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Wednesday, November 29, 2006

just wanting to blog for the last and final time before i leave. can't bear to let this blog rot for days. simple saying, I'M OBSESSED WITH BLOGGING!

i'm hungry now and i have to wait another hour before i can eat. crap. 1hr 30mins before i leave home. 5hour 25mins before i leave this country. i can't bear to leave now! but i'm excited to leave too. contradiction.

i'm afraid that i can't board the plane cause of the amount of food stuff i have in my luggage plus hand luggage. there's sweets and lots of them. =X

anyway. thanks to all the people who wished me. will miss everyone here.


TAKE CARE PEOPLE! (:

6:23 pm

i'm flying tonight. excited!

dreams are just so crazy. so i dreamt that i'm at miyazaki already. then the house is not so cold, but the cold outside is very cold. that's stupid. at one time i dreamt that one of my shoes have ants inside lah. crap.

treasuring the last moments in singapore. i'm going to miss it here a lot. seriously hope that i won't freeze and i will enjoy myself there.

will be blogging after next friday. will try to blog if i have the chance.

miss me people. i know you won't.

12:21 pm
Tuesday, November 28, 2006

i'm excited. so excited. it's tomorrow!

bought my books. they are heavy like hell. the chemistry and physics textbooks have an interesting explanation of the picture on the cover page.

bought all my gifts. most are from j8. i walked the whole building like 2-3 times. the rehearsal was called off, since we don't have a cd player. went home. bought more gifts and all the things that i want to bring, from sunplaza. after dinner, i start to pack my gifts. it too me a total of 1hr 45mins to complete plus 30mins to pack them all in the luggage. I'M SLOW =X i spend like so much money buying all the gifts and everything. hell me. i'm still afraid that i buy not enough gifts. darm. the worst thing is, i run out of wrapping paper. so i used plain paper to wrap the remaining.

i think that my parents haven't change the money for me yet. they'll have to do it tomorrow then. have to meet ks tomorrow to pass her a pe-short. just hope that my dad can take that chance to go and change currency, since sunplaza has a money changer. i thought money changer was to change notes for coins and vice versa, until now. I'M DUMB =X


1day till i fly to japan. EXCITED!

10:04 pm
Monday, November 27, 2006

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON THAT...
1. made you smile?
Dad.

2. saw you cry?
Kaishi [that's when i was in school]

3. when to the movies with you?
Wengsun plus Sherri. [that's last year 28/11]

4. you talked on the phone?
Kaishi.

WOULD YOU RATHER?
1. pierce your nose or tongue?
NEITHER.

2. be serious or funny?
Funny!

3. drink whole or skimmed milk?
Is there a difference? I don't drink milk too.

4. die in a fire or drown?
Drown, but with my swimming skills i wouldn't.

5. spend time with your parents or enemies?
Parents.

DO YOU PREFER...
1. flowers or candy?
Flowers are nice, candies are sweet. BOTH!

2. gray or black?
Black.

3. colour or black and white photos?
BOTH! Colour photos speak the present and future, while black and white photos speak the past.

4. lust or love?
LOVE! <3s

5. sunrise or sunset?
Sunset.

6. M&Ms or Skittles?
Skittles.

7. staying up late or waking early?
Depends.

8. sun or moon?
Moon.

9. snickers or flip flops?
Depending on the occasion.

10. left or right?
Right.

11. 10 acquaintances or having two best friends?
Two best friends. At least there's still TWO.

12. Sunny or rainy?
It really depends.

13. vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?
VANILLA ice cream.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
1. Do you like someone?
Yeah. Figure out yourself =X

2. Ever recorded a sexual act on video?
Why would i do it?

3. Have you ever taken a nude picture?
Nope.

4. Do you fall for the wrong guy or girl?
How would i know?

ABOUT ME
1. What time is it?
2129hours.

2. Name?
YANG HUIJIE DEW (:

3. Nickname(s)?
honeydew, elephant.

4. What is your birth date?
5 July 1992.

5. What do you want right this second?
WATCH TV!

6. Where do you want to live?
Right where i belong.

7. How many kids do you want?
TWINS!

8. You want to get married?
Obviously.

OTHER
1. Can you roll your tongue?
Yepp.

2. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
Twirl it i suppose.

3. Have you ever eaten Spam?
What's that?

4. Favourite ice cream?
Vanilla.

5. How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet?
None.

6. What's your favourite type of soda?
Not sure.

7. Do you cook?
Yepp.

IN THE LAST MONTH, HAVE YOU...
1. had a crush?
Yeah.

2. bought something?
Obviously.

3. sang?
Yepp.

4. been hugged?
Don't think so.

5. felt stupid?
Yeah.

6. missed someone?
Yeah. 2INTEGRITY!

7. danced crazy?
Don't think so.

8. gotten your hair cut?
Last month, no. This month, yes.

9. cried?
Not so sure.

10. lied?
Yeah.

11. stole anything?
Yeah.

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finally do finish this horribly long quiz. band was crap today. the performance rehearsal was alright. hope everything turn out well on that day.


2days till i fly to japan. EXCITED!

9:13 pm
Sunday, November 26, 2006

had a dream at night. the dream told me that my missing concert tickets are in my wallet, which i know didn't help at all. some stupid dream i have.

i found out that my left foot is slightly bigger than my right foot(:

went for piano lesson. teacher say i wear very casual today. i wore t-shirt and shorts. my teacher doesn't really care so it's ok. she's going to have a christmas party. so nice luh. couldn't ask if she want to go for the band concert cause i lost my tickets and she also forgot about it. so nevermind. before i leave, she tell me to get her brouchures and maps of japan when i go there and also tell me to get heat pads if i need to keep warm. found out that she's going to japan in spring. the sakura are so nice then luh. i also borrowed a japanese phrasebook from her. i'm going to survive there with the japanese i know.

walk halfway, realised my feet got blister. it's only the right foot that got blister lah. stupid. came home and i instantly can guess what we are going to have for lunch. i have a sensitive nose and ear. (: while eating, i suddenly recalled where i place my concert tickets! i was so relieved and happy then that i do not need to fork out 20bucks on my own. so i checked all places except there lah. it's always like that. like how the band room air-con controller was on top of that box and we search all places but there, and how my sis's key was behind her stack of books on the piano and she search all places but there.

my house suddenly have lots of winter wear and i only need to borrow ws's gloves[even though i have one but i scared it's not thick enough] and scarf. i repack my luggage yet again. going to repack it on tuesday and wednesday again just to make sure i have all my things there.


3days till i fly to japan. excited! (:

3:32 pm
Saturday, November 25, 2006

bad news:
1. i lost my two concert tickets.
2. i need to pay 20bucks if they can't be found.
3. i cannot sell them to other people if i can't find them.
4. i cannot watch 'sherk' next saturday on channel 5.

good news:
1. my computer can allow me to log in to blogger and post. last time, it was only the laptop that i can access blogger.

the first 2 bad news are major problems. the fourth one is just for fun. watch it on HBO before. sadly, there are more bad news than good news. haizzz.

i'm lazy to find and don't feel like finding those 2 darm pick tickets. it will appear if it wants to, unless it has already turn to ashes, then i can't do anything about it anymore. i make it sound like the tickets have legs, can walk, or maybe wings, can fly.

*GOOD LUCK to all choir members for their SINGOUT concert next thursday!


4days till i fly to japan.

9:42 pm

so it's band band and band for another 2 times before i fly. that's nice.

went for band. the air-con is not on. they supposedly lost the air-con controller again. wasn't really hot. so don't want to care. had warm-ups. sinyi ask us to find again. it was then that the air-con controller was found. it was on top of a box of some sort. so we had the air-con on. it's like so stuffy in there. had to hold a note for 16counts. than had to hold a note for 24counts! mrtan saved us. we don't have to do it. phew.

tingyu came. miss her. she went off in the afternoon. so sad. play and play. sianzation. lunch was at 11.45am. ate with sherri sinyi eugene elias. didn't like the coffe shop that we go but just eat loh. hungry mah. what to do.

came back. slacked. i copied all the japanese song titles, so that i can find out how to pronounce them. suddenly interested in japanese. read my japanese notes while i don't need to play. lz also want to read with me but she don't know what's all that. practised on 'song of the prairie'. tiring luh. play so fast. i can't play fast running notes luh, so i will feel very accomplished when i'm able to play it right.

they are going to cancel the band camp if the rest of the people don't pay up. how sad luh. walk around watsons. saw some things which i might be able to buy as gifts. will buy it on mon. i'm like so broke luh. i'm 20cents short to buy that gift, so i spent it on something else, which is also necessary luh. left with $1.70 now. crap.

hope to sell my 2more tickets tomorrow. hope teacher will buy them(:


*LYC if you ever see this post, just to let you know, i miss your tags so much. tag me. thanks(:


4days till i fly to japan.

5:58 pm
Friday, November 24, 2006

had japanese lesson AGAIN. dayfour and the final day. getting quite sick already but it's fun learning new words and phrases but going to school everyday is like so OMG. julia and karmen came which made me not so bored today.

the activities where quite fun today. even get to see one of the twin join in the activity. so nice luh. had break again. they provided us with food again. so nice of them. wasn't really hungry but still ate a few. it was also raining heavily then. quite inconvenient so a lot of us just went back in to sick shelther. the next activity was even nicer. get to choose category and the difficulty. almost all of us choose the hardest but the hardest sometimes is not the hardest. learnt a lot more general knowledge, which are all very important. at the end they gave each of us 2sweets that they brought from japanese. ate one. gave away the other cause julia say it's not really nice at first.

had to stay back to discuss the group presentation thingy plus listen to them tell us somemore things that we need to know. than had to listen to mrslai talk and talk and talk. her talk was 30mins long but also quite useful and important.

i was late by 35mins i think. first time i'm late when meeting people. who cares luh. saw sinyi plus joel at wisma atria. hope that they didn't see me. don't ask me why i'm there. end up eating macs. didn't have appetite to eat. wasn't really hungry. i got my money for the tickets and i'm happy. that's all. it rained and had to walk in the shelther. there's freaking lot of people smoking. STUPID FREAKS! i got some SINGAPORE postcards. going to buy somemore things.

then, all i wanted was to go home. go freaking home. why? cause i feel like going home and that's it. i didn't really want to go out, but if i don't, i can't sell my tickets. all i wanted is to sell my ticket. that's why i so badly wanted to go home after i finish counting to 10 but i didn't get the chance.

went to cut my hair since it sorta stopped raining. i prayed that i won't rain but it started to drizzle. then i pray that i won't become heavier and it stopped. my prayer is answered. thanks whoever that answered my prayer or should i say that i'm uttering under my breath. my hair is cut like finally. nice. don't have to go through the hassle of tying it everytime i go to school. spent quite a freaking lot of money and i even wanted to spend more.

while waiting for the bus to come, i kept saying:
'hajimemashite.
watashi wa dew desu.
koroshi ju-yon sai de, chyuu gakkou ni-nen sei desu.
shingapo-ru jin desu.
douzo yoroshiku onegaishimasu.'

'nice to meet you.
i am dew.
i'm 14 years olf this year, and i'm in sec2.
i am a singaporean.
hope to learn more from you.'

all that to myself. really nice. SAYONARA!


5days till i fly to japan.

6:02 pm
Thursday, November 23, 2006

YESTERDAY
woke up from a very nice dream. TINGYU i miss you! the clarinet wasn't as nice without the sec4s luh. haizzz. we'll just have to make it nice for our juniors and seniors.

japanese lesson dayTWO. learnt more about the ettiqute and stuff. it's 24degreesCelcius in the room again and my hand is freezing cold again. wonder how i am going to survive at 14degreesCelcius. probably turn into an ice block or something.

after the lesson when to test the school blazer. size S is still too bad or just seem to big for me. it's the smallest size still. cause of the padding at the shoulders which make it look big. the blazer is like so nice luh but cause of it i can't cut my hair. scared dirty the blazer. haizzz. ate before going home.

reach home than realised got food for me. -_-. i ate another bowl of rice an hour later. i'm crazy lah. after eating again, i started packing my luggage. took a long time cause i can't figure out what i want to bring and what goes in where and such. it's raining outside so it's cooling. i had fun packing all the stuff. just hope that i get the camp pack list soon so i can pack it before i fly. or i'll have to rush the night or morning before.

TODAY
japanese lesson dayTHREE. it was conducted by the RJC students. didn't really have much fun as the previous two days even though it's just pure teaching. realised what was missing which made it different. julia and karmen. let them and teach and took notes. i learnt how to write the hiragana! not really very nice but who cares.

had break and they even provided us with buns. so nice of them. i was asked to take attendance but instead, i pass the attendance list around and i don't know where is it now. going to get scolded tomorrow. haizzz.

wanted to cut my hair but it's raining. so bad lah. shall do it on saturday if the circumstances allow.

going to sell my tickets tomorrow. thanks so much.


6days till i fly to japan. excited! (:

5:37 pm
Tuesday, November 21, 2006

KONNICHIWA!

had japanese lesson in the morning. kinda fun. learn a lot of interesting words and phrases. there's 3 more lessons to go. looking forward to the lessons on thursday and friday since they say it's going to be fun.

bought my slipper after lunch. the one i wanted to buy didn't have size, so bought different type. than no size. thought size4 is just nice. in the end is a little small. so bought the blue one instead. it's size 6 lah. thought that my shoe size is 4/5 de. weird lah.

slack here and there. went over to neighbour's house to watch tv. watched 'CHICKEN LITTLE' in chinese. LOL. dharma is a naughty kid lah. take all the toys and throw on the floor, take all the VCDs and throw on the floor and even tried to eat play dough lah. haizzz.

went out at night to buy my shirts. wanted to buy it at sun plaza but went to chong pang instead to buy. went to the first shop i see and just nice see the shirt i like. so buy loh. go back home need to find the lost library cards. i didn't bother to do it but use the computer instead. i'm bad but it's found so i can sleep at night. such stupid logic but who cares.

KONBANWA!


1week 1day till i fly to japan.

8:40 pm
Monday, November 20, 2006

i'm feeling very bored going to school so frequent and it's not to study but for band. getting kinda sick already. so i visit school every monday wednesday saturday. sianzation. all because of the concert. not that i hate concerts or band practise but it gets kinda bored after time.

i also miss my bed a lot more. have to wake up early every morning.

so the next four days are devoted to studying japanese and only japanese. hope i survived. flying next week. excited of course but i haven't start packing yet. will start packing soon i hope.


1week 2days till i fly to japan.

1:57 pm
Sunday, November 19, 2006

1. Name 3 of your favourite fruits.
Honeydew, apple, papaya.

2. Three word that describes you.
Loud, talkative, irritating.

3. Four things you would want to have now.
Slipper, 3shirts. Does that equate to four?

4. Are you a sensitive person?
Not sure.

5. Who's that last person who text you?
NOT APPLICABLE.

6. Do you like him/her?
NOT APPLICABLE.

7. Do you think the closest person you know do tell lies?
Like obviously. Who doesn't tell lies?

8. What cell phone do you wish to have?
A NOKIA phone.

9. Would you want to curse someone now?
Nope.

10. Do you think your current bf/gf is your lifetime partner?
NOT APPLICABLE.

11. Do you daydream a lot?
Sometimes.

12. Where's the last place you went?
Piano teacher's house.

13. Do you envy any of your besties & why?
Nope. Nothing to envy about.

14. If given a chance to be a hair model will you?
Yeah.

15. Three comment to describe your best friend.
Intelligent, nice, tall.

16. The most important thing to have in order to be your best soul mate?
Shower me with love, care and concern. (:

17. Do you have anything worrying in mind?
Currently not.

18. Do you take the word 'cute' as ugly but adorable or just adorable?
Just adorable.

19. Name 2 of your friends, each being the most cute, sweet, pretty, sexy & handsome.
There's no one on my list currently.

20. What do you intend to do after this survey?
Sleep.

9:52 pm

YESTERDAY
had band in the morning. i so want to sleep. i'm the first from my section to arrive and i managed to get the black stands. so i start setting up the stands, while i was setting the 3rd, my little finger got injured. so it became swollen and got a little part that's red but it didn't bleed. luckily, i didn't have any trouble playing - i only need the little finger to play C#, highB, highC#, high G#. played 'Under Flag of Glory - Ceremonial March'. it's kinda nice but quite short. didn't get to play anything more than 2pages except 'escape into the light'. i want to play more long songs.

had lunch break at 11.30am till 1pm. ate with ws and sherri with elias looking at us eat. after eating, we went to buy bubble tea and it's then that elias bought food to eat cause he can't take it anymore. LOL. went back with sherri cause ws&elias went off first. had sectionals in the afternoon. classrooms are all locked. the area near the staircase have a lot of mosquitoes. so went to the corridor near the parade square. practised with 1st flute - denise + shimin, 1st alto sax - eugene, 1st clarinet - me + liangzhu, oboe - wengsun. all the secs2 there are all going to the same class next year. kinda cool lah. if sherri is here than it will be really good.

had combines than settle admin stuff than dismissed. i borrowed 2more books! (:

at night, went over to my neighbour's house, slacked. one of my neighbour's having wedding party. went over and look see look see. didn't eat anything cause i'm full. went back to my neighbour's house and watch 'bambi II'. nice and cute luh. stayed till 10.30 before i go home. haha. over there, found out that dharma is also born in the year of the monkey. so cool lah.

TODAY
i'm still tired after a night's sleep. i got my luggage bag already.

had piano lesson. my teacher's going to have a children's party sometime in december. ask my teacher if she want to go for the band concert. told her the ticket price and when i say no one want to go, she's like, 'why nobody want to go?' the ticket cost $10. anyone who wants to go please tell me.

if ever you buy duck and they only give you soy sauce without chilli sauce, it means that the duck came from a place that don't have chilli. LOL.


1week 3days till i fly to japan.

1:26 pm
Friday, November 17, 2006

YOUR COMPLETE PERSONAL PROFILE

You are longing for some love and affection at this time - not that you have been deprived of tender loving care - but there are times when everyone needs to try something new or to go 'somewhere' else to perhaps experience that little extra 'understanding'.

You are a leader and possibly at this tine in a position of authority, but you are experiencing problems. You are not quite sure how to handle the present situation.

You are prepared to establish a particular relationship that is being made available to you at this time. It could be a satisfactory liaison but there could be a certain amount of conflict involved -try to avoid direct confrontation at all costs.

Setback after setback has resulted in considerable stress and now you have got to the stage where you are continuously on your guard, not only to protect yourself from others but to protect yourself from yourself. It would seem that many of your unfulfilled hopes and dreams have led to uncertainty and suspicion. You no longer wish to answer to others and you are insisting on freedom of thought. You feel that you are fully self-sufficient and can control your own destiny. You are seeking ways to protect yourself from further loss of prestige and against further setbacks. You have become very dependent and you doubt that matters could possibly get any better in the immediate future and this negative attitude is leading you to exaggerate your claims and to refuse reasonable compromise.

You don't like conflict and you endeavour to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.

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try it if you like. just feeling quite bored plus i'm still sleepy! haizzz.


1week 5days till i fly to japan.

9:09 pm

i slept from 2.25pm yesterday to 10.15am today. in conclusion, i slept for 19hours 50mins. i didn't take my dinner yesterday but didn't mind. at least i got my sleep so i'm happy.

woke up and feel that my left neck is like aching like hell. it was swollen at night plus i so want to sleep somemore. feeling so giddy now. crap lah. ate brunch at 10.30am. got no appetite to eat. so sickening. feels like i'm going to get sick soon. hope not. or it will be worst when i go japan.


1week 5days till i fly to japan.

11:29 am
Thursday, November 16, 2006

went to the class chalet with ks yesterday. i was supposedly very early and she was super late. resulting in my having to wait for 65mins before she reaches sembawang and than take all the way to pasir ris, which is another 61mins. by the time i went out, i had overstayed in the mrt and had to pay $2 on top of my train fare. so ks gave me $2 to compensate but i only took $1.

had a hard time finding the place and realised that we can actually walk there instead of taking a bus that has no air-con and takes only one stop to reach the place which cause us 30cents. we walk and walk and walk and we finally reach the place. Q-02. saw mc outside and know that it's the right one. went in and joey ask me to play mahjong with them. crazy bunch of people. i'm the loser cause i don't have any chips left. they wanted me to do a forfeit which i didn't want to do and lewis snatch away my sweet. had to bang my head with joey's hard as rock head, before i can finally get my sweet back.

slacked around. than ks say she has to leave and so she left. they started the bbq at around 4plus5pm. helped out quite a lot. cooked, ate and then the fire wasn't big enough. start another fire. it takes a long time but it's worth it. we learnt that it's the heat that matters and not the fire. the sambal stingray is nice but there's only a little. cooked and ate and cooked and ate. called my dad at 7.30 to ask if i can stay over. so i stayed over.

cook and eat and cook and eat. there were huge breaks in between for frequent fire-making. at 8plus9pm when to macs with joey for my dose of ice cream to cool off and was asked to buy things. end up going back there hot and sweaty. the guys also managed to buy beer with the help of an uncle. lucky them. didn't drink those they brought cause i don't really fancy beer. they are bitter. at around 11pm, most of the people have already slept, leaving 10 people still around cooking. i cooked with jonathon the last half packet of chicken and most of them are cooked and really nice. thanks to the fire. cleared up and went in to play.

it's like already past midnight or something. thought of things to do but most of them say they are sleepy. yc woke up from his sleep and join us at 2am. played cards and everything. got bored and a little tired but i can't seemed to sleep lah. zk and lewis slept first. we were still busy playing or something and somewhat getting ready to sleep. heard someone snore and thought it was from upstair as the window is open. closed the window and the snore still continue at the same volume. we laughed. i thought that someone was outside mowing the grass or something. laugh until don't know like what. finally at 2plus3am, everyone slept except me and jiyeon. we don't have place to sleep lah. i have to resort to sleeping while sitting on a chair and jiyeon, on the stairs. thanks to the 9 other people whom occupied the floor. we weren't really tired too. plus the snores is like so terrible. it great to see what people are doing when they are asleep.

saw a lot of weird things that people do in their sleep. i didn't sleep for the whole time. i entertain myself with yc's phone, cutting up the pandan cake jon's mum gave, walking around, reading book. till it was 6.08am the last time i saw the time. i supposedly fell asleep and i thought i sleep for quite long until i woke up, realising that i only sleep for 10mins!. my freaking neck is aching like hell. eugene woke up next and wanted to call people to watch the sunrise. sisca's respone is the funniest, "we have already missed it. in conclusion, go back to sleep." it's like so surprising that she said that. at least we know how sleep deprived they are.

went upstairs to sleep and realised that they are as noisy as downstairs. i fell asleep but it was too crammed. went to the stairs to sleep. can't fall asleep and didn't want to bother. people started waking up at 8plus9am. they all look like zombies to eugene or half dead people to me. check out at 10.30am and went to white sands for brunch i think. shermin, tam, mavis didn't follow us. took the mrt. yc sorta seem 'anti-social', realised that he was angry with me for something i never did but almost did. forgive him. i only fell asleep when it's reaching sembawang. haizz. sad case lah me. slept in the bus too and nearly missed my stop.

i'm like surprisingly not really very tired now but i will do and sleep and not have dinner later. i don't want to spoil my stomach.

take care people(: i enjoyed this chalet very much.

1week 6days till i fly to japan.

1:56 pm
Tuesday, November 14, 2006

24hours or maybe 48hours has allowed me to change my mind totally. from a yes to a no to a yes again. it's just so complicated.

wondering what's all that about? figure it out yourself but i doubt anyone will know. ever since i change my mind from a no to a yes, i've been happier. what a day and how sudden changes can affect your feelings. i have yet to ask if i'm able to go and i'm hoping for the best or i'll just go for band tomorrow if it failed.

i feel very irritated by myself. at least i know how irritating i can get. since i'm happy, i went to give myself a new a hairstyle. it's very easily done and the outcome is nice, that's why i so love how i look now(: i will always make an effort to walk pass the mirror so that i can see how nice i look. haha. if everything goes well, i will have the same hairstyle when i go out tomorrow.


the smile on your face let me know that you need me
the truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
with the touch of your hands say you'll catch me if ever i fall
you say it best when you say nothing at all.


2weeks1day till i fly to japan

5:06 pm
Monday, November 13, 2006

there's band again today. plus it's in the morning and my dad wants me to follow him out making me have to wake up at 7.15am. my sleep are all gone like that. i don't really mind too, since i can't really sleep too.

so i reach yishun mrt at 8am. decided not to waste my time waiting for a later train so took the train and reached school at 8.20am. thought i was the earliest but no, wenlong was way earlier than me. another crazy people like me. so sat in the canteen reading my book while waiting. saw mrlim, he's funny and nice lah. he bought his breakfast and walk pass me and ask if i have taken mine. wonder if he was going to treat me if i had said no. soon after, ws came. so went to the bookshop with ws to by some of her books. the bookshop aunty is also nice too. want to treat both of us to breakfast lah but we had to go.

got my winter clothings. THANKS A MILLION, WS! had sectionals only to know that we have to go back soon after. just so crap lah. my 3 1/2 reed just cannot use lah. wonder how hq is able to survive it. our section only has a pathetic 4people today. it doesn't really matter a lot. woodwinds had combines with mrtan and we got to learn a new song, which sounds nice plus not really very difficult. the beginning has the first voices' solo. nice luh.

it freakingly rained. like so crap plus it's so heavy. haizzz. so lucky that i didn't brought my unsold tickets today cause they didn't collect them.

went home with an aching neck. was watching tv until the tv became sot and so i went to sleep at like 2.30pm. lolx. had a very good afternoon nap but when i woke up, my neck is still freakingly aching lah. darm it.

ks agreed to watch movie next week afternn. yeah. i have a packed week next week. darm.


2weeks 2days till i fly to japan.

6:09 pm
Sunday, November 12, 2006

只对你说 - 林俊杰

站在寂寞的舞台上
zhan zai se ji mo de wu tai shang

灯光下拖着自己的影子
deng guang xia tuo zhe zi ji de ying zi

音乐重复我们共同的忧伤
ying yue chong fu wo men gong tong de you shang

不是每一次的演唱
bu shi mei yi chi de yan chang

就可以淡忘明天没有你
jiu ke yi dan wang ming tian mei you ni

in my heart we'll never be apart

*残留手上的香味提醒我
can liu shou shang de xiang wei ti xing wo

在数位相机里留下的承诺
zai shu wei xiang ji li liu xia de cheng nuo

每一封简讯传出的思念
mei yi feng jian xun chuan chu de si nian

都对你说
dou dui ni shuo

#sarang hae yo means i love you

代表着我离不开你
dai biao zhe wo li bu kai ni

每分每秒每一个声音
mei fen mei miao mei yi ge sheng yin

只有你撒娇会让我微笑
zhi you ni sa jiao hui rang wo wei xiao

sarang hae yo 只对你说
sarang hae yo zhi dui ni shuo

i will love you and forevermore

我答应 baby you will see
wo da ying baby you will see

每一个我都属于你
mei yi ge wo dou shu yu ni

repeat * # #

oh baby i will love you because

我都属于你 yeah
wo dou shu yu ni yeah

9:49 pm

INSTRUCTIONS
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 at their tagboard to ask them to do this!
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

How are you feeling today? [First Love - Utada Hikaru]
I seriously don't know about this. I didn't find my first love today and I don't feel any sadder.
Will you get far in life? [Japanese Graffiti VI -Tokyo Kosei Wind Orchestra]
By doing Japanese Graffiti VI, it won't get me far.
How do your friends see you? [What I've Been Looking For - High School Musical]
My friends see me as what they have been looking for.
Will you get married? [Gone - Kelly Clarkson]
Nope. I will be GONE by then.
What your best friend's theme song? [My Island Home - Kaira Gong]
My best friend don't love My Island Home but who cares.
What is the story of your life? [Japanese Graffiti III - Tokyo Kosei Wind Orchestra]
I'll tell you my story of doing Japanese Graffiti III.
What was high school like? [Shan Hu Hai - Jay Chou]
High School was full of 'mountains, lakes and ocean'.
How can you get ahead in life? [Start Of Something New - High School Musical]
By starting everything new will I get ahead in life.
What is the best thing about your friends? [Yue Ding - Guang Liand]
They always make promises.
What is in store for this weekend? [Japanese Graffiti I - Tokyo Kosei Wind Orchestra]
Japanese Graffiti I and more Japanese Graffiti. I so love doing Japanese Graffiti.
What song describes you? [I Hate Myself For Losing You - Kelly Clarkson]
I don't hate myself. It doesn't describe me.
To describe your grandparents? [Miss Independent - Kelly Clarkson]
They are independent people.

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I have Japanese Graffiti I - VII, that should explain why there are so many Japanese Graffiti songs up there. They are nice(:

Do this if you are bored.

2:50 pm
Saturday, November 11, 2006

there's band in the morning and i freaking hate it lah. cause i can't sleep long. from next week onwards it would be early mornings for me on every monday wednesdays saturdays plus the oneweeks before i leave for japan where i have to go to school every freaking morning at 9am cause there's oneday of band and fourdays of japanese lesson. hell lah.

was alighting the mrt and going down the escalator and looking opposite me are fellow band members. recognised all except one. reason, the person is dark brown and it never occured to me that such a person exist in band. so i have to think and think to find out who it was and i only found out when we reach the traffic junction when i make out that the guy, whose face looks like it has been burnt, is actually joseph. all thanks to the NCO camp they have to attend. so reach school before the bandroom even opened, so managed to get all the black stands before they are all gone. the black stands are better lah.

had warm-ups and lz kept saying that she has difficulties blowing due to the reed. should see the state of our reeds. all our reeds got bits and pieces chipped off lah and there isn't anymore reed for us to use already. to say that i only have one usable plsu well-seasoned reed. the other 3 1/2 reed is like can get breathless easily de. so i never use already. haizzz.

so lz kept saying that she can't blow cause her reed is dry and it's cause of the air-con. so leaving it unused for a few minutes will cause it to become dry. so we(me + lz) tried ways and means to solve her problem. she tried using water to moisturise her reed. we had fun together lah. lunch was kinda fast and funny too. had rehearsals outside the bandroom in the seating arrangement exactly how it is going to be for syf. so the first clarinets(me+lz) are going to sit together with the flutes at the first row, which means quite a lot of pressure.

kokwey and shirley came. they played we us the syf piece. kinda miss them after 1year. it was raining very heavily then and there was once our score flew away lah. sorta freaked us out lah but nothing happened. only know that in the morning, lz got a lot of scoldings from mrtan and in the afternoon, it was me who got lots of scolding. not really scold very bad, but is cause i keep making mistakes like going too fast and not tongueing. stupid me.

they announced that those we can't sell their tickets can return on monday. good news(:

such a long day. lots of things happened. oh well, isn't this better than staying at home and rot?


loveyou

8:54 pm
Friday, November 10, 2006

PART ONE
1. You love what electronic device most, except the computer? Radio.
2. Are you a sore loser? It really depends.
3. What would you do, if you recieved a call at 8am, when you are still sleeping? Just let the phone ring.
4. You found out you won the lottery of some sort, of $500, you... think it's just some joke. I recieved before a few emails saying I won millions of dollars. I'll never be that lucky.
5. Are you easily sick? Not really.
6. What would you do if your computer was taken away? Read storybooks and watch tv instead.
7. Do you normally find end of the year exams easy? For some subjects yes and it also depends on the setter too.
8. What would you do if your mother showed your baby pictures to your friends? Just let her show lah. I'm cute what. LOL.
9. You read a spooky gohst story and you cannot get it out of your mind, it is so realistic you think it might happen to you, would you dare to stay in your room alone, at night? This question is very long plus I don't really read ghost stories, so it doesn't really affect me.
10. Do you love having a dog as a pet? Don't really, but dogs are cute.
11. A dead bee falls on your head, you... SCREAM!
12. If your friend backstabs youm but that was during a quarrel, will you forgive her/him? I still don't know what is backstabbing.
13. Do you enjoy doing surveys? Most of the time.
14. It's Friday the 13th, you... treat it like it's another ordinary day.
15. What's your favourite drink? GREEN TEA!
16. Are you naturally shy when you see a new person whom you have just been introduced to? Yeah.
17. What ype of books do you like reading?(classics, fiction, etc.) Fiction.
18. What is your favourite font? Trebuchet MS.
19. What is your 2 favourite colours? PINK and GREEN.
20. Do you enjoy having siblings? I only love my sis.

PART TWO
1. What is your form of saying hello? Hello, Hi.
2. What do you like to do when you are alone at home? Use the computer, watch tv, listen to music, sleep.
3. Do you prefer drawing cute anime or pretty anime? NEITHER.
4. What is the longest time you talked on the phone? 30mins to 45mins.
5. How long will guilty conscience overcome you after you have done something bad? Very long.
6. What is the most amount of money you have spent? $50.
7. What animal would you like as a pet? Don't really want pets.
8. How many mummy(s) do you have? ONE.
9. Do you like the date of your birthday? If not, then which date do you prefer and why? I love the date of my birthday cause I haven't find someone who has the same birthday as me. (:
10. Do you ever eat snails before? Like obviously NO. GROSS!
11. What is your UTMOST FAVOURITE SONG? The Start of Something New from High School Musical.
12. Do you read books? Yepp.
13. List 5 people you think of: YanCheng WengSun SunRan KaiShi JasonNeo.
14. Why you choose the 5? Cause they let me bring back wonderful memories. (:
15. What is the relationship between you and 4(kaishi)? We are classmates for 2yrs and I just realised that she has to be there if there's a class outing or something. <3s

PART THREE
1. What are you doing now? Doing this quiz plus listening to 'Seventh Night of July'.
2. What is your one and only FAVOURITE hobby? Being irritating.
3. Where do you love to go most? Go home and sleep.
4. If you could choose, what MUSICAL instrument would you play? I'll stick to my beloved CLARINET.
5. Which songs do you like best? Start of Something New, Breaking Free, We're All in This Together.
6. IF someone declares he likes you in front of many people, and you do not like him, but do not wish to embarass him, would you accept him or not? Obviously not. Just tell the person straight in the face or you will have to find ways to tell him next time which is more troublesome.
7. Would you choose to live with your MUM or DAD? DAD, cause he's nicer than my mum. Can cook for me, can drive me to school, can give me money, can make me happy. My mum only knows how to rattle on and on and on about her work. Can't stand it.
8. What qualities of a girl makes you like her? I'm not homosexual even though ws is my les.
9. What colour of nail polish would you rather use? PINK!
10. You were at a party when suddenly, a gang fight happened outside the venue of the party and was nearly smashing your house into bits. Your parents entrusted you with the house, and you promised to keep it as nice as possible. So you...
a) Do not care. I mean, it's JUST a house.
b) PANIC! OMG, what if your parents kill you!
c) Others. (Please state.)

Ans: C. Call the police to settle.
11. Are you afraid of creept crawlies? Depends on what type.
12. Which animal(s) do you like? State all. Pig, monkey, ELEPHANT!
13. Which phrase do you usually use? Chicken Nugget.
14. What is your preference of TV shows? (e.g. Anime, Cartoons, Blockbuster movies, etc.) DISNEY CHANNEL ORIGINAL MOVIES!
15. How tall are you? I'm short.
16. What even, special day do you like? (e.g. Valenties, Christmas, etc.) (Please state reason.) Birthdays cause we get to celebrate and maybe even recieve presents. CNY cause we get to play.
17. Have you ever kissed a girl? I'm not HOMOSEXUAL!
18. Which fruit(s) do you LOVE eating? Honeydew, apple, papaya, watermelon.
19. Who do you love hanging out with? Friends and sometimes HIM!
20. Which online game do you LOVE playing the most? Neopets.
21. Had anyone abused you before? My bro the ASSHOLE.
22. You like the angel or the devil? Angels. (:
23. Are you rich or poor? Do you like being that? Neither. No comments.
24. Which sort of pollution do you wish to rid off completely? (Noise, Ligh, Air, Water, Land pollution?) Air pollution than there will be no more haze and we can have our adventure camp in peace.
25. What if you father peeps at your inbox, what would you do? He can't peep into my email inbox cause he doesn't know my password. He can't peep into my handphone inbox cause I DON'T HAVE ONE! LOL.

2:23 am
Thursday, November 09, 2006

dreams are most of the time weird. the unexpected happens when you least expect it.

so i had a weird dream in the morning. it goes something like this:
"ws and 2 other 2e people sat with me in the class as they came find theirs. [#1.weird and i also don't know for what, it just happens.] then we somehow got transported into a bus, where we are going somewhere. [#2. weird. i wonder where we are heading to.] so we were on the bus and i was sitting next to ws. there was a motorbike in front of the bus. at first, nothing is wrong about it, but after a while, i start to look closely and realised that the driver of the motorbike is only wearing a underwear! [#3. weird. the motorbike come out of no where and the bus driver suddenly became invisible.] so i saw the naked motorbike driver and i start saying 'oh my gosh! oh my gosh!' in my dreams(i never say it out loud) and it was then that i woke up."

dream are meant to be weird. there is never a dream that's not weird lah. but one thing i know is that, i never dreamt of monsters eating me up all those kind of fantasy. mine is all about people and everything.

it's just so weird.

10:13 am
Wednesday, November 08, 2006

band starts at 3 so i get to sleep longer, do everything slowly.

so i even have time to go to the library and borrow a few books before i go for band. had sectionals at the classrooms again. this time go to mschua's homeroom. so we took this chance to get books from the Esquare hub. so we rummaged through the piles of books looking for the books we want and then leave. lolx. we are bad people. everyone in our section at least took one book from there. who cares lah. had combines later. it was kinda ok.

went home and managed to catch the bus so that i will not have to wait 30mins for the next bus.

i just rejected an offer to go for a class outing not because of the person who organised it, but is cause of the people who are going/not going. plus, i'm kinda broke/don't want to spend all my money.


loveyou

7:33 pm
Tuesday, November 07, 2006

i'm done with the quizzes, at least for now, or people find not come and visit since there's nothing for them to read.

this is the 2nd week of the holidays and i'm so freaking bored. i only go out of the house when there's band and then home again to slack and slack. the holidays aren't much fun lah even though most of the holidays is been filled packed with band 3times a week but the other 4days is like boredem. the television don't really have nice shows to watch and i just simply cannot watch it. 1) sis having alvls so i have to be considerate. 2) parents don't really allow. 3) there aren't anything nice to watch.

so i began to want to use the computer. so i used and all i get is having to think of what to do on the internet. the games are like seriously boring or i just find them all boring. there aren't anyone on msn to talk to or i just simply don't talk to them. blog surfing is also no fun as i come to think of it. internet surfing is ok. at least i fun some nice things to do.

since i got the free movie tickets, i have been thinking of what nice movies to watch. when i found the movie i want to watch, i have to find people to watch it with me and who are also free on those days. so it's like, i don't know what to do now lah. so went to look at what's showing now. there's now 2movies which i'm considering watch. FLUSHED AWAY and THE GRUDGE2. the movies are a big constrast. worst still, i go and watch it myself. haizzz. why do guys not like horror movies? can someone like explain to me?

i'm like so in love with the word "chicken nugget", like it has taken over the place of "asshole". at least it's not vulgar, so no one will care. haha. there's only 2hrs of band tomorrow. utter waste of time, but if we have sectionals again, than i might have the chance to get some sec3 textbooks. don't ask me from where. haha.

loveyou

10:52 pm
Monday, November 06, 2006

1. How tall are you?
i'm short.

2. Have you ever been unfaithful in a relationship?
NOT APPLICABLE.

3. Do you own a gun?
Nope.

4. If you had a mental disorder, what would it be?
Just being crazy.

5. How many letters are in you crush's name?
More than 5, less than 15.

6. What do you think of hot dogs?
They are dogs that are hot.

7. What's your favourite christmas song?
Jingle Bells.

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Milo.

9. Do you do push-ups?
If i have to do them.

10. Have you ever done ecstasy?
Nope.

11. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Not yet.

12. Do you like rain?
Depends.

13. Do you own a knife?
Nope.

14. What do you smell like?
Don't know.

15. Do you A.D.D?
What's that?

16. Full initials?
YHD.

17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment.
It doesn't continue to rain. I'm able to meet him on the train. Band wouldn't be boring.

18. Name the last 3 things you have bought today?
NOT APPLICABLE.

19. Name five drinks you regularly drink, in order most to least.
Water, Milo, Horlicks, Green Tea, Others.

20. What time did you wake up today?
9.55am.

21. Can you spell?
O-B-V-I-O-U-S-L-Y.

22. Current worry?
Not worrying.

23. Current hate?
Currently not hating anyone.

24. Favourite place to be?
HOME SWEET HOME.

25. Least favourite place to be?
Not sure.

26. Where would you like to go?
Anywhere and everywhere.

27. Do you own slippers?
Nope but I wear them.

28. What do you think you'll be do I look psychic to you?
This question doesn't make any sense.

29. Do you burn or tan?
Neither.

30. Yellow or blue?
Neither. I want green.

31. Would you be a pirate?
Nope.

32. Last time your cell rang?
NOT APPLICABLE.

33. What songs do you sing in the shower?
Don't usually sing in the shower.

34. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
Weird things but never monsters.

35. What's in your pockets right now?
Air.

36. Last thing that made you laugh?
It was in band.

37. Best bed sheets you had as a child?
Don't like them.

38. Worst injury you've ever had?
Sprained ankle.

39. What is your GPA?
What's GPA?

40.How many TVs do you have in your house?
Just ONE.

41. Who is your loudest friend?
I'm the loudest.

42. Who is your most silent friend?
Kaishi?

43. Does someone have a crush on you?
I wouldn't know.

44. Do you wish on stars?
There aren't any stars for me to wish on.

45. What is your favourite book?
Books that can keep me reading on and on.

46. What song did you last hear?
A cantonese song.

47. What song do you want played at your funeral?
Happy and lively songs but not rock music.

48. What were you doing at 12AM last night?
Sleeping.

49. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
The time.

6:53 pm

THINK FAST SURVEY
Don't think about an answer...
just put the first thing
that pops into your head down.

1. My ex is still:
in prison.

2. I am listening to:
cantonese songs.

3. Maybe I should:
go and eat lunch now.

4. I love:
HIM.

5. I don't understand:
this question.

6. I lost:
in a game.

7. People say:
what they want to say.

8. The meaning of my screen name is:
my name lah. dew.

9. Love is:
a feeling.

10. Somewhere, someone is:
thinking of me. (:

11. I will always:
be me.

12. Forever seems:
to be a long time away.

13. I will never ever want to:
smoke.

14. My cellphone is:
in outer space. I DON'T HAVE ONE YET!

15. When I wake up in the morning:
I brush my teeth.

16. I get annoyed when:
people irritate me.

17. Parties are:
fun.

18. My pet(s) is(are):
lonely.

19. Kisses are the best when:
when it's sweet.

20. Today I:
will be going for band.

21. Tomorrow I:
slack at home.

22. I really want:
my dreams to come true.

23. Really want to ask:
for HELP!

11:56 am
Sunday, November 05, 2006

YESTERDAY
had the japan orientation in the morning, thus going late for band. sat nest to crystal and her dad. listen to them talk and talk. some were interesting, some were not. some rjc students came and ask if we want to sign up for a free japanese lesson workshop. so obviously, many of us signed up lah. which makes us have a total of 4days of japanese lesson. kinda good lah. at the end also have complimentary water bottle so it's quite ok lah.

went for band. then lunched with ws, sherri, lz, shimin. sherri, lz and shimin didn't want to eat so i ate with ws which they help us buy bubble tea. ate and talked and we realised that we are all going to the same class next year. kinda cool lah. had combines again. then a 5mins break. went out and found out that sinyi is wearing my shoe. so i told her and she look at me like so blur. only after few seconds later did she know that her shoe is behind mine. so it's not really good to have the same shoe as people and the same size too.

reached home and start reading my storybook since i got nothing to do. then sleep and woke up 1hr later, cause i have to cook dinner, feeling like i was going to die. after eating dinner, i was feeling alright already and didn't even want to sleep lah. weird me.

TODAY
had piano lesson. on the way there, saw an area being codoned off by the police and saw that someone had died, as i have seen the same thing on tv before. didn't really care much. i reached my teacher's house early and teacher thought i was coming later lah. did theory as someone is tuning the piano then.

went home and my dad say that he can get me a handphone if this week goes well. it really wouldn't matter if i get a handphone or not. i'm such a weird kid. went swimming after lunch at safra yishun. get to cool off and exercise too. spent nearly my whole afternoon at the pool.

so while swimming, saw a guy with six-pack plus his arms are muscular enough. so cool lah. so i swam a total of 6-7laps plus lots of other stuff within the 2hrs spent there. so went home by walking to the yishun interchange. so walk and walk and walk until i finally reach the place. was asked a survey which resulted in me missing a bus but the next bus came quick enough so it doesn't really matter.

my weekend are not really fun but it's still quite ok lah. at least time was well spent.


loveyou

8:37 pm
Friday, November 03, 2006

my teeth are naughty. they love to bite anything that's in their way, which includes my gums, lips and even tongue. they especially love to bite my right gum and they bite till it bleed. NAUGHTY things. how naughty can they get? weird things.

now for another quiz. =X

1. Talk to a boy/girl you like today? The person didn't reply me.
2. Realize anything new? My thoughts are new.
3. Talk to an ex? NOT APPLICABLE.
4. Miss someone? Definitely.

LAST PERSON WHO...
1. Slept in your bed? ME.
2. Saw you cry? KaiShi.
3. You went to the town with? My dad and sis.
4. Went to the mall with you? My dad and sis.
5. That made you laugh? My dad.
6. Said they loved you? WengSun.
7. Called you in the middle of the night? No one ever dares to do it.
8. Do you have a crush on someone? Yepp.

JUST PLAIN QUESTIONS
1. What book are you reading now? Currently not reading any book but was reading "Dear Zoe" by Philip Beard just now.
2. Best feeling in the world? Happiness.
3. Favourite location? I wouldn't know.
4. Piercings/Tattoos? Neither.
5. What are you most scared of right now? Not being able to sleep.
6. Where do you want to get married? It doesn't really matter, does it?
7. Who do you hate? NOT REVEALING.
8. Does anyone hate you? Should be.
9. Do you like being around people? Depends who the people are.
10. Have you cried? Yepp.
11. Are you lonely right now? Kind of, if that ass continues to play and not reply me.
12. Song stuck in your head right now?Start of Something New, What I've been Looking For, Breaking Free, We're All in This Together - all by High School Musical.
13. Been on radio/TV? SunRan once told me that I was on TV.
14. Ever like someone, but you think they never noticed you? Nope.
15. Ever like someone who treated you like crap? Think so.
16. How many beds did you lay in yesterday? Two.
17. What colour shirt are you wearing?White with PINK strips.
18. Name three things that you do every day: Eat, Sleep, Breathe.
19. How much cash do you have on you right now? None. They are all in my wallet.
20. When was the last time you saw your dad? Just now, before he went out.
21. Who got you to join myspace/friendster? Forgotten who.
22. What did you have for dinner last night? Rice + Soup which I cooked. (:
23. What website do you visit the most? http://beta.blogger.com and http://honeydew1992.blogspot.com.
24. Do you have plants in your room? Yepp. Fake flower. LOL
25. Are you hurting? Nope.
26. Where was your last car ride? Wednesday afternoon.
27. What's your favourite starbucks drink? NOT APPLICABLE.

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i'm awfully bored. that's why you keep on seeing quizzes and more quizzes. if you have a friendster account, you can find quizzes at the friendster bulletin. if you don't, then simply visit my blog to do the quizzes. ENJOY!

loveyou

9:07 pm

HOW OLD WERE YOU WHEN YOU HAD YOUR FIRST...?
1. First kiss. no idea.
2. Fell in love. no idea.
3. Lost someone close to you. 3years old.
4. Tried alcohol. 9years old.
5. Smoked a cigarette. NEVER.
6. Broken a bone. 11years old.
7. Get you own pet. NOT APPLICABLE.
8. Rode the bus alone. 9years old.
9. Went to a concert. 13years old.
10. Dyed your hair. NEVER.
11. Get a car. NOT APPLICABLE.
12. Get your own cell phone. NOT APPLICABLE.
13. Got a myspace/blogger. 13years old.
14. Stuck out of the house. 10years old.
15. Got your own digital camera. NOT APPLICABLE.
16. First got drunk. NOT APPLICABLE..

MY FAMILY
1. Were you a planned baby? Duh!
2. Were you the first? Nope.
3. Were your parents married when you were born? Obviously.
4. What is your birthday? 5th July 1992.
5. How would you describe your family? Weird.
6. Are your parents married, divorced or separated? Married.
7. If you have siblings, are you the oldest, middle, or youngest? Middle.
8. What are your siblings names? NOT REVEALING.
9. Which parent do you get along with best? Dad.

THE FRIENDS
1. Do you have more than one best friend? Yepp.
2. Who is(are) your best friend(s)? WengSun SunRan.
3. Do you share the same interests? 50:50
4. Which friend can you tell anything to? Depends on what I'm going to tell.

YOUR PERSONALITY
1. Do you get depressed about things easily? Don't think so.
2. Do you live life to the fullest? Yepp.

APPEARANCE
1. Are you comfortable with the way you look? Absolutely.
2. Do you have any piercings? Nope.
3. How do you dress? Comfortably.

THE PAST
1. Were you a strange kid? I wouldn't know.
2. What do you use to love that you no longer do? Teddy bear.
3. Do you have the same friends? Yepp.
4. Was there anything in your past that was traumatising? That speeding car.
5. What is your ambition? Haven't thought of it yet.
6. Do you want to get married? Yepp.

THE OUTDOORS
1. Do you prefer indoors or outdoors? Both.
2. Favourite season? Spring.
3. Favourite weather? Breezy + Sunny.
4. Do you like walking in the rain? No really.

FOOD
1. Are you a vegetarian? Nope.
2. What is your favourite food? Dad's soup.
3. What food makes you want to gag? Cucumber, carrot, tomato.
4. What is your favourite desset? ICE-CREAM!
5. What is your favourite restaurant? No idea.

RELATIONSHIPS AND LOVE
1. Are you single of taken? Single.
2. If taken, who is the lucky boy/girl? NOT APPLICABLE.
3. If not do you like someone? Yepp. HIM!
4. Do you think love is the best feeling in the world?Yepp.
5. Do you believe in love at first sight? Yepp.

2:12 pm
Thursday, November 02, 2006

1. Where were you 3hours ago?
at home, eating dinner.

2. Who are you in love with?
My bed.

3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?
I wouldn't want to try it.

4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
a pencil holder.

5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
Wednesday, which is yesterday.

6. When was the last time you saw the person you love?
31st october 2006.

7. When was the last time you drove out of town?
I don't drive.

8. Have you been to the movies in the last 5days?
Nope but i'm planning to.

9. Are you hot?
In what sense? i'm very cool and comfortable now.

10. What was the last thing you had to drink?
Plain water.

11. What are you wearing right now?
Shirt pants undergarments.

12. Do you wash your car or let the car wash you?
No car.

13. Last food you ate?
Oreo biscuits.

14. Where were you last week at this time?
At home, sleeping.

15. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
Yepp. 2 shorts.

16. When was the last time you ran?
Today, at home.

17. What's the last sporting event you watched?
FormulaOne car racing on channel 24.

18. What's your favourite animal?
ELEPHANT. <3s

19. Your dream vacation?
HongKong.

20. Last person's house you were in?
Cousin's house, yesterday night.

21. Have you been in love?
No so sure.

22. Do you miss anyone right now?
Yepp. HIM!

23. Last time you drove a car?
No car.

24. What are your plans for tonight?
Beauty sleep.

25. Who is the last person you sent a friendster message to?
Didn't remember sending any.

26. What is the next trip you are going to?
JAPAN, MIYAZAKI!

27. Ever go camping?
Yepp. Looking forward to the ADVENTURE CAMP!

28. Were you a honour roll student in school?
Nope.

29. What do you want to know about the future?
My other half!

30. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
Nope.

31. Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?
Nope.

32. Where is you best friend(s)?
No idea.

33. Who is you best friend(s)?
WengSun, SunRan.

34. What's your favourite song?
Breaking Free, Start of Something New, We're All in This Together. All by High School Musical.

35. What are you listening to right now?
Feng by Jay Chou.

36. Do you collect anything?
Dust and lots of them.

37. What does you last text message say?
'Hey. Can, but must see first. See if i got retain.'

38. Do you like hot sauce?
Chilli sauce.

39. Last time you took a shower?
7.30pm today.

40. What is your heritage?
HUH?

41. Are you someone's best friend?
Think so. Should be.

42. Are you rich?
Nope.

43. Are you smart?
Think so. Should be.

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do it if you are as bored as me.

9:50 pm

it's been a boring morning for me.

was disrupted of my sleep from a lot of people when it's still so early in the morning. haizzz. when can i ever sleep peacefully? my parents wanted me to wake up at 7am by saying that there's nice food and stuff but it didn't work cause i know they will keep for me. than still say i sleep very long when it's only 7plus. -_-

flipped through physics textbook even though it's not what we are going to use next year cause it's only valid form 2001-2005. haizzz. so read the first few chapters. chimology. used the computer instead. the internet is totally boring lah, nothing interesting to do. so went to check what movies are showing now. realised that 'THE GRUDGE 2 'opens today. watched the trailler. nice movie. anyone want to watch it with me?

it was so boring that i decided to go and take an afternoon nap.

had dinner and my dad say that the soup that i cook is nice! start to do a little of the holiday assignment. cutting newspaper articles is not really a very fun thing to do but since i never really read the newspapers nowadays, i have to cut every piece of article that is on the topic that i wanted. that's a month's worth of newspaper but i'm not really that free to go through all 31days of newspaper lah, or else i will end up with so many articles to read before i even can start writing. after all the cutting, i flipped through the ss textbk, which i'm not sure if we can still use it, and happen to flip to a chapter which is on what we are supposed to do for our assignment lah. so conflict can happen within countries not just around the world and it takes weeks to build up before the conflict really starts. that explains why i have to find a month's worth of newspaper and they are all about he N. Korea nuclear crisis. it should give you a clue on one of the possible articles to look for.

so i'm now here slacking my time away. the holidays are like quite boring but going to school sometimes is also very boring. life is like that. weird lah.

love you

9:39 pm
Wednesday, November 01, 2006

started the day right by doing lots of good things. maybe not really good to you, but to me, they are good things.

i finally folded my clothes after days of been asked to do it. i finished my science homework. to be exact, it's chemistry homework. i finished it with the help of my very nice sis who taught a an easier way to start learning balancing of chemical equations and also by telling me all the symbols to the chemicals. after that, then i use the computer as what i usually do.

went out at 12noon for lunch at upper thomson. realised that my taste buds are ultra sensitive lah. a little salty also cannot take it. my sis still say she doesn't care. ate popiah. at least i'm more civilised than my sis who spills everything all over the place.

i reach school at 1.10pm. make me have to wait for the bandroom to be open. sianzation. had sectionally. didn't really do anything very productive but there's still the effort. had combines and we were only released at 6pm. crap luh. our section has to do 20pumpings because of some stupid thing which i also don't know how to say it.

accompany my dad to my cousin's house cause it's boring at home. went there. a little dog greeted us. kinda freaked out at first, cause the dog kept on licking and smelling my feet, which i kinda dislike. watched tv and ate tidbits. the little dog is called 'wang wang'. typical dog name. it has something around its head and the reason is cause it bites its own taill till there isn't anymore hair. LOL. such a thing to do. it's like us biting our own butt and not minding a bit. [obviously we can't possibly do it lah.] slacked around till about 1hr later and we left to fetch my mum.

so i'm now here blogging my life away.

10:52 pm