SHE.HER.

Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italise the statements that you WISH are true.
Leave the Fibs alone.
Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.
I do not watch tv these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I have tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I curse.
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty goo dancer.
I'm completely embarrased to be seen with my mother.
i have a cellphone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I'm shy around members of the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I have tried alcohol before.
I own the South Park movie.
I would die for my best friend.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I study for tests most of the time.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I have jazz in my blood.
Climbin trees is a briliant past-time.
I wear a toe ring.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

The following people have been stabbed. (:
yancheng, wengsun, kenneth, samuel, shermin

so woke up and i used the computer immediately. i really wonder why. went out for piano lesson. i missed the first bus by a few metres lah. the bus just went and i didn't bother to chase after it. i was early. thought i would be late. that's good lah.

so play the pieces. play halfway, can feel drops of sweat trickling down my forehead. lolx. teacher never choose the exam pieces yet. teacher had forgotten about it and i didn't bother to remind her. went to compass point for lunch after that. while walking, the sole of my slipper decided to give way. starting was just the front part than it became like 3/4 cause i wasn't careful. making my walking speed reduced by half and i have to drag my right feet in order for the slipper not to spoil further. so i trained from sengkang all the way to sembawang and bused home so i didn't have to make my slipper work so hard. i made it home safely. lolx. the slipper is now in the bin. poor thing.

it rained the whole afternoon, so wanted to take the opportunity to sleep but i couldn't fall asleep, the computer is also very boring. slacked around and use the computer again. the holidays are quite boring sometimes.

went to school for parent-teacher conference with dad. i didn't wear my specs so i couldn't really see clear what are all the paper and everything about. first thought about the science homework - "it looks easy." he looks pretty today. (: went home and let my sis see the supposedly easy science homework. i was totally wrong lah. it was like so darm hard. even my sis say that it's hard. so i'm like going to die doing pure chemistry next year. at least my sis is still in singapore. if she ever go overseas to study, i will die if i don't know how to do my homework. no one to ask. haizzz.

my results are near perfection. i mean the grades except for literature which make everything look bad. ~~i failed it~~. 2A1s 1A2 3B3s 3B4s ~~1D7~~. my tentative form teacher is miss yvonne seh. so cool lah.

I WANNA THANK HEAVEN, EARTH AND HELL FOR THE SUBJECT COMBINATION. if leslie george and kenneth have put combinationA as 1st choice, i would be in combinationB now.

~~miss you~~

YESTERDAY
slacked the whole morning. than went to my grandma's house to celebrate her birthday. ate the food which isn't really that nice but who cares. the birthday cake is nice. i went to sit next to my grandma not because i wanted to sit next to her but i wanted the fan. so she started talking to me in hokkien and i couldn't understand a single, so i just stare blankly into space. even when i know what she's talking, i also don't know how to reply.

went home. then went to sunplaza. return library books, bought 2shorts and then shop for groceries. it was meant to waste time lah.

TODAY
slept quite peacefully and i had a dream. i wish half of it is real. used the computer the whole morning then went for band. didn't manage to meet yc on the train but the probability is so small so if we meet, means it's such a coincidence loh.

reached there and saw byeong kwan. he's like so long never come already. thought he will never come. our section on 4ppl came. julia and rayner wanted to come but they thought is 3pm so don't need to come cause we were dismissed at 2.30pm. there's olvl in the hall, which makes us come for nothing. didn't want to go home so early so took the train to toa payoh than back to sembawang. waste time in the library. haizzz. such a boring day.

will be getting back report book tomorrow. just hoping for the best.

~~miss you~~

i wanted to do this but mc was one step earlier than me. even then, i'll still do it. i'll write my thoughts about everyone in 2integrity2006.

1) Grace. one of the artist in our class. after 2yrs, i still don't know much about her.

2) Wenyi. she draws well too. she's sometimes cold and harsh when she's pms-ing but when she's nice, she's really nice.

3) Minyen. another artist of the class. she's nice. whenever she sees me, she'll say "hi". a crazy girl.

4) Mavis. one of the crazy trio. makes only class come to life.

5) Shermin. another of the crazy trio. she's nice. making for us the class video which showed the moments we shared. even though i used to hate her, but she made me like her.

6) Denise. she completes the crazy trio. she got nicknamed a dog cause she barks. she's nice. she laughs and cry at the same time which makes it all so funny.

7) Sisca. the ever loving and caring vice-chairman of our class for the 2nd yr running and she organises the class chalet for us for the 2nd time running. so ppl, go and show ur thanks and support to her. i will miss her.

8) Ji Yeon. she came only this year but is so much a part of us already. a close friend of sisca. will miss her.

9) Sili. she always ask me maths questions when she doesn't know which makes me quite irritated sometimes but i never let her know. she's the volleyball pro and she gave me a postcard! SWEET.

10) Tiffany Tam. she makes the class lively with her funny laughter and tgt with shermin denise mavis, they will sing funny songs which will make us all happy.

11) Kaishi. one of my close friends in class but we get into a lot of arguments at times but it all turned out well i think. she's the exact opposite of me that's why we always argue over little things. will still miss her.

14) Gregory. our ever so nice and caring chairman for the 2nd yr running.

15) Zhikai. he's a nice guy who loves to play soccer. nicknamed "care bear" cause of his nice personality and size.

16) Lewis. loves soccer too. when he's nice he's nice. but when he's angry it's like so terrible than anyone can cry straight.

17) Christopher. he's the youngest of our class due to his unique year of birthday "1993". used to call him "crystal", dun ask me why. didn't know him really that much.

18) Ying Hui. he joined our class this year. i used to not like his china accent but soon got used to it. he's my maths competitor but at least i was close. plays soccer with the rest of the guys.

19) Felix. he's a very quiet guy that no one will notice if he's not there. i'm just being bad. he's weird and most of the class hates him and don't care about him.

20) Harrison. Nicknamed "harry boy" or "hairy/harry man". don't really know that much about him.

21) Jonathon. he's the BB guy. one of the fellow hpt on probation.

22) Eugene. he will be my classmate and bandmate for another 2years! the only person who's in the same class as me so there's not much to say. there's still 2yrs to go before i will be missing him.

23) Kenneth. one of the nice and good guys in class. has been doing many group works with him since this year and we are still going to do one holiday assignment together.

24) Leslie. one of the few tall guys in class and because of that, i thought he's in basketbal when he's in table tennis. LOL. don't judge a book by it's covers.

25) Yan Cheng. another tall guy who's one head taller than me making me feel extremely short. he always complain that girls have sttitude problem. i really wonder why. someone who looks me up for help with maths but he's maths is getting better so he doesn't need my help anymore. i'm useless in a way. at least he brightens up my life a little. ~~will miss you.~~

26) Leon. one of the few short guys in our class. has something against me i wonder what. he makes yc nearly beat him up.

27) Ming Chuen. quite of number of ppl have something against him but i don't. he didn't make me have something against him except for the high-pitched sounds he makes that can make us go deaf.

28) Ming Yan. the person who has nearly the same pronouciation as MinYen. don't really know much about him.

29) Casey. he's a pain in the ass. always want to argue with people and even teachers. sickening. always accusing ppl of something they didn't do and cause trouble. such a bad impression i have of him. haizz.

30) Raymond. uses a firm tone to speak but actually he's friendly. the mahjong cards he has make me get addicted to it. has the same chinese name as Casey. such ~~bad luck~~.

31) Barry. nicknamed "gay" or "sissy" by almost everyone in the class including me because he acts like one. he loves to pluck his eyelashes and i wonder if it is ever painful. he's sometimes irritating but can he nice at times.

32) Shaun. one of my recess buddies who always ask George to buy him fried chicken with sauce. weird guy. a maple addict and pons school a number of times already.

33) George. another of my recess buddies. he's a little taller than me but i don't want to admit so i say that it's cause his hair is taller. LOL!

34) Joey. can be irritating at times but nice too. did group work with him a lot of times too and i love the sweets he gives lah.

35) Xavier. one of the short guys who sometimes uses violent to get what he wants. he can be egoistic which isn't really good. don't remember much too.

2INTEGRITY2006 :
as a class, we were a bunch of noisy and michievious kids like anyone else. staying back during recess and after school is one of the ways we bonded together. we are said to be on of the UNITED class of all sec2s cause we have been together for 2years now. even though we are now going to go our separate ways but we are still 2INTEGRITY. will miss you people lots. =)

it's our annual school open house again.

went to school at 9am. warmed up and rehearsed. the 1st clarinets were asked to play the oboe solo cause ws wasn't here. it sounded a bit weird but at least no one knows. there wasn't a lot of people and after the performance, we were free to go wherever we want.

i went to check out the subject combination results again and it was then that 2 parents ask me all sorts of questions. from the streams there are in PHS to christain stuff about the schools. at least i managed to get out within a while after scanning through the results. walked around. there isn't anything to do lah. had combines than were dismissed.

i saw the choir people. didn't stay to watch cause i have to reach home fast since i was already dismissed late. at least i still saw him. (:

cherish alll that you have.
live everyday meaningfully.

today marks the start of the school holidays. i slept quite late but it's not really very late. ate brunch. slack around than went to school. just nice when i'm going out, my dad came home so he send me to school. but everytime when he send me to school i always reach school 30mins earlier de.

at first, only 4ppl came. pathetic lah. later 4more came and there's 8 of us. so learnt the basics again. at least it's good. learnt how to keep rope and winnie mdm say that me and jonathon's keeping of rope is neater than the sec3s. lolx. maybe is cause we do slow bah. then learnt how to tie double figure of 8. very confusing lah than my loop is like so short. refreshed our belaying skills. they only released us at 6.50pm make me reach home so late plus i missed a bus which make it so much worst.

going to cut my hair tomorrow. i think so. kinda crap lah.

Today is the last day of school
and we got our subject combinations back
and i not happy about it
i jus wanna go the other combinations
and i know its IMPOSSIBLE,literally
I've got nothing to say
im dead
im not going to see tomorow's sun again
im not going to see tomorow's moon again
im jus going to die
and the cruel heaven alr shown me signs of that
the cruel reality im going to face...

walked home frm yishun mrt cos my bus left 3secs earlier
which gave me my 1st sign
decide to walk home due to calcuations
walking half-way on the field
heaven decided to send the 2nd sign
it rained
but for a person like me
it doesn't matter me anymore
i cannot lift my head
i can only see the raindrops dropping
i pass a young couple(secondary students)
they're sharing an umbrella
i pity them yet i envy them
they're loving,sensing the love in them
i do not smile,i do not sulk
there are no expressions on my face
ying wei,dang ren shang xin dao qi dian de shi hou
yan lei shi bu hui liu sia lai de
when i thought about this,it reminds me about the crying the girls have in class
i have the worse feeling,yet i do not cry
because of the sentence up there
i pretened that nothing wrong happened
and i belive,many of u who saw me fell for it
should i be happy?no!
i am at the extreme point of sadness and nothing could cheer me up
bursting into reality
im am here,writing this post
yet my sadness is there,it cannot be expressed
no one can help me
its up to myself
i hope,u would not suffer from the same thing too...

went out at night with my dad and sis to suntec city tower1 to buy my sis prom dress. we were lucky to be in the right tower so we don't have to walk so much just to find that shop which sells evening gowns or something of some sort. look around the shop. everything is so nice and high-class. the dresses are beautiful luh and the jewellery is like. oh my gosh. PRETTY. but it takes my sis 1hr 30mins to choose a dress and by that time, the shop is already going to close. my dad originally want to buy shirts but wanted to wait for my sis to finish then go and buy and by the time she finish the shop already close. so never buy.

my dad even ask me to go and try a dress and say i might look pretty in it but i didn't want lah. kinda lame. on the way home, he suddenly tell me that he's going for the PTC. it's like so wth loh. he afternn say until like don't wanna go like that. even my sis thinks so lah. lucky i clever never tick any box. haha. went home straight away sleep. tired like hell.

#1. single, taken or crushing?
single + crushing.

#2. are you happy with your life now?
yes.

#3. when you meet with the right person, will you fall in love with him fast?
not really.

#4. have you ever had your heart broken?
yes. by wks. LOL.

#5. do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
no. it's hurts a lot of people.

#6. would you take someone back if s/he cheats on you?
if he's willing to turn over a new leaf, i would consider.

#7. have you ever talked about marriage with another one before?
nope.

#8. do you want children?
yes.

#9. how many?
i want IDENTICAL TWINS!

#10. would you consider adoption?
if i'm able to handle it.

#11. if someone likes you now right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his/her feelings?
just tell me but let me be prepared first or the answer you recieve will be very shocking.

#12. do you enjoy getting into a relationship?
-NOT APPLICABLE-

#13. be honest, what is the furthest you and your ex did?
talk.

#14. do you believe in love at first sight?
a little.

#15. are youu romantic?
i wouldn't know.

#16. do you believe you can change someone?
no idea.

#17. if you could marry somewhere, where would it be?
anywhere will be nice.

#18. do you easily give up when you are fighting?
yes. cause i always lose.

#19. do you have feelings for someone right now?
think so.

#20. have you ever wished that you had someone but you messed it up?
maybe.

#21. have you ever broken a heart?
yes. wks's heart cause she broke mine. LOL.

#22. if one day your best friend fell in love with the boy/girl you deeply in love with, what would you do?
get really angry, dump the guy and find another one.

#23. are you missing someone right now?
yes.

now you have to name 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs.write down their names in the list below and tag them in their blogs to let them know.
SUNRAN JUSTINA SHERMIN HUIQING SINYING

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sabotaged by wws. anyway, i'm also very bored. won't be going for belay school training later. i'm so bad but i'll be going on friday.

countdown to the start of holidays - 2days

SATURDAY
it's DEEPAVALI. the festival of lights. i'm not a hindu so i don't celebrate deepavali. spent the whole day slacking and slacking, which includes using the computer and watching tv.

went over to my neighbour's house at9pm cause i heard loud popping sounds and i have nothing to do so go over loh. went over and saw that they are playing with poppers which you pull a string and all the things inside will come out. it's very fun. hang our for quite a long time. ate indian cookies. their pineapple tarts taste different from us cause of the additional spices added. the murruku is nice but also taste very weird. played with dharma. he's so hyperactive luh. it's 11pm and he's still running around, shouting and screaming. typical little children style. (:

SUNDAY
went for piano lesson in the morning. came back home and i was super high. don't really know why. wanted to go swimming but it rained. cur-sed. had to go to the library instead. went back home 1hr later and it's stopped raining. such a curse lah. so thought of going swimming if my dad's home but he's not. so no swimming for me. such a cursed afternoon.

went out in the evening to paragon @ orchard to shop for my sis prom dress. while driving, we stopped in front of a ERP gantry and my mum began: ERP = Everyday Rob People (money). quite retarded but it's quite through. everyday thousands of motorists pass through the ERP gantries islandwide and they are most of the time $10 poorer after they left. poor thing.

went metro and i walk around and around, looking and touching at almost everything i see. i was at the 'women's section' so you can imagine what i see. i saw bras, panties, g-strings, bikinis, dresses, shirts, diamond watches, diamond hair accessories which are beautiful. i had no where to do and always end up at the bra section which is like so dots luh. then went to takashimaya across the road. near the entrance, there sat 3people painted in silver or something, still. i thought it was just a fake. asked my dad and he say they are 'shi(3) huo(2) ren(2)' literally translated, it means 'dead alive people'. they are real people sitting there for i don't know what reason and people throw money at them. what a good way to earn money. LOL.

my dad ask me to buy ice cream. so i go and buy, then he come and look for us. after we go back my sis and mum are gone. so we start to find them. walked the whole of 2nd floor twice and the 3rd. takashimaya IS big. walk until my feet is pain. when we wanted to go to the entrance and wait for them, they called. it's like what a relief luh. but at least i got to look around the place. in total, we spent 2hrs shopping for nothing. ~~what a waste of time.~~

only had dinner at 9pm cause the rice won't cook. wanna know why? go ask the rice cooker why it doesn't want to cook the rice.

TODAY
the first day of the last week of school. reading period was too short for once since i just borrowed a nice book yesterday. there wasn't any post-exam activities today so we have normal lesson which includes 1hrs 10mins of PE. the period which quite a few of us dread. teacher made us play captian's ball and those in uniform in one team. it was fun i should agree and a little weird though. is either they keep on taking the ball and score or we take the ball and score. kinda lame though. after a while we all stop playing cause we are all hot and sweaty. it's such a terrible feeling.

recess was bad. shaun pangsei-ed me. making me have to eat alone. maths period. it becomes a lesson of learning 'probability' with us all playing poker cards, mahjong, UNO and more. it became like a gambling den i have to agree. even ms yoges could do nothing to stop us. english. went to computer lab to watch half a movie 'THE FOG'. it's meant to be really scary but i only got scared once cause the other times, i either couldn't see a thing or i couldn't hear a thing. so i didn't watch after a while. slacked and slacked. told mrchin about what happened in maths class and he said, "gambling starts with no money, then a little money, and the little money becomes a lot. then you become addicted." cause i told him we never play with money.

chinese lesson turned out to be just like maths class but it doesn't end like maths class. we recieved our holiday assignment which is like so darm crap. doesn't even help in our chinese at all. it helps in our designing and imagining skills more. mrwee suddenly walks into our class and made us stay back after school just cause we were noisy. teacher didn't help us at all. she told him we a little bit never listen to her just cause she don't want to get herself into trouble. TOTAL CRAP!!! now we have to stay back on wednesday during recess. rushed for hpt and they haven't even start. -_- mrs soh is not there. she came and told us something which a lot of us don't want to hear. ~~the adventure camp is cancelled and postponed to a later date due to the haze~~.

countdown to the start of holidays - 3days

i woke up late. went to the mrt and saw this guy who always spotted me first before i even know he's there. had to move to the hall for morning assembly cause the PSI was 101 in the morning. went to class and had a scolding. kinda crap though. went to hall again to listen to a woman's life story. interesting ~~but it was a little boring~~.

after recess, had TALENT TREK 2006. the girls sitting around me kept on screaming and screaming. i can be deaf by now if i hadn't covered my ears. TYPE 4 was nice. NOVEMBER CRIMINALS got their name from a history textbook -_- why would a textbook have such a name? don't really know what they are singing during the 2nd song. REVERIE's last song was nice.

NOVEMBER CRIMINALS won TALENT TREK 2006.
TYPE 4 won the MOST POPULAR GROUP AWARD.
i won a pair of GV movie tickets for voting for the most popular group award. it was like so unexpected lah. i had sorta no reaction but the 2integ people, especially the girls cheered or something. they are SUPPORTIVE PEOPLE!!! haven't get the real tickets yet so i wouldn't want to think about how to spend my tickets.

ended the day with 2rounds of mahjong or hygienic mahjong as the guys claim it to be. went for a miyazaki briefing or something, it was a very long one. julialo will be my roommate, my dearest junior. there's also a group for a performance and i'm like made to be the leader by mrslai. we sorta know what we are going to perform already.

i'll be missing a lot of people during the holidays, expecially the times when i have camps and going overseas.

countdown to school holidays - 6days
countdown to hpt training camp cum adventure camp - 1week 3days

YESTERDAY
went to the hall for the games. i didn't bring my pe-t and so went to the gallery with kenneth and barry. there we played cards, while the people are playing captian's ball. our class unfortunately lost cause the girls played against 2f guys, which is like so unfair. at least they tried their best.

recess, george told me that there's belay school tomorrow[which is today]. i was like kinda freaked out lah. my holiday gone like that. went to the hall for talks. the first was a sexuality talk, which was a little gross. i was playing cards with the guys then but stopped since the talk is "interesting" and we were sorta afraid of getting caught. the speaker taught us a formual : P+V=B. go figure out what the letters mean.

next was a "YADA" game. played 3round. i won once, raymond won twice. he was able to win the 2nd time cause he swapped his cards with me. life is never fair. then we continue to play our own card. then is a dialouge session. we played mahjong and i won once. i sorta didn't know i won until the guys told me.

had band, which was so boring. i was basically slacking throughout sectionals and sinyi didn't know. we were realised at 6.45pm. recieved tickets to sell for the concerts. don't know if anyone want to go or not. it's 22DEC @ VCH. $10 FREE-SEATING 1.30PM.

TODAY
there's belay school which makes me wake up @ 7.15am. they were stricter today and 1mistakes cost 15pumpings. so it's like very easy got 100plus one lah. the first person made us owe 160. we tried not only pumpings but starjump, cructches, etc. the 2nd person, which is george, made us owe 60. so we just belay finish that do finish all that we owe than drink LOTS of water than continue. i belayed twice and owed a total of 180 but i only did 45 cause we were forgived of 80 and i was not feeling well to do the next 45.

so i nearly fainted and they say is maybe heat stroke. that time i was like listen to them talk and talk and they start to look blacker and blacker so let them talk finish then i report sick. got to rest in council room. after that i was not made to belay but just stand there be sporter. it's like kinda cool lah.

had test and it was kinda retarded but at least everyone passed. we did another 30 before we can rest. a group was made to do 200plus which is like hell. wonder how they accumulate one. in total, i did 160+80+45+30 = 315 pumpings. kinda hell and i was like so darm tired after everything. we are going to belay for 5days straight during the camp. i'm like so going to die then.

countdown to hpt training camp cum adventure camp - 1week 4days

Q: NAME 3 FRIENDS WHO'S NAMES STARTS WITH "S"
A: Sunran Shermin Sisca

Q: 4TH PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALLS:
A: -NOT APPLICABLE-

Q: WHAT DID THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOURECEIVED SAY?:
A: -NOT APPLICABLE-

Q: DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
A: Sometimes.

Q: DO YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR?
A: Nah.

Q: WHAT IS THE NEXT CONCERT/SHOWS YOURE GOING TO?
A: the one that we will be performing on the 22nd december.

Q: WHO'S THE COOLEST PERSON IN YOURLIFE?
A: not sure.

Q: WHAT WORDS DO YOU SAY A LOT?
A: shut up &hello &oh i see

Q: WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE:
A: rice +vegetable soup.

Q: WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO SOMEONE AND WHO WAS IT?
A: thanks to jiyeon

Q: DO YOU WATCH TV?
A: just watched it.

Q: HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE DONNIEDARKO?
A: what's that?

Q: EVER BEEN HUNTING?
A: i would love to hunt YOU down.

Q: IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
A: absolutely.

Q: WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW?:
A: nothing, maybe sleep.

Q: DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
A: Yup.

Q: DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
A: yeah.

Q: WHO'S THE YOUNGEST ONE IN THEFAMILY ?
A: my brother.

Q: IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
A: Ya.

Q: ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?
A: seldom.

Q: DO YOU CLEAN UP NICE?
A: meaning?

Q: LAST TIME YOU USED To smoke?
A: BROKEN ENGLISH! Nevermind. Nah, I don't smoke and I never will.

Q: WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU SLEPT BESIDES YOUR HOUSE?
A: in the hall during exam.

Q: EVER RUN OUT OF GAS ON THE ROAD?
A: Don't drive.

Q: BEST MOVIE YOU'VE SEEN IN THE PAST TWO WEEKS?
A: HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL.

Q: WHAT ARE YOU GONA DO AFTER THIS?
A: sleep.

Last:
1. (question one has an error)
2. Talked to on the phone: someone who called.
3. Hugged: No one.
4. Person u texted: -NOT APPLICABLE-

Today:
1. Date: 17th October 2006.
2. Got any plans: yep. going to sleep next.
3. Dislikes about today: a lot.

Currently:
1. Missing someone: Yeah, you.
2. Mood: Tired.

True or False:
I am a morning person: True.
I am a perfectionist: False.
I am currently in my pajamas: False.
I am online 24/7: False.
I am very shy around the opposite gender: Depends.
I can be paranoid at times: True.
I currently regret something that I have done: True.
I enjoy talking on the phone: Depends.
I have a lot to learn: True.
I have a secret: True.
-END-

these are my SA2 results :

english - 64.5/100 B4
mathematics - 86/100 A1
science - 80/100 A1
chinese - 61/100 B4
history - 60/100 B4
literature - 45/100 D7
home economics - 73/100 A2
art - 63/100 B4

if i just pass my lit for once, then i will have a quite perfect report card but it's still okay now if you don't look at lit. don't envy me cause they are more people out there which are worth you being envy of them.

PS : FOR GOODNESS SAKE, I DID NOT FAIL MY ART!!!

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watched HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL on disney channel just now. watched from the beginning. nice. it should be the 3rd time i'm watching it. (:

went to the music room right after morning assembly. me and ws were early, so we sat outside. the guys came later and ask us why we sit ouside. we obviously told them that the door is lock and we got no key and then he realised the key in his hand. -_-

practise and practise and also did a lot of other things called slacking. it was really funny and had a great time. learnt a new thing : KOH = potassium hydroxide. they teach us to call people with surname 'koh' to call them 'postassium hydroxide' instead. -_-

i got suan-ed by the guys like so many times lah. they got nothing better to do. went for recess and they still continue to suan me but they are nice other then the suan-ing part. stayed in the music room for most of the time today. when it's 11am, we went to the backside of the hall. the drums are like so darm loud lah. when it's our turn it's like so wth. i played the first time and they ask me to restart. darm. so start again loh. it's really crap lah. i screwed up everything until the song don't know like what le. don't want to care. went back to music room to get our bags but went there don't have key so went back down. took the key and went back. i played the song again and i can play properly lah. so the guys were kinda i don't know what. i played with the violin too, i tried to but when i have to press the string to get different notes, the sound is so squeaky. after making 'noise pollution', my left hand is aching.

went back hall then went back class. got back our SA2 results to check. passed everything except lit.

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criticism makes us become a better person. we should take it to help us improve ourselves and not let it destroy us.

almost everything is not going my way today. i can't even make plans for my holiday. it's like quite packed and some things clash with each other. haizzz.

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Ok,Here are my exams results
Eng: 48.5/70(paper 2) (WIN!!!)
Maths: 38/50(paper 1)& 36/50(paper 2) = 74% [1 more mark to A1...] -.-" (lost...)
Chinese: 43/90(paper 1) & 47/70(paper 2) & 30/40(oral) = 60% (lost...again)
Science: 66.5/100 (lost...NOT AGAIN?)
History: 52/80 (WIN!!! finally?)^^
Literautre: 47/100 (WIN!! but still fail,lol)
NO HOME ECONS
DnT:60/100 (er not counted hor,no fair)
ART:!!! which she(dew) did not write
yc:35/100(lmao) LOST
dew:45/100(lol)

this are my results:

english - 45.5/70(paper2) = 65% B3
mathematics - 45/50(paper1) & 41/50(paper2) = 86% A1
chinese - 48/90(paper1) & 46/70(paper2) & 28/40(paper3/oral) = 61% B4
science - 80/100 = 80% A1
history - 48/80 = 60% B4
literature - 45/100 = D7
home economics - 75/100(excluding coursework) = 75% A1

like it or not, that's up to you. don't like it then get lost.

we're now going back to school to slack and slack and slack.

had subject combination briefing after reading period and so our PE period is gone. that's kinda good cause i sorta hate PE. =X but then after the briefing, some people went to persuade teacher to let them have PE, saying that the music teacher will not come and we will be staying outside the music room. me and ks, being the good pupils, decided to go to the music room to check. when there's no one, we went down and read our storybooks.

got back quite a lot of our results after recess. we spent 4 periods there. went back to class and played then went back to the hall again. listen to the teachers talk, waste our time only lah. then drag until 2.50pm than let us go. wth.

practised in the seminar room with the 2 sec3 guys again. practised until 4.20pm without lunch but luskily i wasn't hungry. mrs wong gave keychains and we were allowed to choose. most of it was related to christ. ~~i didn't want to have anything to do with christ.~~ so i looked around and found one that's heart shaped saying 'forever love'. sweet.

going to practised tomorrow right after assembly in the music. going to miss a lot of boring talks. TOMORROW IS THE DAY! hope everything turns out well.

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1) How old do you wish you were?
14

2) Where were you when 9.11 happened?
In school or something. I forgotten.

3 )What do you do when vending machines steal your money?
They wouldn't or I'll just try again.

4) Do you consider yourself kind?
50:50.

5) If you had to get a tattoo, where will it be?
I wouldn't want a tattoo so i wouldn't know where I want it to be.

6) If you could be fluent in other language, what would it be?
Cantonese and Japanese.

7) Do you know your neighbours?
Obviously.

8) What do you consider a vacation?
Somewhere out of Singapore where I can enjoy myself.

9) Do you follow your horoscope?
If I read the newspaper but by the time it would be the end of the day.

10) Would you move for the person you love?
Absolutely.

11) Are you touchy feely?
Meaning?

12) Do you believe that opposites attract?
Obviously.

13) Dream job?
Haven't thought of one yet.

14) Favourite channel(s)?
Disney Channel.

15) Favourite place(s) to go on weekends?
My piano teacher's house.

16) Shower or bathe?
Bathe. It keeps us clean.

17) Do you paint your nails?
Nope.

18) Do you trust people easily?
Think so.

19) What are you phobias?
BOO~

20) Do you want kids?
I want twins!

21) Do you keep a handwritten journal?
Used to but never updated ever since 3years ago.

22) Where would you rather be right now?
Playing the piano.

23) Who makes you feel warm and fuzzy?
I wouldn't know.

24) Heavy or light sleeper?
Light sleeper.

25) Are you a paranoia?
Don't think so.

26) Are you impatient?
Yep. So don't ever think of making me wait.

27) Who can you relate to?
My friends and sister.

28) How do you feel about interracial couples?
They are perfectly fine.

29) Have you been burned by love?
Meaning?

30) What's your favourite pick-up line?
Not so sure.

31) What's your main ringtone on your handphone?
I don't have a handphone.

32) What were you doing at midnight last night?
Sleeping.

33) What did the last text on your cellphone say?
I don't have a handphone.

34) Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
My own.

35) What colour shirt are you wearing?
White.

36) Most recent movie you watched?
'High School Musical' a Disney Channel Original Movie. (:

37) Name three things you have on all the time.
Shirt Shorts Undergarments.

38) What colour are your bedsheet?
Blue.

39) How much cash do you have on you right now?
I don't have any money with me now but there's $10.40 in my wallet.

40) What's your favourite part of the chicken?
Drumstick.

41) I can't wait...?
Till I get to play the piano.

42) What did you have for dinner last night?
Vegetable soup + rice.

43) How tall are you barefoot?
155cm. I'm short.

44) Do you own a gun?
I wish I do, so I can shoot my bro to death.

45) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Milo.

46) What's your favourite town/city?
Singapore.

47) Where do you think you'll be in 10years?
Somewhere on earth.

48) Last thing you ate?
Lunch.

49) What songs do you sing in the shower?
I don't really sing in the shower.

50) Last thing that made you laugh?
Wengsun's tags on her tagboard.

51) Worse injury you ever have?
Sprained left ankle.

52) Does someone have a crush on you?
I wouldn't know.

53) What's your favourite candy?
Marshmallow.

54) What song do you want played on your funeral?
We're all in this together by High School Musical.

Today is saturday,i went to my aunt's shop
its a long time since i've been there
about 2 month le,nothing changed
still the old medical shop(chinese one)
my aunt's family very gd de
dun nid scared sick,got the father as chinese doctor
got the big sister and her husband as doctors
family of doctors,so sick scared wad?(other den the bitter medicine)
went there and was my aunt trying to make my 2 cousins sleep
the bigger 1(in terms of age) is a boy named 'david'
and his sister is called dunno wad,cos i didnt care
all i know is people call her'mei mei'
and by my common sense i know that cant be her real name
den later i went dwn so as to not disturb them(the shop has 2 floors)
but dwnstairs v sian so go up again,found out that mei mei has woken up
so i sit on the bed lor,since it has air-con
few minutes later,david woke up too
and kinda identify me as his enemy or smth like that
he jus went out of the room and called his sister
took all the toys and started to 'stone' me
wow?wth?i remain calm as ever
not because i very calm but because their aiming too lousy le
no fear of being hitted and i didnt even touched 1 of the toys
den later they realised range attacks are not going to work
so they used melee attacks...
so stupid...as if they could win me,they are jus 3 and 6 yrs old
im 13+++ so if u plus their ages up,they still didnt pass me
but unfortuanely,they didnt know maths yet so they CHOING ARH
only to be stopped by me,so stupid,well cant expect much
later found out the reason why they are so aggresive
i scared david
reason:the 1st thing he saw when he woke up is me...
crap huh?and he said i scared him because of that
well would u be scared if u woke up and found your cousin there?
later david still keep acting as if he is ULTRAMAN
and im the MONSTER
................................................................................
attacked me like they are going to work and den used a lot of hand patterns
like the way barry did,hope u could imagine that,got 1 barry enuff le
now got my cousin...awwwwwwwww
mei mei was so er... open?
she spiled honey on her skirt and den when the maid was changing was her,
she rushed out and let everyone see everything
so erp?and david and i was the everyone
so... very ahem ahem lah,but then david act like nothing unusual happen leh
alamak.anyway i want to emaphise that this was no way pornography
1st,there is no sexual intercourse involved,hence is is nudity
2nd,she is just a small girl,her assests haven develop
3rd,i have no interest in her as i already got a say...sweetheart?
anyway,u people will not guess who my sweetheart is because
it is unexpected,and when i say this,u people will go looked at the unexpected
and hence,the expected will become the unexpected and so it is still unexpected
Confused?Deal with it.
went home at 10pm, im dead tired
thanks to the physical attack that david gave me,
dunno why he isnt tired and i am,mayb he's hyperactive.
anyway hopeee everyone gd luck and wish myself gd luck
IN DEFEATING DEW IN 4 SUBJECTS wooo hoooo.

there's band today.

i miss my clarinet so much. warmed-up for a few hours. it's boring after quite a long time. than played 'song of the prairie'. played halfway, saliva dripped out from the bell of the clarinet onto my leg and i can't wipe it away till the end of the song. it's like so gross lah. gotten used to it.

there will be a band camp and maybe a band chalet after the camp. we will be performing at a band concert @ VCH. tickets @ $10 each on the 22nd december. not sure of the time. will let you all know of more details later. interested please let me know. thanks. (:

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my blog is finally done ~~or rather, i'm too lazy to trasnfer all the post ove~~.

if you happen to scroll quite downwards, you might chance upon a post that says that it's the 200th post. it WAS the 200th post but now it isn't cause there's only 77 posts in this blog. unless you think i should delete it away, which i don't think i will even if you ask me to do so.

everything's settled. ws agreed to be my 'page flipper' and i've agreed to go to combination A instead, which so coincidentally, ws is also going. so i have a friend after all. (: you really made my day girl.

conclusion :
FRIDAY THE 13TH aren't that bad after all.

Friday,this is the when we got back our EOY results
I woke up in the morning, with great hope
went to take the bus to the mrt and waited
i m kinda expecting dew cos i know she always take the train at this time
the nxt thing i knew is,my bro came up
its like so OMG?
heng i still v calm and act as if nothing special happened
mayb im jus a good actor...lol
when i reached YCK,my bro said,"after school go straight home dun loiter"
that was in chinese but my point is,exam over go out also cannot?
den reached the school and found out that the sec 4s are having their last day in school
woohoo?mr lim got dunno wad prize but i know is about public performance or smth like that
im soooo proud to have a DM like that
den we had the reading perios and we are seriously damn noisy
not our class only but the whole school
den mr lim scolded us for being noisy,haha
had DnT and the room was packed wif workpieces by our dear sec 4s
we help to carry them cos if we didnt,we cant sit dwn
so its kinda 'forced'
den later played TAI DI
throughout the whole 3 periods,post exams are so gd
but found out that there are missing cards,they are not small
1 '2' 1 'queen' 1 '10' and 1 dunno wad
luckly when i reached home found them
ok den it was recess
played soccer wif 2D and kinda got trashed,lol
science was after recess and we played TAI DI again
but when ms chua came,we took the star wadever form to act the sound
den we took them and shouted'KING PAIR'
so ms chua was kinda cheated?but i think she is close 1 eye de lah
she is dun wan to say nia
anyway,we contiuned and well had fun
later during the english period found out that we have to go seminar room
TO TAKE BACK OUR ENGLISH PAPER
omg omg omg?english was the weakest subject
but i still got 48.5/70
thats not bad,isn't it?
69% leh
felt so happy,even won dew,zk,ray,lc
WAH SO FUN,got 1 subject win dew le,my aim:at least 4 subject win her
so now left 3,GOGOGO (for me)lol?
den later during the assembly period,we went to the hall to take our MATHS paper
omg omg omg!!! this was my kinda BEST subject and i have high hopes for it
and it came out...sob sob,obviously not up to my expectations
haizzzzzzzz,got 38/50
SO SAD.after school went to play soccer again,guys are soccer crazy?
den left at 3.30
awwww hope monday can have gd news
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
GD LUCK TO EVERYONE DEN

today's the FRIDAY THE 13TH, which people consider an unlucky day.

for me, it's not really that unlucky except when i suddenly woke up from my sleep, thinking that i heard something outside like someone is trying to open a door or something but i was too lazy to check and no one heard it. so it must be kinda a nightmare which woke me up and i can't fall asleep until it was time to wake up. that's unlucky lah.

went to school and ks was like i don't know what. she looks so lifeless. at least after a while, it's ok. there's like so many announcements today, which makes our morning assembly like so darm long. so went for home econs. we have to wait for more than 30mins for teacher to get our exam paper. so while waiting, everyone is like saying that teacher buried the papers underground and stuff. got back our papers. everyone passed except 1. at least everyone is happy. teacher is also happy i think and she's old but don't look like her age lah.i should admit that she's a nice teacher even though she scolded us like every lesson and allow us to only do 1 practical. she wished us all the best for our future. i hope my future will be good. (:

science was like kinda sucky lah today. most of the girls are sleeping while the boys are happily playing with their cards. when ms chua comes, they keep their cards and put the talent trek voting paper on the table. teacher go and see and was wondering how they can play with that. LOL. went to seminar room to get back english paper after that. at least i might be able to pass my paper1 cause i wrote ON point. haha. paper2 was alright even though i get lower than a lot of people, which makes me feel kinda bad but at least i improved from mid-year.

slack in class than went to hall to get maths paper1. at least it made my day so much but i could have gotten 2more makes if not for my careless mistake. i wrote times but i go and divide and get the wrong answer so everything after that is wrong. i can never receive a paper without any careless mistakes.

went to music room after that to practise for a performance next week. the air con is so cold lah. make me hand going to freeze. practised with the 2 sec3 guys. they are nice. at least they let me make the piece easier so i won't have difficulties playing it. went off at 3pm and go to sunplaza and slack a bit. ate and went to library and borrowed 2books. at least i won't be so bored.

IS TODAY AN UNLUCKY DAY FOR YOU?

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today is the 2nd day of the marking day and my father 'dragged' me dwn to help him
at his canteen store,we went at 10.30 and saw the kids were still in school
lol,so cute,reach there after 12 songs that is in my father's disc
the woman singing is actually quite pro,end of every sentence must hold at least 2 notes de
so irritating,sometime worse,4 notes den some time worST 6 notes
wah kao,so draggy.
den later reach there and saw the stall,1st impression,SO MESSY AND UNTIDY
jus like me...now i know hw come i so messy and untidy le,thx to my dad's genes
worked manual labour till 4 o' clock and reached home at 5.20
all my manual labour are washing,so basically i touched so much water,its crap
when i reached home,i touched water again,woohoo, made me so sick
haiz

Its me again!
blogged because something very terrible just happened
I GOT NAGGED
by a MAN...sob sob
and this old man(60+ i think)
is my dad's friend...talked about the need to study and hw kids like us cant c the future
felt like telling him,1st im not a kid,im a teenager
2nd,i can c the future,my foresight is unbelivable,whether u belive it or not
dun get the wrong idea,good foresight doesn't mean fortunetelling
so dun come to me for that
anyway, he talked about hw times have changed
he said that the british times there were no O levels
and the piece of paper people recoginse is the GEC
General English Certificate,like so wth?
den he says now no more(as if i dunno)
den after the GEC people started looking at O level certificates.
he said after the O level certificate 'era'
comes the degree and diploma 'era'
after that comes the current 'era'
we are in the 1 that people only looks and MASTER
felt like telling him he missed out the Ph.d
cant blame him,he's a 60 yr old man,old memory isnt his fault
the best thing is,im playing computer games that time when he walked in
so the 1st thing he said was not to play so much computer games
and he is desperately trying to use english
because 1st his english is very ahem ahem
2nd, he keep toking from english den say say say until hokkien
den try very hard to switch back to english
i pity him,cant he jus use chinese?
all the while i tried very hard to keep a smiling face
i do not want to disapoint him
im like john,inside is very de dun care but i dun want to hurt his feelings
so try hard to smile lor
he thinks im really enjoying it and kept nagging on
mayb the next time i shouldnt smile
den the next thing i knew is,the com entered 'stand by' mode
and my settings was 30 mins away den go stand by mode
and during the whole nagging session i got touch the mouse a few times
so u could roughly guess hw long i got tortured
and i would like to end this post of mine with a warning
NAGGING CAN DRIVE PEOPLE CRAZY
no kidding

yesterday
art &home econs.
art was ok. i took 10mins to finish drawing but colouring too me hours - 1hrs 50mins to be exact. went to the toilet and back. tried to sleep for a while. laid on my left hand while my right hand is on the table. after a while, i could feel my right hand slowly slidding downwards. wanted to see if it would fall off the table but i didn't care about it and woke up. i coloured until my table is like colourful.

went outside the hall to revise home econs a little. the paper was sorta easy i suppose. even shermin said it was easy means it's easy. haha. i like home econs more cause i will always have enough time to do finish, unlike d&t where we are racing against time. we are all very happy after that. shermin kept on saying 'exam is over alreadddyyyy' lolx. she's funny.

than teacher told us that tomorrow[which is today] and the day after[which is tomorrow] will be a holiday for us. then he say about friday and i thought that he was going to say that friday is a school tie day but no. he said we are going to check our papers on friday! darm lah. so fast.

went home and slack. watch tv. rot. went over to neighbour's house at night and watch a vcd 'the wheels on the bus' which is meant for little kids but i just watch since i neve really watch before the whole thing on heard the music a lot of times. than help the little boy fix the toy train track. i didn't know how to at first but still did it. after everything was supposedly fixed, i saw the box got the instructions on how to fix. dumb me lah. so while i was fixing, dharma using the miniature screwdriver and poking holes on the styrofoam box. little kids are like that. went back home after that.

today
couldn't sleep so woke up. those idiotic creature always wake me up in the morning. just so hate it.

it's a holidays for us while the teachers are busy marking our papers. i dread friday now. saw all the answers that teachers uploaded onto mlg. history was the first i saw and it was hell. i might fail it. maths was alright. at least i have the confidence to pass and will pass it. english was i don't know. i will pass it too. lit is i don't know. i have doubt i can pass it. haizzz. wait till friday to see the outcome of it. don't wanna think so much. i wanna play now.

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i can't blog now cause i can't freaking blog standing up. some freaking idiot don't wanna let me sit down. shall do it tomorrow.

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Today is the last day of EOYs
hence the name EOEOY
End Of End Of Year
1st paper:art
i seriously have no art blood
i drawn marine life,without the use of colours
if u want to imagine about it, just imagine watching a marine life documentary in a black and white tv
that should giv u the impression of my art work
2nd paper:DnT
crap,the questions are kinda hard?
and the best thing is,
i lost the damn eraser on my art paper
my point:no erasing for me... and the DnT paper does not nid to wait till section c to draw
section b already nid to draw
and we nid to use SCAMPER
and i almost forget everything about SCAMPER
except that the 'S' is substitute and the 'M'
is smth about modify
using those 2 elements,i worked that out
but since i dun have a eraser,my drawing was damn crap
which means i wouldnt get high marks for that
my point:i MAY fail the 2 papers on the last day of the EOYs
after the EOYs, i went to play soccer wif the guys
they are going to greg hse and i think they are there now
wilson came and i realised that today is noeleen's birthday
although i sincerely belive that anyone coming to this blog
wouldnt know who is she,but i jus write lah
i think anyone reading this post should understand my point
wilson came and tell us that she is going to kinda'celebrate'
her birthday at j8
so i jonathan and wilson went to j8
thats the 4th time i went to j8
very kuku right?
went there den nothing to do because the other's were still at noeleen's house they are coming to j8
since we all havent eat but are not hungry,
we went to the KFC to sit lor
and we saw Miss Haryanto, Miss Song,Mr toh zheng xuan and cute little bryan den we were like chatting?
the next thing is mr jacob arrived!!!
wow,they are planning to watch a movie...
dun get the wrong idea,i mean the whole lot of them
not jus sisca and jacob
i asked them wad movie they wanted to watch and the reply is 'dunno'
'go up see 1st' since we had nothing to do,and were not hungry
we go up with them and then,they did not watch a movie after all
i forgot the reason, haha.
all i rmb is me teasing jacob and sisca
and even got hit by her(sisca)
and this is wad happened
LyC:eh,death note nice mah(i recommended to them)
later the scary scences sisca can jus'Ahhh' den use it as a excuse and hug jacob...
i even demo on wilson.lol
den sisca was like fuming?
and everyone except jacob and sisca and jiyeon was laughing jiyeon was not laughing
cos she didnt c my demo
ooo so sad
den later they still deciding wad to do
i asked jacob hw now
he said he dunno and am waiting for sisca's approval
SO
i told sisca(in front of jacob):
eh, he's waiting for your approval
and this is when she hit me...
but at least everyone was laughing
den later wilson got an sms from dunno who that noeleen they all eat le
so we went back to the KFC and eat
and den wilson said they(noeleen they all)were on their way
after i bought my food and sat dwn
they ARRIVED
is that wad u call on the way?
so they girls go walk walk lor
den after we eat finish we go find them
and they were playing hide and seek
say 2nd floor,den we reach 2nd floor they say 3rd floor
we go 3rd floor they say 1st floor
crap,finally when we reach the 4th floor and saw the scence that they are running here and there,we realised that they were playing hide and seek
haiz,noeleen and her girl 'gang' said they wanted to take neoprints and wanted us guys to pay
den ok lor,we pay lor,they say each person $2 but i didnt care lah
i jus gave them a $10 and tell go quickly lah
cos they were there NAGGING
and i hate naggers
den later we guys decided to buy a present for her
i didnt nid to pay cos i already kinda pay liao
so they decided on a piglet soft toy
den later i draw a 'happy birthday'and put a pig head below
i draw that on the drawing block i was holding and then gave noeleen that with the piglet
and she thinks its cute...i mean my pig head
den they when to the shops and bought a soft toy and then we when back
but the time was already around 5
CAN U BELIVE IT?
girls are so troublesome?
espically them,they are also immature
y?because they were like trying to do wad we guys like to do
hit the nipples,BUT THEY ARE GIRLS
omg?no wonder all so flat(no offence)
end up at home tired until like shit...my bro still hasnt given me the password
sob sob...

2more papers - 1more day and it's over ~~and done with~~.

maths paper2 was ok. i made careless mistake but i think it's only a little and there's still 15mins for me to slack around. i did faster than yc. haha. this is the only time i can do faster than him. revised a little on science after maths.

science was sorta terrible at some parts. i spent don't know how long on just 1 MCQ cause i can't get the answer and i just keep on count and count until finally i got the answer. yeah me! section c was like hell lah. i only know how to do the 1st question. the rest is i anyhow do cause needa do 4. this is like so sickening. at least i got 30mins to sleep but can't sleep lah.

i saw justina like finally and i called her. haha. went home with ks and kah him again. they are nice people and we just keep on talking and talking. 10mins is just not enough for us and i always have to leave in the middle of a conversation.

i still need to do finish art and study for home economics. will not have much hope for tomorrow's paper. who cares anyway. we are all on slacking and playing mood already.

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woke up and saw that the sky is quite clear. finally can see the sun. the haze is not so bad already.

went for piano lesson. the sky is clear. so i can walk in peace since the there seems to have no haze. went there, play a song. then teacher let me listen to the CD about ludwig van beethoven and wolfgang amadeus mozart. there's songs and story. teacher go this cause my exams are still on and so want to do something relaxing. lolx. then listen to an opera. the opera singer sing until darm high, even higher than the soprano singers. the super high part is like violin sound loh. me and jiahui was like saying it's so gross and scary but my teacher keep on saying that it's beautiful. -_-

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Its amazing hw a guy can play straight for dunno hw many hours and days its AMAZING, seriously...
wad im trying to say here is, i've played for the WHOLE WEEKEND
due to my brother's absence..studied a LITTLE bit of science..
found out that im so damn lousy at the elements and suprisingly, chapter 6 & 7
went for a little blog hunting and found out that i actually am v v v v v v unpopular
hmmz...perhaps i should kinda stay quiet for a few months and suprise everybody!
perhaps i shouldnt sign in msn when i go online...
make everybody think i damn long nv use com...
den finally on 1 fine day! i come online and suprise everyone wif
smth i also dunno because i havent done anything like that yet
I did some thinking and thought from other people's angles
some v wei da right?
no! im not wei da at all,jus trying to improve myself,though its kinda impossible
i thought why the hell do we need to learn about smoke and haze in geography
cos i kinda suck in it,den i saw the haze,i get it
education is so WEI DA (thats the 3rd time i use the word'wei da')
and PSI of 130 in the morning,140 in the night proves my point
den later i thought,why the hell would a teacher like ms lu
the great chinese teacher,did smth like that?
and here i m,kinda scared wad im abt to do would cause me to be sued
but nvm i shall carry on,and its dangerous,dun call the police
i may get sued,but thinking of it,this is dew's blog,so mayb i wont get sued after all
but the point is:
its dangerous,dun call the police,teachers,principals,wadever
its like ms lu literally helped us so much for the chinese exams,
its like we're cheating.and i hell dun like that idea
she claims that its ok...
FINE,mayb im jus being paranoid
but when u look from her angle,she is a new chinese teacher
her 1st batch of students(us) would determine her career
y? because there is a theory that says that first impression is most impt
so our results would be her 1st impression
my point:
she needs us to pass and heck,get high marks for her to sucessful in her teaching career.
i trying v hard here to be as rational as possible,so u can take my words as RELIABLE
now that where history comes in
teaches us to determines reliability,it can be used into seriously damn lot of areas u can practically use it in your daily life,dun belive?
come to me,i prove it for u
once again, education is WEI DA(4th time..)
Up to here,im reached a theory
education is useless unless u can use it into daily life
but so sad,some1 reached this theory b4 me
and the name of his/her theory is named:TECHNOLOGY
technology is knowledge+applying it
so...it is somewhat near mine right?
hahaha
i would like to end this post wif a blessing,
GD LUCK FOR EOYS (bad luck dun say i nv bless u)

it's been very hazy this few days. getting quite sick off it already.

my flu and sore throat still haven't been cured. arghh. it just sucks loh.

the bad thing. i'm not in the mood to study anymore even though there's still 2 more days of exams and 4 more papers. been playing the whole morning, then slacking the afternoon and now i'm still playing. darm lah.

so some people just though me the PSI is 126. darm.

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Favourite colour: PINK
Favourite food: home cooked food.
Favourite movie: Monster-in-Law
Favourite sport: swimming, badminton(credits to ks)
Favourite ice-cream: yam &anything that's not chocolate flavoured
Favourite TV shows: High School Musical
Current mood: contended &tired
Current clothes: blue shirt &white shorts
Current desktop: laptop screen.
Current toenail colour: the normal colour.
Current time: 10.36pm
Current annoyance: the noisy tv.
Current thoughts: hpt training camp cum adventure camp!(:
First best friend: sun ran
First crush: in primary school
First movie: Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
Last cigarette: hell no. smoking causes AIR POLLUTION!
Last car ride: 6.53am
Last crush: it's a secret.
Last phone call: 5pm
Last CD played: i don't listen to CDs. only songs that are stored in the WMP
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: i haven't dated anyone before
Have you ever broken the law: is jaywalking considered?
Have you ever been arrested: obviously no or else how am i able to still be here?
Have you ever skinny dipped: i know the meaning this time. nope.
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: currently nope
Have you ever loved and lost somebody: not so sure.

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do it if you are bored like me. (:

today is the 15th day of the 8th month of the lunar calendar and the chinese called it MID-AUTUMN FESTIVAL aka MOONCAKE FESTIVAL.

so i celebrated it by eating mooncakes a few days ago and there isn't any left today. also played with candles. it was suggested by my sis. so played with candles with my sis outside my house as we didn't want to scrap away the wax on the floor in our house. we are lazy people. when it's outside my house, it's the public's property, thus, we don't have to care.

lighted the candles and saw some black stuff come out of the burning candle. so being the always curious me ask what is it. i asked if it's carbon cause it's black as i learnt from science, when i have the feeling that it's actually soot and it IS soot. -_-

so it's hazy outside and i told my sis that we are worsening the haze and she say that i'm talking crap. we are just polluting the air. how bad can we get when we are all people who have studied geography for 2years and know the harmful effects of air pollution. we just didn't bother and teacher failed to drive to us the message that air can be polluted by every single thing that we do. those people who smoke are polluting the air. so the government should ban it. lolx.

while we are still playing, a police car drive pass me. i told my sis, "it's a police car." my sis replied, "yes, it is a police car." how retarded can we get but i think that i'm the one that is retarded, asking such a retarded question.

at least i know that we played with candles for 1hour. lolx. such uninteresting things and yet we have so much fun.

people, watch the moon tomorrow morning at 11am. the moon will be the roundest then as what the news says, but i doubt it can even be seen cause it's day time and it's hazy like hell.

HAVE FUN PEOPLE!!!(:

it's history today and it's kinda bad.

they did not on all the lights in the hall which make shadows cast all over my paper. the MCQ is not so easy. the SAQ is ok. 2 out of 5 questions came from the common test. the SBQ is the one that make me don't have enough time to do the SEQ. i did the SBQ while also doing my SEQ cause i can't think of what to write for the SBQ. i didn't have enough time and for the last 15mins, i write and write and write as fast as i could until my hand turned purple and it's pain but i didn't care. my handwriting was a total mess. i managed to scribble a sentence each for the last SEQ before the time is up. was feeling very disheartened after that. then my nose bleed. darm. luckily is only for a short while.

was delayed cause a lot of people never write name and/or register no. on the MCQ. the laughter brought my mood up. just hope that i can pass well still. i know how to do those questions but didn't have time cause i thought for too long when doing the SBQ.

went to eat kfc with ks at sunplaza. we talked and still managed to eat finish within 30mins. accompanied ks to the bus stop and i told her that my bus will take super long to come and i'm correct. lolx.

i'm doing art later. i think. i hope.

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today's chinese.

went to the hall and the air-con is not on. so it's actually quite warm inside until awhile. paper1 is kinda ok. i CRAPPED a lot again. paper2 is easy cause teacher told us what is most likely going to come out and she's the setter. -_-. there's even 1 compre question 'do you like your name? why?' like so dots lah and it's 5marks.

i realised that i don't have time to even sleep after completing my paper cause there's always less than 10mins left for me to sleep. this is sort of the first time i took so long to complete papers. it should be due to my continual daydreaming + thinking + my slow writing which resulted in a lot of time wasted. all of that only happens when i don't know how to do/what to do. i don't waste time during maths paper cause there's not much time to waste and i supposedly know how to do them. haha.

tomorrow is history. my brain will be so jam-packed about the past. it's not easy. i go and copy the notes that i printed out into my notebook when i can easily read from the papers. i also don't know why. easier to remember i think. haha.

I WILL DO WELL FOR MY EOY!!!
~~(except lit)~~

i slept very early yesterday. wanted to try and read at least half of 'YOU DON'T KNOW ME' but failed. after reading 7chapters, i'm already forcing my eyelids to stay open. so i went to sleep.

woke up realised that i hardly have any voice but my flu is a little cured.

maths paper1. some questions were hard but most wasn't. at least i still have 5mis to check my paper. didn't went down to eat but stayed outside the hall and rot. didn't bothered to study for lit cause there's really no hope in passing.

lit paper was a little sucky. saw the unseen poem and just keep on reading and reading cause i just don't know how to do. looked around and managed to see people around me already writing a lot. so i try very hard to write too. at least i wrote a lot more then what i wrote during the common test. this is the first time i had no time to sleep. by the time i do finish, i only left with 2mins. lolx. i seriously crapped a lot so i have doubt i will still pass. haha.

i will study chinese and pass it well. =)

i read my horoscope today on the newspaper and realised that what my horoscope say doesn't apply to me but to the girl who sits beside me in every lesson and has the same horoscope as me.

it reads :
"There is a deal to be had but you have to stop wasting time changing your mind. Make a decision and stick to it and you will see how profitable it can turn out to be. Change is inevitable so stop fighting it."

she has spend the whole day deciding on whether to go for the hpt training camp or just the adventure camp alone and she has been really worked out over it. she also caused herself into a LITTLE trouble but i think it's all worth it.

when she first told me that she wanted to quit, i was disheartened. but even then, she still gave me lots of encouragement and didn't allow me to quit. she said that i MUST pass the training camp and do what i like, which at first didn't sink in but it did now.

you made the right decision today and i know you won't regret it. even though you wanted to quit, but you said before that if you can pass this hpt training camp, then you will be able to pass your JNCO training camp. wish you good luck.

i think you wouldn't know, but the smile that you give me everytime when you are not in a very good mood but turn good after a while, really make me smile too. it's very encouraging and going home with you almost everyday it a very nice thing. we hardly go home together last time cause you were busy with your things and stuff or i was busy with mine. i'm looking forward to another treat home with you. =)

CONTINUE TO PERSERVERE AND STRIVE HARD IN EVERYTHING THAT YOU DO. SMILE!!! (:

today's CHILDREN'S DAY.

i miss it a lot. YOUTH DAY isn't nice at all and primary schools also have a school holiday on that day which is only meant for secondary schools and junior colleges. the presents we get on that day isn't that many and nice. we are ask to donate money instead. every year's there the youth day appeal which wants us to donate money. the amount we donate cannot even help them much. how much can 10cents help 71organisations???

being a YOUTH is still good in a sense. at least we are more mature than the children and we are allowed a LITTLE more freedom. which doesn't really help.

at least little CHILDREN are cute, adorable and innocent. they always get loads of sweets and presents on CHILDREN'S DAY and they also enjoy an extra day of school holiday when we have to go to school and prepare for our exams. not saying that they don't have exams, but they can at least rest for 1day. everyone will grow up one day, so why bother if we are children, youths, teenagers, young adults, adults or senior citizens?

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there's a silver lining in every cloud.
there's always hope in everything that you do.
you encourage me to perservere on and i will.
you show me that you still care.
i will do you proud and strive hard in all that i do.
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING.