad times, there's still unexpected surprises, giving me a glimpse of hope.
someone said that social studies is full of propaganda stuff. i disagree to it. it not only applies to the government of singapore but also to the lives of individuals like us. "a good leader do what is right and not what is popular". at least there's still people who are willing to give me chances to prove others wrong but i still have to accept the fact of not being liked by most people. at least there's still people around who cares.
i rather be a nobody to somebody than a somebody to nobody.
good luck to everyone in their studies and everything that you do. (:
finally, after 2weeks, i came to revive my blog. it was just hibernating while i prepare for my mid-yr and was supposed to hibernate till after the mid-yr but since i needed to use the computer to access notes, why not just blog a few sentence.
the past weeks hasn't gone well for me. i was
criticised again and again for being a bad leader.
maybe i really am. i can't just pretend that it's about someone else and i just didn't hear it when it's been said directly at me. why do i always feel that i don't belong? maybe there's just something real wrong with me. when i was in primary school, i had the same thinking. but after just a few months in secondary school, i started to miss them. will this happen yet again? my closest friends all left me to survive on my own. shall not think so much.
there's still time...