24hours or maybe 48hours has allowed me to change my mind totally. from a yes to a no to a yes again. it's just so complicated.
wondering what's all that about? figure it out yourself but i doubt anyone will know. ever since i change my mind from a no to a yes, i've been happier. what a day and how sudden changes can affect your feelings. i have yet to ask if i'm able to go and i'm hoping for the best or i'll just go for band tomorrow if it failed.
i feel very irritated by myself. at least i know how irritating i can get. since i'm happy, i went to give myself a new a hairstyle. it's very easily done and the outcome is nice, that's why i so love how i look now(: i will always make an effort to walk pass the mirror so that i can see how nice i look. haha. if everything goes well, i will have the same hairstyle when i go out tomorrow.
the smile on your face let me know that you need me
the truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
with the touch of your hands say you'll catch me if ever i fall
you say it best when you say nothing at all.
2weeks1day till i fly to japan
