there's band today. had sectionals. practised by myself while the others practise themselves. i can't seem to get the running notes right and i always go off pitch. haizzz.

for don't know what reason, they let him sleep during sectionals and told us not to disturb him. wth. where got such thing? i didn't want to care about him. don't want to create trouble for myself. sinyi found out but he still carried on sleeping. we are very nice to him already. never teach him how to set and keep stand, so he doesn't do that. we didn't ask him to carry anything and he didn't bother to help to carry anything when we are moving from one place to another. he only care about his own instrument. haizzz. his attitude just isn't right. he's good, so he thinks that he can slack more. always want to drink water. the sec2s doesn't even behave like this. even BK is not like that. i'm pissed thinking about it. he left a few minutes early just so that he can eat lunch. maybe he has something on, but if he really need to go, why not go earlier but go when band was just going to end? before he came, everything was so good. but now, it has all changed.

mr tan finally came back and we had combines. he sort of went crazy. going so fast and everything was very messy at first but he didn't stop. weird. normally, he would scold.

i should be glad that i'm leaving next year or maybe sad that i'm leaving my juniors already.

maybe it's just me who is feeling this way...


if only... dreams could become reality