rainy monday afternoon. a good time to sleep but i didn't want to sleep even though i'm tired. need to update my ageing blog.

today's time table is so nice. bio and maths switch periods and we got a later recess, which is good as there's no one at the canteen but us. if only we have this time table. how nice would it be. at least once a week during recess where i can be with her without someone chasing me off.
IF ONLY...

there's lots of failures for physics CT and teacher say that i might be one of them!!! i'll be so doomed. with already 2 f9 on my list, i can go and die if i fail physics too. at least i don't know the results yet, which is good too.

IF ONLY...
dreams could become reality, how nice would the world be.


IF ONLY...

IT day is a total crap.

i love shopping for groceries and stuff. went with my dad to buy food for dinner yesterday night and with my mum to buy food for dinner and tomorrow's breakfast. got a haircut too. happened to be next to the shop, so went and cut. lazy to tie. plus it's new year. (: was 'forced' to cut the hairstyle but it turned out quite good. people say it looks nice and so i'm happy.

i can't wait for tonight to arrive. i want to eat reunion dinner!



HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR PEOPLE!

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it's been 6days since i last updated.

MONDAY
biology common test. amaths, learned about laws of logarithm. logarithm is quite confusing but if you know it, then it will be easy. been going to recess myself all this while cause i hate him (elias). biology, teacher taught nutrients and ck keep on saying 'amino acid' to teacher's every question. physics, teacher didn't come, so can't take back test paper. had to do a composition during english. got to take it home to do. went home straight. broke.

TUESDAY
IT day. no school. can wake up late. i woke up at 6plus feeling awake. force myself to sleep till 8.15am. IT day homework is crap. maths and chemistry are things that teacher have taught/ we did before. english was quite difficult i should say. no one to chat with online.

WEDNESDAY
Valentine's Day. bad day. failed chinese CT and physics class test. received 5 Valentine's Day present from minyen, xinpei, jiamin, kaishi, yuhyan amaths test was a disaster/mood spoiler. physics, teacher sound like scolding us for our horrible practical work, not showing him the signs he taught us. was only released at 2.40pm. i'm used to being alone already but i hate the feeling of loneliness a lot.

band made me feel a lot better. our tutor came and wanted to speak in english to improve his english. felt very weird to speak in english when he ask something plus am very tempted to speak in their english accent. i don't know why, but everytime he tell us something, i will keep on smiling back at back, which is quite funny. learnt how to play a part that we all have not been playing for the past few months. had combines. had to borrow instrument home. yuh yan gave everyone a Valentine's gift. mashmallow with corn flakes! returned ks one of the sweet she gave me. i don't know why i did that.

THURSDAY
he (elias) spoilt my mood in the morning. 1/4 of the class didn't come. physics is still fun. slacked during pe. teacher asked for my chinese name and keep on write it wrongly. ws actually slept during pe! did peer editing for english. he hates me more because of what i did. recess was not normal. got back maths CT was disappointed i didn't get the grade i wanted but it was quite ok. miss by a few marks. ws told me that i'm irritating but she agrees that if i don't talk means there's something wrong with me. had chemistry practical. it was the exact opposite of what we are supposed to do in physics. i broke a boiling tube. only the bottom broke and nothing else.

had to learn cheers as the sec3s are going to support the volleyball team. our class is lifeless and i'm happy it was like that. lunch wasn't good but at least yc cared to accompany us. went to yck sports hall to watch volleyball match. i remembered that our school was playing against the same school 2 years ago. what a coincidence. didn't cheer at all but my ear drums are bursting. can't enjoy the match as the people in front kept blocking me. the matched ended after 45mins. had to watch another match, which was more exciting i should say. dismissed at 4pm.

bought my new year clothes.

FRIDAY
received teacher's red packet. mine only have 1 candy while others have 4. i just took what i was given. english was crap. biology was alright. it was fun playing with food and squishy stuff. only 7 turn up for chinese lesson and only 3 stayed the entire duration. teacher generally didn't teach. i was only happy for a moment. CNY concert wasn't quite nice. the total defence one was nicer. had a fire drill which require us to stand under the hot afternoon sun. i looked pissed and was pissed. was released early. reached home early.

finally able to blog. might not update till IT day on wednesday.

a lot of things happened this pass week. will make everything short.

it's the common test week. find it really weird about it. it just feels like any other class test that we are having but in exam style. just dislike afternoon papers. a total waste of time and can't really concentrate as we will all get tired.

i'm all lonely again. this is my fate. i won't care about them anymore. the feeling of betrayal, hatred and anger is just too great. didn't know that friendship means so little when there's love.

have 5 juniors this year. 1 came today and freaked everyone out. he's so darm good. he's as good as our tutor. all china people are freaks.

my entire two years in this class will be very bad.

the past few days has be totally bad except for some happy incident which made me feel better at least for that moment.

shall only talk about the good things. [bad things aren't worth remembering.]

tuesday. chinese lesson was nice not because of the teacher but because of him. didn't know that he likes it. went straight home after dismissal. saw bernice at kfc. i was happy to see her. wonder why. after she eat finish, she came to accompany me. so nice of her. talked a little after school work and stuff. kinda nice.

wednesday. a pastor came to talk to me during lunch. kinda nice. at least i felt happy then even though i had to rush at the end.

thursday. 'PROJECT GARANG GUNI'!!! it was nice and quite slack too. didn't collect as much as the other groups as the on average, there's only about 1 household per level that is willing enough to give. after completing, carried the 'rubbish' to the meeting point and slacked. an aunty which we went gave us tidbits and drinks. went to the market and slacked under the block for 15mins before we head back to school. teacher took attendance while we're all standing on the stairs at different levels. someone started throwing the 'smurf' up and down. poor thing. ck even threw it up to the 3rd floor. waited for someone to open to door and went back home.

there's drills tomorrow!!! goodness.